"I never thought I could kill another person." I berkata clenching the blood stained dagger in my right hand as I starred at the pavement. Lifeless bodies lay surrounded in blood not only did the whole park stench with blood.
I held the dagger tighter so tight my knuckles turned white. I couldn't remeber how I kiled these people I thought hard and long but nothing came all I knew was that I'd killed thses peopel and why I had no idea. That's when hazy flashes of gambar swirled in my head of how I'd slit one woman's neck, stabbed a man in the back to his heart—seeing a small inch of the blade through his chest, and cut deeply a boy my age in the calf.
My vision became misty I starred to cry. What had I done? "Why have I done this, what drove me to to this?" I wondered a load. Blood started to spill from my fingers I'd held it to tight now but the pain just stung like someone was penching me. I sank to the ground in sorrow weeping quietly with my face in my hands "His could I hurt all these inoccent people?" I asked my self a load. But then someone answered someone I'd never have expected.
"Your doing it over the anger of my death. Don't anda remember?" I heard his deep smooth voice behind me my eyes grew large as I yanked my head up, I saw him sitting on the eage of a building above me. I stood up starring at him while he starred at the full moon above. How could I hear him so clearly when he was all the way up there. "I thought anda were dead." He looked down at me and smiled. Then stood and walked in the other direction. '"Your doing this over my death"'. His words rushing through my head I looked at the moon then through down the dagger a tear escaped and and I took off after him.
I had to ask him more. I looked at the bodies and closed my eyes tight I sighed and dashed after him. I cut through an alley as I kept my eyes on his dark—broad—image dashing over the building. Even dead he stilled pindah like his true demon self. 'I have to catch him.' I thought as I ran hard as I could I blinked against the wind and he was no longer there I stopped. "What?! Where did he go?" I heard footsteps behind I turned and saw his black T and messy styled hair I follwed.
"Brian! Wait please." He kept walking and so did I.
"Why are anda the explanation as of where I killed thoughts people?"
"You went off in a rampage." "
"Why don't I remember it all?"
"You weren't yourself?"
"Why weren't I?"
"The real anda was unleashed."
"But anda just berkata that I wasn't myself?"
"Yourself and your real self are two different people yourself is the bag of bones anda are now. Your real self is the demon within you." He kept walking than sped up and turned a sharp corner.
" But why over you?" I started to ask but as I turned the corner I didn't sen him and I didn't hear his footsteps hit the pavement anymore I searched above and he was nowhere along the buildings. He was gone wig the night sky.
I sighed and left back to the scene no one had called the police yet, why? I wondered then looked around it's a park and it's the middle of the night surely someone had walked oleh a couple, a single person a dog had to dark at the scene atau something. But nothing had taken place at all. I then realized I was still holding the blood stained dagger I had to whip it away. On the back of a kemeja of male who lay face down. I scanned iver the bodies and stared to tear up again but I gaunt them before they came and walked away to my home.
I stood my back against the door I could still smell the stench of blood but there wasn't a speck on me—not on my clothes not on my flesh but why did I smell the rusty metal at the back of my throat? I jumped in he mandi, shower and quickly put the those clothes in the washing machine after that long mandi, shower I stilled smelled that mad hands reached with blood. Why?
I held the dagger tighter so tight my knuckles turned white. I couldn't remeber how I kiled these people I thought hard and long but nothing came all I knew was that I'd killed thses peopel and why I had no idea. That's when hazy flashes of gambar swirled in my head of how I'd slit one woman's neck, stabbed a man in the back to his heart—seeing a small inch of the blade through his chest, and cut deeply a boy my age in the calf.
My vision became misty I starred to cry. What had I done? "Why have I done this, what drove me to to this?" I wondered a load. Blood started to spill from my fingers I'd held it to tight now but the pain just stung like someone was penching me. I sank to the ground in sorrow weeping quietly with my face in my hands "His could I hurt all these inoccent people?" I asked my self a load. But then someone answered someone I'd never have expected.
"Your doing it over the anger of my death. Don't anda remember?" I heard his deep smooth voice behind me my eyes grew large as I yanked my head up, I saw him sitting on the eage of a building above me. I stood up starring at him while he starred at the full moon above. How could I hear him so clearly when he was all the way up there. "I thought anda were dead." He looked down at me and smiled. Then stood and walked in the other direction. '"Your doing this over my death"'. His words rushing through my head I looked at the moon then through down the dagger a tear escaped and and I took off after him.
I had to ask him more. I looked at the bodies and closed my eyes tight I sighed and dashed after him. I cut through an alley as I kept my eyes on his dark—broad—image dashing over the building. Even dead he stilled pindah like his true demon self. 'I have to catch him.' I thought as I ran hard as I could I blinked against the wind and he was no longer there I stopped. "What?! Where did he go?" I heard footsteps behind I turned and saw his black T and messy styled hair I follwed.
"Brian! Wait please." He kept walking and so did I.
"Why are anda the explanation as of where I killed thoughts people?"
"You went off in a rampage." "
"Why don't I remember it all?"
"You weren't yourself?"
"Why weren't I?"
"The real anda was unleashed."
"But anda just berkata that I wasn't myself?"
"Yourself and your real self are two different people yourself is the bag of bones anda are now. Your real self is the demon within you." He kept walking than sped up and turned a sharp corner.
" But why over you?" I started to ask but as I turned the corner I didn't sen him and I didn't hear his footsteps hit the pavement anymore I searched above and he was nowhere along the buildings. He was gone wig the night sky.
I sighed and left back to the scene no one had called the police yet, why? I wondered then looked around it's a park and it's the middle of the night surely someone had walked oleh a couple, a single person a dog had to dark at the scene atau something. But nothing had taken place at all. I then realized I was still holding the blood stained dagger I had to whip it away. On the back of a kemeja of male who lay face down. I scanned iver the bodies and stared to tear up again but I gaunt them before they came and walked away to my home.
I stood my back against the door I could still smell the stench of blood but there wasn't a speck on me—not on my clothes not on my flesh but why did I smell the rusty metal at the back of my throat? I jumped in he mandi, shower and quickly put the those clothes in the washing machine after that long mandi, shower I stilled smelled that mad hands reached with blood. Why?
Reality hurts, I have experience
It makes anda feel free, and then drags anda to the ground
It tells anda that everything will be ok
Later it crushes all hope and faith
It makes anda see what anda want to see
Let’s anda feel what anda want to feel
It puts anda in those “oh snap” positions
It laughs at anda in the face for your mistakes
It can help anda find cinta atau heartbreak
In the end reality gives anda the same outcome
The very outcome anda tried to avoid
Reality doesn’t control me, I refuse to be destroyed
It makes anda feel free, and then drags anda to the ground
It tells anda that everything will be ok
Later it crushes all hope and faith
It makes anda see what anda want to see
Let’s anda feel what anda want to feel
It puts anda in those “oh snap” positions
It laughs at anda in the face for your mistakes
It can help anda find cinta atau heartbreak
In the end reality gives anda the same outcome
The very outcome anda tried to avoid
Reality doesn’t control me, I refuse to be destroyed
Slowly,
Hand in hand,
We stroll towards the beautiful beach,
Never taking our eyes off the red sky.
We are together now,
And we face anything that will take us on,
With determination and unity,
Slowly.
The wave washes us into the ocean,
Taking us in,
Slowly, killing us bit oleh bit,
But we never let go of each other.
When we are together,
We will never die.
There is no chance of that,
It is impossible.
The power of being together
Surges into both of our souls,
And the angry waves crash against
Our faces,
But we still never let go.
We are undivided.
Nothing, ever, can keep us apart,
atau even separate us.
Because, anda see,
We are bound.
We are bound
oleh the ropes of love,
Forever.
Nothing,
No one,
Can cut those ropes.
Not now,
And not ever.
Hand in hand,
We stroll towards the beautiful beach,
Never taking our eyes off the red sky.
We are together now,
And we face anything that will take us on,
With determination and unity,
Slowly.
The wave washes us into the ocean,
Taking us in,
Slowly, killing us bit oleh bit,
But we never let go of each other.
When we are together,
We will never die.
There is no chance of that,
It is impossible.
The power of being together
Surges into both of our souls,
And the angry waves crash against
Our faces,
But we still never let go.
We are undivided.
Nothing, ever, can keep us apart,
atau even separate us.
Because, anda see,
We are bound.
We are bound
oleh the ropes of love,
Forever.
Nothing,
No one,
Can cut those ropes.
Not now,
And not ever.
I look down at the snow below
Thinking of its familiar glow
I remember the trees that tore at my wet clothes
And the horrid wind that stung my nose
I tripped and had fell to weak to move
Thinking I had nothing to lose
My eyes began to close and I started to drift away
My mind refusing to disobey
It took me oleh the hand and I felt warm
Almost glad to be taken oleh the storm
Now I watch from up above wondering what I did wrong
And why I was one chosen to sing the malaikat song
Thinking of its familiar glow
I remember the trees that tore at my wet clothes
And the horrid wind that stung my nose
I tripped and had fell to weak to move
Thinking I had nothing to lose
My eyes began to close and I started to drift away
My mind refusing to disobey
It took me oleh the hand and I felt warm
Almost glad to be taken oleh the storm
Now I watch from up above wondering what I did wrong
And why I was one chosen to sing the malaikat song
With nails so black scraping away at rotting church pews
I tell anda I cinta anda lebih than myself
But to understand, from me anda shall receive neither money nor wealth
What anda cari for is not emotion atau passion, it’s much lebih precise
It’s the golden fortune which comes with a price
So anda take the deal and strike my head
Your beating heart, now made of lead
Allow me the peace of mind to soften the last deadly blow
Perhaps this is how our story ends of anda the Raven and I the Crow
(Crows and Ravens, in European legends are known to symbolize death)
I will remember anda always.
Will anda remember me?
That is a pertanyaan for anda to answer,
And not me.
I promise
That I will always
Keep the flame of memory alive.
The fun that we had will never
Be forgotten.
Even on foggy evenings,
The darkest of nights,
anda will always be in my heart.
For I know that anda will help me
Keep the flame of memory blazing
Always.
All the good times that we had,
All the fun that we had,
All the tears that we let out,
All the anger we let out
Will never be wasted.
Because every menit of it
Is in my heart.
I will tend to the api
Every night,
Recollecting all the memories we have
Knowing that the flame of memory
Is the brightest flame of all
And it will blaze on.
Will anda remember me?
That is a pertanyaan for anda to answer,
And not me.
I promise
That I will always
Keep the flame of memory alive.
The fun that we had will never
Be forgotten.
Even on foggy evenings,
The darkest of nights,
anda will always be in my heart.
For I know that anda will help me
Keep the flame of memory blazing
Always.
All the good times that we had,
All the fun that we had,
All the tears that we let out,
All the anger we let out
Will never be wasted.
Because every menit of it
Is in my heart.
I will tend to the api
Every night,
Recollecting all the memories we have
Knowing that the flame of memory
Is the brightest flame of all
And it will blaze on.
I am a broken-winged eagle
Who cannot fly
Because I have set no goal for myself.
Other people laugh and scoff at me,
And I know that I must quickly find something
To hope for.
Everyday I think,
"What's the use? Nothing is my talent. Give up."
People think I am nothing but stupid,
But I can see that light within myself.
I have not yet soared.
I have not yet found my dream.
One day, I find something unique to dream for.
Writing.
Something that can take me to faraway places
Anywhere, beyond this universe.
And now I can soar.
Far, far, faraway
Where no one can catch me.
Where no one can disturb me.
Where I can be free.
Where I will no longer be
A broken-winged eagle.
Who cannot fly
Because I have set no goal for myself.
Other people laugh and scoff at me,
And I know that I must quickly find something
To hope for.
Everyday I think,
"What's the use? Nothing is my talent. Give up."
People think I am nothing but stupid,
But I can see that light within myself.
I have not yet soared.
I have not yet found my dream.
One day, I find something unique to dream for.
Writing.
Something that can take me to faraway places
Anywhere, beyond this universe.
And now I can soar.
Far, far, faraway
Where no one can catch me.
Where no one can disturb me.
Where I can be free.
Where I will no longer be
A broken-winged eagle.
but now its over
and i am not going back
had my jantung broken
had my dreams blown away
it only took anda a second
to rearrange my whole day
I use to know you
but now its over
and i see that now
anda blew me away
far from here
and i couldnt make it back
but i bet anda knew that
I use to know
someone like you
he was friendly
but i left him behind
in the rain
in the cold
where i couldnt see him
i hope you're different
it would help
if anda werent exactly like him
nice to know you
but i must go
and protect my soul
how nice of anda to stop by
but please go halaman awal now
I use to know you
but now im long gone
and it feels great'
to leave that burden behind
i wont see anda again
i wont be there when anda fall
just know that i
wont pick anda up again
We are going separate ways.
We must leave each other,
Though I regret it,
There is nothing either of us
Can do.
We are going separate ways.
The bright light shines in our futures,
For the separate ways we go
Are the best for each of us.
We must leave for the good of it,
Though I don't want to,
And I know anda don't either.
But it is important that we do.
It is never easy
Doing what we do the worst,
Leaving each other,
And the thoughts that we are...
Best friends...leaving each other...
We must go our separate ways.
For our own good.
And we pray that one day...
We will meet each other again.
And we will.
We must leave each other,
Though I regret it,
There is nothing either of us
Can do.
We are going separate ways.
The bright light shines in our futures,
For the separate ways we go
Are the best for each of us.
We must leave for the good of it,
Though I don't want to,
And I know anda don't either.
But it is important that we do.
It is never easy
Doing what we do the worst,
Leaving each other,
And the thoughts that we are...
Best friends...leaving each other...
We must go our separate ways.
For our own good.
And we pray that one day...
We will meet each other again.
And we will.