i cant take it anymore!!!!

Talk to your parents atau some other relative anda can trust. If these certain people have left anda then I don't think they deserve to be called friends of yours. Find people that make anda feel fulfilled and stick close to them. About your boyfriend, meh, anda can always do better. These types of relationships come and go. Even with your parents divorced anda should still be able to maintain your relationship with them. I believe everything will work out. I wish anda the best !!!!

anda can talk to someone. Maybe find some new friends.

learn how to play a gitar & gabung a band atau some thing eh! get your mind off the things that are happing to anda eh! well any ways thats what i would do is gabung a band

I'm sorry to hear that
but anda know life goes on no matter what .. forget about your friends and boyfriend they are not true friends. Talk with your mom atau dad atau make some new friends try to change your mind !!
anda can be my friend :)