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Okay it's time to..Vent...



I grab a pisau and some pills to try to ease the pain, but each it feels harder and harder to keep up and stay smiling. I wrote a poem with some beauty and some vision to it bottom line it my expend your mind if anda read it closely. To much shine can dull the soul if your feel how I feel then I'll write some more...

How can the world be so mean to me when I did nothing to be in this darkness I now call life? I get a little honest and I ask myself, if the time came would anda save me if I asked for help? I normally send my mind out to the outer most to get away from this reality and hope to find something better then living, And one thing I really want to know is how did so many people I know fall down the same path that I'm going, I don't want us to stop when we still have such a long way to go.
I see beauty in the eyes of complete strangers, hopeing to help them and maybe in return help me. But inside I get used when they need me and not come to me out of pure helplessness and out of greed atau lies.

I put my problems inside a tight box under lock and key buried off deep in my mind and when it gets to full and I can;t close the lid I crack and freak out on my family and close friends. Trade my stories for a piece of mind I'm so close to Heaven Hell I just need sometime.Who cares about where anda come from atau what your wearing. I do this for the cinta others and this is purely art. Don;t be scared though times are hard I hope in the end anda find something to live for and keep going on strong. In this world now anda must keep strong because they want to see anda down but it's us against them and it;s anda and me. They try to break us down but we wont give up and I hope that my stories never steer anda wrong. Most people just walk away but if it touches my soul then I'll help them out...


I know you've been down so long so I'll be strong for you...
I know you've been down so long cause I've been down to...
Yes I understand we your going through..
Yes I understand because I'm going through it to...

To vent....


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Malmcd
Poem Girl
posted by lovebaltor
 Dimentia Noire. [Click to enlarge]
Dimentia Noire. [Click to enlarge]
Name: Dementia Noire.

Age: 17.

Origin: The Planet Blanca.

Mythical Creature: Witch.

Level of Magic: Gloomix.

Powers/Abilities: She has powers over souls and space: Her soul attacks are basically torturing the person inside out. She can use their greatest fears against them, and since she can manipulate their souls as well - the damage will be lebih prolonged. Her luar angkasa attacks mainly consist of luar angkasa disasters; comets, supernovas and gamma rays.

Personality: She manipulates people a lot to get her way. But, she is also very childish. She can never act very serious when she battles someone; always...
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Chapter 1 : Were do I Belong
    
    Have anda ever felt like anda don’t belong? I have. Have ever felt like there something out there that anda are meet to do that’s so important be anda don’t know what it is? I have. I know its weird to fell this way but I do and I have know idea why. WHY. What a strong word like why did that magical thing happen to me that ever special hari in the park when everything change for good atau for evil. Well that’s what anda choose.

    “Hey mom?” Eclipse berkata from her bedroom door.
    “Yes...
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posted by lovebaltor
Name: Lauretta Moretti.

Age: 19.

Origin: The Planet Hydra.

Mythical Creature: Elf.

Powers/Abilities: Lauretta being an elf, is very cepat, swift on her feet and very flexible. She can hear very well from her ears, and see very well with her large eyes. She was a few magical abilities, such as; producing fire, manipulating water, shape-shifting (She can turn into a gaseous white, smoke) and the ability to speak to certain creatures.

Personality: Lauretta is very mysterious, and does not reveal much to anyone. (Even those whom she is quite close to) She speaks very carefully toward anyone: choosing her...
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CHAPTER THREE- Illy



Dear Family,

    I know it’s wrong that the boy and his family had to died but that’s my job keeping this city in check. I’m stationed in the New York city slums that’s where most of the violence happens and it’s the core of the Freedom groups. Right now we’re trying to find there base which we’ve heard is under ground somewhere in the tunnels. I’m now menulis these letters knowing that you’ll never get them but anda can always hope I guess? I’m sorry I put anda through all this pain...

                                    Love...
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posted by malmcd
SOME WORDS AND THERE MEANINGS

The Golden Race- Golden Race is a race to the Dream Star.

Dream Star- The Dream bintang is a magical light that can grant any wish atau dream all anda have to do is touch it.

The jantung Festival- The jantung Festival is the hari when the pick the three names out of the jar to go into the race.

Unica- A place (country) were the people and creatures are ruled oleh a President. The President desides what anda do when anda do it and how anda do it. There is no freedom.

Hangor- Hangor is the Capital of Unica.

Ulla- Ulla is part of Unica. It is the poorest part and it was boomed because...
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 THis is how Lilly sorta looks like :)
THis is how Lilly sorta looks like :)
PREVIEW:
Alquestria,a land of magical creatures,good and bad.Where Elves,fairies and all your fairytale creatures roam freely.Alquestria has been peaceful for years,but now a new danger lurks--caputuring the Alquestrians and draining out their magic..
Lilly, a 14 tahun old is just and ordinary Human girl.She gets bullied and teased all the times.But when she gets lost in the woods,she finds herself in a whole different world,Alquestria.It's up to her, and ordinary Human Girl to save the Alquestria before danger spreads into the human world.But will she in time?
 Alguestria--form far far away
Alguestria--form far far away
added by malmcd
posted by Anime_Chick
 ~Lonely Angel~
~Lonely Angel~
Poems Of Mine~ 1-3

†~Lonely Angel~†

When young,
love seems so real.
when you're older,
Love seems like a game, its hell.
Sometimes Hell seems so fine at first,
Because the burning isn't as harsh.

Well, thanks to the cinta of friends,
a girl killed herself.
Laughed at and cutting herself till consistent blurry images,
Now in God's arms,
Protected from harm.

Thanks to a father,
his son is now dead.
Lump body with a gun shot in his head,
Now wrapped in his mother's arms,
crying his way from those times,
Protected from the abusing.

Thanks to a Preacher,
For saving a little girl.
The little girl now wrapped in her...
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posted by snootygirl50701
 Wish It Was Me
Wish It Was Me
Wish It Was Me ----> A Story Of Beauty

Chapter one
Me



The summer sun burned at the Earth and busy students would quickly run to shade. I sat on a bench alone. With my school bag right oleh me, I pulled out a book with burned out menulis on it. Dream Diary was labled on it.
I flipped through several pages of my Dream Diary and wrote on the selanjutnya blank page. Page three hundred and one. I started menulis with my feather leather pen.

Dear Dream Dairy,

Hey, this is my latest menulis in here and today its a frying egg race on sun v.S. Human. Boy, we're losing to the heat!
As of what we know for lebih then...
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Okay in the selanjutnya Quest For Nova book Wanted there are some new magical creatures that I want anda to meet. They are called Morpheus. Morpheus are creatures that can shape shift in to any animal atau thing. There a normal state is a cat like human with razor sharp senses. There asassin's ready to meet them well here they are........................

Onza

Onza Is the youngest out of the three. But she's one person who is willing to battle for what she believes in. She has Long snow white hair and red eyes.

Lilith

Lilith Is very quite she has amazing senses and anda don't want to mess with her when she is mad.

Zula

Zula is the leader of the three she is very dark and mean she's is one person who anda don't want to meet


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Malmcd
 This is Onza she is the youngest out of the there she met be little but she's really to take anda on!
This is Onza she is the youngest out of the there she met be little but she's really to take you on!
 This is Lilith, Lilith is very powerful and quite person she has amazing senses
This is Lilith, Lilith is very powerful and quite person she has amazing senses
 This is Zula, Zula is the leader of the three she is one person anda don't want to mess with...
This is Zula, Zula is the leader of the three she is one person you don't want to mess with...
Chapter 7- The Helpers- The Quest For Nova

    “What?” All the girls berkata at the same time
    “Now girls i’m not saying that anda are all princess!” berkata Miss Fairygonda
    “Good because I think I would know if I was a princess!” berkata Artista
    “Now because anda girls hold the neckless of Nova anda all have special powers. And I hope that anda girls all know what they are? Asked Miss fairygonda.
    “Wwwwweeeeelllllll?” All the girls berkata at the same time.
    “You...
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added by snootygirl50701
Source: photobucket & google
Life

A Speech

Some words from MikeWJ but I rewrote most of it


Why would are children of today judge a person on how they look on the outside when they don’t know whats going on in the inside and how it feels to be told something that stabs your jantung and makes anda think if they are right?

Now if your like me your sick of this lie people have brought, but the
people who sold it to us the ones who we should blame. Blame your enemy
or blame your sister either one it's the same. Because times now are
changing are whole world seem rearranging, to fit the fragile pieces
that they say can stop me from ragging....
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posted by malmcd
Have anda ever thought about how real video games are? Have anda ever thought atau wondered if they were real? Well think again..


Nina Wells life seemed normal. She had a normal family and parents and brothers, with a normal house on a normal jalan, street and had normal friends. Until one hari when something tragic happened to her younger brother Alex. While playing a new video game called Black Quest her brother fell into a coma. Nina believes that the video game had something to do with her brothers coma and she herself ends up playing the game trying to find answers.


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    Nina...
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posted by BooBooBear981
I know what it's like to be scared.
And most people even think I'm brave.
But the don't really see the truth behind my lies.
Because on the inside I'm not the brave cat.
I'm the poor mouse, trapped in the darkness of the corner
But the darkness and the corner is my life.
Because really....


I'm scared of the dark, and that evil will corner my life

I'm scared of being left alone because someone will hurt me

I'm scared of death, even when I look it in the face.

I'm scared of pain, even though I have it.

I'm scared of knives and blades, because I've pulled them lebih than once.

I'm scared of evil, because...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
Ground control to major Tom
Take your protein pills and put your ketopong, helm on
(Ten) Ground control (Nine) to major Tom (Eight)
(Seven, six) Commencing countdown (Five), engines on (Four)
(Three, two) Check ignition (One) and may Gods (Blastoff) cinta be with you.

This is ground control to major Tom, you've really made the grade
And the papers want to know whose shirts anda wear
Now it's time to leave the capsule if anda dare.

This is major Tom to ground control, I'm stepping through the door
And I'm floating in a most peculiar way
And the stars look very different today
For here am I sitting in a tin...
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posted by malmcd
Happiness is being halaman awal again,
Happiness is walking in the rain.
Happiness is waking with no pain.

Happiness to see my humble home,
Happiness at not being alone,
Happiness to sit, and not to roam.

Happiness is family to me,
Happiness in the faces, I longed to see,
Happiness is once lebih being free.

Inside my happiness, there is nothing but happiness for me.

Inside my happiness, the warna are so bright and vivid and I am able to see everything clearly.

Inside my happiness, there were no dark times because in my happiness the sun always shines.

Inside my happiness, there is no pain, there is no fear and...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
1.I'am not as peaceful as I may seem...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad sumber of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my friends though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If anda knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make anda go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make anda hate me even more...
"I'm sorry Ryan but..... Your father is dead," Marrki looked me in the eye. His watered with tear and I knew mine did too. But I couldn't let him see me cry. I just couldn't. So, I push him pit of the way, his short black hair quivers and his deep brown eyes watch me go sadly. I run into the rain and down the dirt path that leads to the old shack I call home. I'm thankful for the rain that spatters my face because it hides my tears. I wish I could keep running. Forever. halaman awal disappears behind me but I don't stop. Soon the dirt and dust road ends and gives away to a forest, branches of pines...
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posted by malmcd
The Quest for Nova is going to be bigger then I ever imagined! I never thought that I would have this many people membaca my wrighting and the journey continues...

Book 1- The Quest For Nova

Have anda ever felt like anda don’t belong? I have. Have ever felt like there something out there that anda are meet to do that’s so important be anda don’t know what it is? I have. I know its weird to fell this way but I do and I have know idea why. WHY. What a strong word like why did that magical thing happen to me that ever special hari in the park when everything change for good atau for evil. Well that’s...
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