_______________HEAVEN AND HELL_______________
I feel like there’s a monster inside my mind, clawing its sharp, black fingers at me and making me think that nothing will ever be the same again.
The voices are calling out to me – their voices screaming, like serigala howling when’s it’s a full moon, at me: “Give it a shot Annie!” “Your so-called friends at school don’t care about anda anymore!” “Don’t anda want to feel that blood trickle down from your cuts?!” “What are anda waiting for?” I try not to listen oleh covering my ears atau hiding under my blanket to keep those voices out atau even crying just to let them know that enough was enough.
I hate feeling this way.. All the dark voices keep lurking around the back of my mind when I’m alone.. they tell me to do all the horrible things to myself like swallowing pills, giving myself cuts in my arms, going up to edge of a high cliff somewhere and just jump to see what it felt like to fly… atau worse–get a gun and pull the trigger at my head, blowing it wide like a popped balloon before it sailed down to the ground…
I want to stop crying myself to sleep every night..
I want to stop all the hurt, the pain, the loneliness that I feel when I’m oleh myself
I want people to stop feeling sorry for me..
I want everyone, even me, to feel happy and not think that this is the last tahun we’d all be together
I want to be happy inside and not feel sad about everything all the time..
I want.. everything that’s happening to me now to stop and wash out of my body
Sometimes I feel happy and blissful when I’m with all my friends and family, and even my pets who always make me feel at halaman awal and happy.
But when I want to say something so darn important to someone all these negative thoughts swarm my mind like a hive of bees stinging me painfully.
My life is like torn between Heaven and Hell..
One hari I’m so happy.. selanjutnya thing anda know, everything grows dull and silent and suddenly, I’m swallowed up oleh darkness and pulled down deep, never able to reach the surface again..
Under this smile that I have on my face.. the happiness, the joy and the kindness.. there is a girl who just wants someone to
Understand her
Help her
Hug her
Let her know that that ‘someone’ would be there for her
Hold her hand and tell her know that everything with her – her problems, the pain – would disappear
Be there for her.. and never let her go atau leave her side
Do anda know me all that well?
Do anda know what my true feelings are?
Do anda know the girl who sits oleh herself?
Do you? Do anda really?
I didn’t think so…
Who am I to pertanyaan the impossible?
_______________PEACE & LOVE_______________
SILENT CHILD.
I feel like there’s a monster inside my mind, clawing its sharp, black fingers at me and making me think that nothing will ever be the same again.
The voices are calling out to me – their voices screaming, like serigala howling when’s it’s a full moon, at me: “Give it a shot Annie!” “Your so-called friends at school don’t care about anda anymore!” “Don’t anda want to feel that blood trickle down from your cuts?!” “What are anda waiting for?” I try not to listen oleh covering my ears atau hiding under my blanket to keep those voices out atau even crying just to let them know that enough was enough.
I hate feeling this way.. All the dark voices keep lurking around the back of my mind when I’m alone.. they tell me to do all the horrible things to myself like swallowing pills, giving myself cuts in my arms, going up to edge of a high cliff somewhere and just jump to see what it felt like to fly… atau worse–get a gun and pull the trigger at my head, blowing it wide like a popped balloon before it sailed down to the ground…
I want to stop crying myself to sleep every night..
I want to stop all the hurt, the pain, the loneliness that I feel when I’m oleh myself
I want people to stop feeling sorry for me..
I want everyone, even me, to feel happy and not think that this is the last tahun we’d all be together
I want to be happy inside and not feel sad about everything all the time..
I want.. everything that’s happening to me now to stop and wash out of my body
Sometimes I feel happy and blissful when I’m with all my friends and family, and even my pets who always make me feel at halaman awal and happy.
But when I want to say something so darn important to someone all these negative thoughts swarm my mind like a hive of bees stinging me painfully.
My life is like torn between Heaven and Hell..
One hari I’m so happy.. selanjutnya thing anda know, everything grows dull and silent and suddenly, I’m swallowed up oleh darkness and pulled down deep, never able to reach the surface again..
Under this smile that I have on my face.. the happiness, the joy and the kindness.. there is a girl who just wants someone to
Understand her
Help her
Hug her
Let her know that that ‘someone’ would be there for her
Hold her hand and tell her know that everything with her – her problems, the pain – would disappear
Be there for her.. and never let her go atau leave her side
Do anda know me all that well?
Do anda know what my true feelings are?
Do anda know the girl who sits oleh herself?
Do you? Do anda really?
I didn’t think so…
Who am I to pertanyaan the impossible?
_______________PEACE & LOVE_______________
SILENT CHILD.
Shadowing Eternity...
A special place for anda and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our cinta lighting the way..
Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..
Our passion flowing in the waves,
My jantung stands still.
Awaiting your pace..
Your cinta is my destiny,
your jantung is like the soul of God..
Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your jantung and in your dreams...
-Beyal
A special place for anda and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our cinta lighting the way..
Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..
Our passion flowing in the waves,
My jantung stands still.
Awaiting your pace..
Your cinta is my destiny,
your jantung is like the soul of God..
Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your jantung and in your dreams...
-Beyal
Wrath
I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes anda feel angry,
And may lead anda to do wrongful things.
I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to anda until
anda realise what just happened.
I am a curse,
For I blind anda from the truth,
And make anda unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.
I am a curse,
And anda do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
anda hurting other people,
Even though anda don't intentionally do it,
atau even if anda are blinded oleh the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain anda inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.
Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may tampil up in your fiery head.
I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes anda feel angry,
And may lead anda to do wrongful things.
I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to anda until
anda realise what just happened.
I am a curse,
For I blind anda from the truth,
And make anda unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.
I am a curse,
And anda do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
anda hurting other people,
Even though anda don't intentionally do it,
atau even if anda are blinded oleh the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain anda inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.
Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may tampil up in your fiery head.
This is Amber's sister Molly the fairy of space.
Name: Molly
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Origin: The planet Earth
Mythical Creature: Fairy
Level of Magic: Enchantix
Powers/Abilities: She is the fairy of space, outer luar angkasa that is. Molly can bring in comets and other rocks into Earth atau as an attack.
Personality: Molly is very caring, she loves to help her friends in times of need and will let nothing stand in her way.
Clothing: She wears a light blue tank-top and jeans, her shoes are boots that look similar to Amber's.
Pet: Nope
Background: She was born on Earth as a actress's only daughter, she learned that her real father was Tony Stark and moved in with him and his daughter Amber. The two become good friends since when Molly arrived when Amber was only 3.
Family:
Mother: Dead (died of cancer)
Father: Tony Stark
Name: Molly
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Origin: The planet Earth
Mythical Creature: Fairy
Level of Magic: Enchantix
Powers/Abilities: She is the fairy of space, outer luar angkasa that is. Molly can bring in comets and other rocks into Earth atau as an attack.
Personality: Molly is very caring, she loves to help her friends in times of need and will let nothing stand in her way.
Clothing: She wears a light blue tank-top and jeans, her shoes are boots that look similar to Amber's.
Pet: Nope
Background: She was born on Earth as a actress's only daughter, she learned that her real father was Tony Stark and moved in with him and his daughter Amber. The two become good friends since when Molly arrived when Amber was only 3.
Family:
Mother: Dead (died of cancer)
Father: Tony Stark