"Bella, where are you? anda have a tampil in 20 mins, are anda looking good?"
Phil berkata throught the fuzz of my "New phone" in which i again did not choose. It funny all the stuff that is labeled mine, was not selected oleh me. hmph.
Thinking back to the house, the walls, the name, my name, On the walls, edward. My nightmare that proved real, and my dream all in one moment still rang in mind.
I knocked loadly on the taxi glass.
"Can anda hurry up please!" i berkata franicly.
"Hey are you? Are anda Bella, like Bella swan?"
Sigh. Yes. Unfortunatly.
"Yes."
"OMG! no way! my dautgher loved you! her name is alice! will anda please sign this picture of her, its in my wallet?" he berkata reaching into his backside.
i slide across the door, and began searching for my marker. Phil had always made me carry one around.
He passed me a frayed picture will soft edges, its shown a beautifull like girl. she was a little baby. with small blonde ringlet She was a Alice, like my alice. Her face was sweet, like an apple. She was soft and rosie, she smiled a toothless grin, as though it was just a captured moment. She was someone's baby. His words resversed in my head once more. "She loved you." My jantung felt heavy and my eyes felt in solemen.
"I'm so sorry, Alice IS soo beautiful.' I inhaled, holding back my tears, for the loss of this girl, and for my friend. Who else is lost to me. lost forever. Only alive in my heart, a jantung that only beats oleh force, not will, and is torn , riddled with disease.
"We dont know. i just remember waking up to feed the anjing and. and. there she was lying in the tall grass, like she was a victim, hairr on her face.." He stopped, to upset to continue.
"She was 5" he finished.
i signed. "Alice, i cinta you. Bella."
and handed it back. a tear running .
He stopped the car. which surprised me.
"Where here ma'am" he voice gone and broken.
"Thank you." in a instant flashing light invaded my eyes. Ohh crap the papz.
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"Hey everyone, sorry for being late, i got caught up. so how is everyone tonight? Good i hope. Really to hear some musik im wishing."
the crowd roared loader then ever. They all screamed, whistled, yelled and sung.
Ok, so i have this one song, i haven't sung yet, but some of the lyrics are inside jokes. Soo. but i dont doubt anda will like it.
Maybe I need some rehab,
atau maybe just need some sleep
I've got a sick obsession,
I'm seeing it in my dreams
I'm looking down every alley,
I'm making those desperate calls
Im staying up all night hoping,
Hit my head against the walls
What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my jantung is fried
I just cant get anda off my mind
Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your cinta your cinta your cinta
I berkata your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your cinta your cinta your cinta
Won't listen to any advice, mamma's telling me to think twice
But left to my own devices i'm addicted its a crisis!
b]My friends think I've gone crazy,[/b] my judgment is getting kinda hazy
My status is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a cinta sick crackhead
What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my jantung is fried
I just cant get anda off my mind
Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your cinta your cinta your cinta
I berkata your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your cinta your cinta your cinta
I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave anda when anda are away
So I got a question;
Do anda want to have a summer party in my basement?
Do I make your jantung beat like an 808 drum?
Is my love, your drug?
(huh) Your drug? (huh) your drug? (huh) your drug?
Is my love, your drug? (am i your herion.)
Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your cinta your cinta your cinta
I berkata your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your cinta your cinta your cinta (x2)
Heyyy heyyy your love, your love,your love,your love, (whispered) is my drug
I like your beard
all my jantung when into this song, as though He was somehow listening, and remembering when he once told me that i was his herion.
But i had another i wanted to hit him with.
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apel, apple hanging from a pohon
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed
anda berkata pindah on, where do I go?
I guess detik best is all I will know
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of anda
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what anda would do
If anda were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian Summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard permen with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?
anda berkata there's tons of ikan in the water, so the waters I will test
He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth)
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of anda
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what anda would do
If anda were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into
You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let anda go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think anda should know!
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of anda
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what anda would do
If anda were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes
Oh, won't anda walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no lebih mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay
this time there was no applause, just silence. They finally knew. that all my song fit together. I was in love. that i had a love. and was gone forever. That i waiting for him to hear them. As thought they were waiting for Edward too. His name hurt.
i hit the stage the mic falling before me. Still continueing my sobs, for all th fear.
Was i the one that they use to advise the consquence?
Like teen mothers will unprotected sex, was i the girl on the poster for giving your jantung away for love?
A soft sound tuned behind me, a beautiful tune that flowed like a river. it was familar.
My lullaby.
Phil berkata throught the fuzz of my "New phone" in which i again did not choose. It funny all the stuff that is labeled mine, was not selected oleh me. hmph.
Thinking back to the house, the walls, the name, my name, On the walls, edward. My nightmare that proved real, and my dream all in one moment still rang in mind.
I knocked loadly on the taxi glass.
"Can anda hurry up please!" i berkata franicly.
"Hey are you? Are anda Bella, like Bella swan?"
Sigh. Yes. Unfortunatly.
"Yes."
"OMG! no way! my dautgher loved you! her name is alice! will anda please sign this picture of her, its in my wallet?" he berkata reaching into his backside.
i slide across the door, and began searching for my marker. Phil had always made me carry one around.
He passed me a frayed picture will soft edges, its shown a beautifull like girl. she was a little baby. with small blonde ringlet She was a Alice, like my alice. Her face was sweet, like an apple. She was soft and rosie, she smiled a toothless grin, as though it was just a captured moment. She was someone's baby. His words resversed in my head once more. "She loved you." My jantung felt heavy and my eyes felt in solemen.
"I'm so sorry, Alice IS soo beautiful.' I inhaled, holding back my tears, for the loss of this girl, and for my friend. Who else is lost to me. lost forever. Only alive in my heart, a jantung that only beats oleh force, not will, and is torn , riddled with disease.
"We dont know. i just remember waking up to feed the anjing and. and. there she was lying in the tall grass, like she was a victim, hairr on her face.." He stopped, to upset to continue.
"She was 5" he finished.
i signed. "Alice, i cinta you. Bella."
and handed it back. a tear running .
He stopped the car. which surprised me.
"Where here ma'am" he voice gone and broken.
"Thank you." in a instant flashing light invaded my eyes. Ohh crap the papz.
______________________________________________________________________________________________________
"Hey everyone, sorry for being late, i got caught up. so how is everyone tonight? Good i hope. Really to hear some musik im wishing."
the crowd roared loader then ever. They all screamed, whistled, yelled and sung.
Ok, so i have this one song, i haven't sung yet, but some of the lyrics are inside jokes. Soo. but i dont doubt anda will like it.
Maybe I need some rehab,
atau maybe just need some sleep
I've got a sick obsession,
I'm seeing it in my dreams
I'm looking down every alley,
I'm making those desperate calls
Im staying up all night hoping,
Hit my head against the walls
What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my jantung is fried
I just cant get anda off my mind
Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your cinta your cinta your cinta
I berkata your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your cinta your cinta your cinta
Won't listen to any advice, mamma's telling me to think twice
But left to my own devices i'm addicted its a crisis!
b]My friends think I've gone crazy,[/b] my judgment is getting kinda hazy
My status is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a cinta sick crackhead
What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my jantung is fried
I just cant get anda off my mind
Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your cinta your cinta your cinta
I berkata your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your cinta your cinta your cinta
I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave anda when anda are away
So I got a question;
Do anda want to have a summer party in my basement?
Do I make your jantung beat like an 808 drum?
Is my love, your drug?
(huh) Your drug? (huh) your drug? (huh) your drug?
Is my love, your drug? (am i your herion.)
Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your cinta your cinta your cinta
I berkata your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your cinta your cinta your cinta (x2)
Heyyy heyyy your love, your love,your love,your love, (whispered) is my drug
I like your beard
all my jantung when into this song, as though He was somehow listening, and remembering when he once told me that i was his herion.
But i had another i wanted to hit him with.
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apel, apple hanging from a pohon
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed
anda berkata pindah on, where do I go?
I guess detik best is all I will know
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of anda
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what anda would do
If anda were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian Summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard permen with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?
anda berkata there's tons of ikan in the water, so the waters I will test
He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth)
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of anda
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what anda would do
If anda were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into
You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let anda go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think anda should know!
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of anda
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what anda would do
If anda were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes
Oh, won't anda walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no lebih mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay
this time there was no applause, just silence. They finally knew. that all my song fit together. I was in love. that i had a love. and was gone forever. That i waiting for him to hear them. As thought they were waiting for Edward too. His name hurt.
i hit the stage the mic falling before me. Still continueing my sobs, for all th fear.
Was i the one that they use to advise the consquence?
Like teen mothers will unprotected sex, was i the girl on the poster for giving your jantung away for love?
A soft sound tuned behind me, a beautiful tune that flowed like a river. it was familar.
My lullaby.
hey twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release tanggal for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction tanggal not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is berkata that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the jantung which will stop beating soon, the jantung which was the reason for me to live, the jantung which she had diberikan to me to keep aman, brankas just like how I had diberikan her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the jantung which will stop beating soon, the jantung which was the reason for me to live, the jantung which she had diberikan to me to keep aman, brankas just like how I had diberikan her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what anda think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what anda think- does it help at all??