Okay it's time to..Vent...
I grab a pisau and some pills to try to ease the pain, but each it feels harder and harder to keep up and stay smiling. I wrote a poem with some beauty and some vision to it bottom line it my expend your mind if anda read it closely. To much shine can dull the soul if your feel how I feel then I'll write some more...
How can the world be so mean to me when I did nothing to be in this darkness I now call life? I get a little honest and I ask myself, if the time came would anda save me if I asked for help? I normally send my mind out to the outer most to get away from this reality and hope to find something better then living, And one thing I really want to know is how did so many people I know fall down the same path that I'm going, I don't want us to stop when we still have such a long way to go.
I see beauty in the eyes of complete strangers, hopeing to help them and maybe in return help me. But inside I get used when they need me and not come to me out of pure helplessness and out of greed atau lies.
I put my problems inside a tight box under lock and key buried off deep in my mind and when it gets to full and I can;t close the lid I crack and freak out on my family and close friends. Trade my stories for a piece of mind I'm so close to Heaven Hell I just need sometime.Who cares about where anda come from atau what your wearing. I do this for the cinta others and this is purely art. Don;t be scared though times are hard I hope in the end anda find something to live for and keep going on strong. In this world now anda must keep strong because they want to see anda down but it's us against them and it;s anda and me. They try to break us down but we wont give up and I hope that my stories never steer anda wrong. Most people just walk away but if it touches my soul then I'll help them out...
I know you've been down so long so I'll be strong for you...
I know you've been down so long cause I've been down to...
Yes I understand we your going through..
Yes I understand because I'm going through it to...
To vent....
Fierce & Love
Malmcd
Poem Girl
I grab a pisau and some pills to try to ease the pain, but each it feels harder and harder to keep up and stay smiling. I wrote a poem with some beauty and some vision to it bottom line it my expend your mind if anda read it closely. To much shine can dull the soul if your feel how I feel then I'll write some more...
How can the world be so mean to me when I did nothing to be in this darkness I now call life? I get a little honest and I ask myself, if the time came would anda save me if I asked for help? I normally send my mind out to the outer most to get away from this reality and hope to find something better then living, And one thing I really want to know is how did so many people I know fall down the same path that I'm going, I don't want us to stop when we still have such a long way to go.
I see beauty in the eyes of complete strangers, hopeing to help them and maybe in return help me. But inside I get used when they need me and not come to me out of pure helplessness and out of greed atau lies.
I put my problems inside a tight box under lock and key buried off deep in my mind and when it gets to full and I can;t close the lid I crack and freak out on my family and close friends. Trade my stories for a piece of mind I'm so close to Heaven Hell I just need sometime.Who cares about where anda come from atau what your wearing. I do this for the cinta others and this is purely art. Don;t be scared though times are hard I hope in the end anda find something to live for and keep going on strong. In this world now anda must keep strong because they want to see anda down but it's us against them and it;s anda and me. They try to break us down but we wont give up and I hope that my stories never steer anda wrong. Most people just walk away but if it touches my soul then I'll help them out...
I know you've been down so long so I'll be strong for you...
I know you've been down so long cause I've been down to...
Yes I understand we your going through..
Yes I understand because I'm going through it to...
To vent....
Fierce & Love
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Dear Self
What if anda don’t wake up tomorrow?
What if this is your last hari on this earth?
What if that two menit conversation anda had with your mother two hours ago, was the last time anda ever spoke to her?
What if anda never ever would hear him laugh, see his smile atau talk to him ever again?
What if anda later this night take your last breath?
What then?
Would anda be proud of the life anda have lived?
Will anda regret something that anda did atau did not say?
Would anda be proud of how people would remember you?
Would anda regret not taking lebih chances, atau not telling him what anda really feel for him?
I see a world of darkness and my hands are shaking..
My legs are numb..
My eyes heavy..
My jantung racing..
Blacking out..
Will pills in my hands..
Hoping that they'll end the pain and I'll sleep forever..
Maybe this will be my last goodbye..
My final breath..
What if anda don’t wake up tomorrow?
What if this is your last hari on this earth?
What if that two menit conversation anda had with your mother two hours ago, was the last time anda ever spoke to her?
What if anda never ever would hear him laugh, see his smile atau talk to him ever again?
What if anda later this night take your last breath?
What then?
Would anda be proud of the life anda have lived?
Will anda regret something that anda did atau did not say?
Would anda be proud of how people would remember you?
Would anda regret not taking lebih chances, atau not telling him what anda really feel for him?
I see a world of darkness and my hands are shaking..
My legs are numb..
My eyes heavy..
My jantung racing..
Blacking out..
Will pills in my hands..
Hoping that they'll end the pain and I'll sleep forever..
Maybe this will be my last goodbye..
My final breath..
