Most of the time. To sum up my entire Being, it is a mix of Joy and Grief. These two aspects have always coexisted inside me. No matter how much positive atau contended I am / just look, a part of me will always be down for various of reasons. The kind of feeling that something is missing atau needs to / should have been done. I consider it a diberikan at this point. At times, things get amplified and become much lebih apparent in the form of Frustration. Honestly, it is kinda complicated. Like I know the cause but at the same time, I don't. Regardless, it is something that I have been living with for as long as I can remember !!!!
Down/depressed? No. I always know exactly what the cause of my depressed state is.
Anger, on the other hand, is a different story. I can't begin to count the number of times I've spent the entire angry so mad that I attack anything that gets near me...and not even know why I'm pissed off in the first place.