Dear Sam,
anda wouldn't believe what it is like in the big city. I am so glad I got this job offer. If it wasn't for your persuasion skills, I would be stuck grieving over you.
When I got to the theatre, my first job was to ask the actors if everything was okay and if they needed anything. I saw Hilary Duff. She was playing the supporting role. She wanted my opinion on her costume. She wanted MY opinion.
My boss was a bit mean. He is controlling and obssessed with play. He wrote it himself. He can even get annoying but I stuck with him for the money.
Remember when anda seaid anda wanted to be a directior and I would be the actress. Well, if anda were here we would have gotten a job immediately. I overheard my boss saying how his brother needed a director for this movie he was planning.
I have to go back to work now. My boss will notice my absence.
Love,
Ally
Dear Sam,
I had a nightmare about the car crash. Remember when I was little and how if I had a nightmare, anda would comfort me oleh creating shadow figures with your hand? Well, if anda were here then I know anda would have made that funny looking bunny with the beard. I loved that.
But anda are million of miles away and lebih then 6 feet under. Life is tough.
Love,
Ally
Dear Sam,
My boss gave me the most unusual job ever. He made me clean on eof the star's bathroom. That was cruel and unusual punishment. The bintang obviously hadn't seen a clean bathroom before. anda should have seen his face. It was hilarious.
Oh, I almost forgot. The play is a remake of Grease. I know how much anda loved that movie. Well, anda won't like this one. They are trying to make it lebih moden. They are adding raps, loosing the hairspray and those big skirts with the poodle at the bottom.
I know, everything has gone downhill.
There is some good news. My New York City friend, Jessica Salon, berkata I could pindah in with her. She has this really exotic condo. It is way better then the tikus infested apartment I'm living in. Soon I will become famous and be able to afford my own house atau mansion.
Love,
(the future actress) Ally
Dear Sam,
I'm working in the back ground. I help with the props, the cast, and other rongsokan, sampah my boss is too lazy to do. I know it isn't what I originally wanted but we all have to start somewhere.
When I was cleaning up one of the dressing rooms, I looked in the mirror and pictured myself as an actress preparing for the show. I could get lost in my fantasies and hopefully never be forced to re-enter reality.
I had another nightmare last night only this time it went in slow motion and I saw every detail of your car crash. I even saw the part where anda shielded my when the car came towards my side. Was I the reason anda died?
Love,
(clueless) Ally
Dear Sam,
Mom nand dad have been hinting lately that I need to see a therapist so I did.
All they do is make anda pay a fortune to help realize what anda already know. They are such con artist.
My therapist, Dr. Sullen, kept asking me pertanyaan about that night and she wouldn't stop even when I was crying my eyes out. I think she was going to cry too.
She told me I was blaming myself for your accident. I told her I wasn't adn abruptly left the room. Maybe, I do blame myself for anda death but her tone was obnoxious to me.
I just wish anda were alive. anda would tell me not to worry and that everything will be okay but it isn't okay. anda are dead! Nothing will ever be the same!
Love,
Ally (the girl without a bro)
Dear Sam,
Sorry for getitng mad at you. I was in a very emotional state when I left the therapist office. The thought of your death really upsets me but I'll be okay.
Remember that one hari your brought your girlfriend over. I was jealous because anda wanted to spend time with her. I thought anda didn't like me anymore so I got rid of her. I lied and berkata anda had 3 other girlfriends. the funny thing is that she actually believed me.
Love,
(the master of trickery) Ally
The End
anda wouldn't believe what it is like in the big city. I am so glad I got this job offer. If it wasn't for your persuasion skills, I would be stuck grieving over you.
When I got to the theatre, my first job was to ask the actors if everything was okay and if they needed anything. I saw Hilary Duff. She was playing the supporting role. She wanted my opinion on her costume. She wanted MY opinion.
My boss was a bit mean. He is controlling and obssessed with play. He wrote it himself. He can even get annoying but I stuck with him for the money.
Remember when anda seaid anda wanted to be a directior and I would be the actress. Well, if anda were here we would have gotten a job immediately. I overheard my boss saying how his brother needed a director for this movie he was planning.
I have to go back to work now. My boss will notice my absence.
Love,
Ally
Dear Sam,
I had a nightmare about the car crash. Remember when I was little and how if I had a nightmare, anda would comfort me oleh creating shadow figures with your hand? Well, if anda were here then I know anda would have made that funny looking bunny with the beard. I loved that.
But anda are million of miles away and lebih then 6 feet under. Life is tough.
Love,
Ally
Dear Sam,
My boss gave me the most unusual job ever. He made me clean on eof the star's bathroom. That was cruel and unusual punishment. The bintang obviously hadn't seen a clean bathroom before. anda should have seen his face. It was hilarious.
Oh, I almost forgot. The play is a remake of Grease. I know how much anda loved that movie. Well, anda won't like this one. They are trying to make it lebih moden. They are adding raps, loosing the hairspray and those big skirts with the poodle at the bottom.
I know, everything has gone downhill.
There is some good news. My New York City friend, Jessica Salon, berkata I could pindah in with her. She has this really exotic condo. It is way better then the tikus infested apartment I'm living in. Soon I will become famous and be able to afford my own house atau mansion.
Love,
(the future actress) Ally
Dear Sam,
I'm working in the back ground. I help with the props, the cast, and other rongsokan, sampah my boss is too lazy to do. I know it isn't what I originally wanted but we all have to start somewhere.
When I was cleaning up one of the dressing rooms, I looked in the mirror and pictured myself as an actress preparing for the show. I could get lost in my fantasies and hopefully never be forced to re-enter reality.
I had another nightmare last night only this time it went in slow motion and I saw every detail of your car crash. I even saw the part where anda shielded my when the car came towards my side. Was I the reason anda died?
Love,
(clueless) Ally
Dear Sam,
Mom nand dad have been hinting lately that I need to see a therapist so I did.
All they do is make anda pay a fortune to help realize what anda already know. They are such con artist.
My therapist, Dr. Sullen, kept asking me pertanyaan about that night and she wouldn't stop even when I was crying my eyes out. I think she was going to cry too.
She told me I was blaming myself for your accident. I told her I wasn't adn abruptly left the room. Maybe, I do blame myself for anda death but her tone was obnoxious to me.
I just wish anda were alive. anda would tell me not to worry and that everything will be okay but it isn't okay. anda are dead! Nothing will ever be the same!
Love,
Ally (the girl without a bro)
Dear Sam,
Sorry for getitng mad at you. I was in a very emotional state when I left the therapist office. The thought of your death really upsets me but I'll be okay.
Remember that one hari your brought your girlfriend over. I was jealous because anda wanted to spend time with her. I thought anda didn't like me anymore so I got rid of her. I lied and berkata anda had 3 other girlfriends. the funny thing is that she actually believed me.
Love,
(the master of trickery) Ally
The End
Thursday
Kyle is the worst boyfriend ever! The party ended with me in a coma. Apparently there was alcohol in my drink. I had an overdose and it almost killed me. Kyle swears he didn't do it. I want to believe him. I really want to. I know Kyle had done it because I know saw him poor something in there. At first I thought it was water atau something to make it sweeter. It wasn't water. I couldn't go to school today because they were pumping the alcohol out of my system atau something. I'm not entirely sure what happened. All I know is that for a couple if menit I was pronounced dead. My heartbeat soon started thumping again but I was in a coma. My parents were so worried. I thought for sure they would be dead from shock. Kyle is banned from coming near me. My dad implied that rule. My mom kept crying whenever she talked to me. All she could manage to get out of her mouth besides whimpers were muffled words. I don't think I'll be seeing Kyle for a while now.
Kyle is the worst boyfriend ever! The party ended with me in a coma. Apparently there was alcohol in my drink. I had an overdose and it almost killed me. Kyle swears he didn't do it. I want to believe him. I really want to. I know Kyle had done it because I know saw him poor something in there. At first I thought it was water atau something to make it sweeter. It wasn't water. I couldn't go to school today because they were pumping the alcohol out of my system atau something. I'm not entirely sure what happened. All I know is that for a couple if menit I was pronounced dead. My heartbeat soon started thumping again but I was in a coma. My parents were so worried. I thought for sure they would be dead from shock. Kyle is banned from coming near me. My dad implied that rule. My mom kept crying whenever she talked to me. All she could manage to get out of her mouth besides whimpers were muffled words. I don't think I'll be seeing Kyle for a while now.
What a change Such a dramatic change
Once I was small and ignored
Now I'm called when their bored
atau looking for a friend
To talk to till the end I use to be invisible
Now I feel invincible
They can't hurt me
Look at what I can be
This is new
Something almost true
That great feeling
Was somewhat appealing
But soon disappeared
Whenever I neared
Now I am small
No longer tall
Completely ignored
Always bored
It happened so fast Invisible in the past
Then became invincible
And immediately back to invisible
It changes everyday I don't know what to say
Maybe it won't stay the same
I'll be forever lame
Once I was small and ignored
Now I'm called when their bored
atau looking for a friend
To talk to till the end I use to be invisible
Now I feel invincible
They can't hurt me
Look at what I can be
This is new
Something almost true
That great feeling
Was somewhat appealing
But soon disappeared
Whenever I neared
Now I am small
No longer tall
Completely ignored
Always bored
It happened so fast Invisible in the past
Then became invincible
And immediately back to invisible
It changes everyday I don't know what to say
Maybe it won't stay the same
I'll be forever lame