Look around you, I told myself, over and over and over again. Look around you, and cry. Cry freely, girl.
But I didn't. I couldn't find the strength to cry... to make the tears fall from my eyes. I didn't think I was ready to let the tears hit the ground with a soft patter; to wince at the sad and depressing sound that came from my mouth; to let Duncan see that I couldn't handle anything.
I looked up at him. His eyes were glazed and pained as he gazed into mine. I immediately felt a pang of guilt, and I sighed.
"Mina?" He brushed my cheek.
I didn't answer. I wanted to cry -- yet I didn't... I had no idea why. I wanted to let it all go, yet the other half of me, the lebih determined half.. warned me not to let it go until it was the right time.
Whatever that was.
"Duncan..." I would do it. I would break up with Duncan. "I'm... sorry." Well, that's great, my sarcasm inside me sneered. You're sorry. How delightful. Want me to tell anda I'm sorry, too?
No. That won't help, I pleaded with myself.
That's wonderful. So... go ahead and tell him you're sorry..
SHUT UP!! I screamed to myself.
I paused. Duncan didn't say anything, he regarded me, nervous, sad, and he knew what was happening. But could I do it? Maybe I was being dumb. Who was I to break up with him? Why did I do it? If I had no reason... then why?
"I understand you, Mina," he berkata quietly, his eyes becoming shinier oleh the moment.
"That's good," I whispered, looking down.
"I know what anda want." He paused, looking at me one time over. "But before... please, Mina... tell me why."
"What?" I was startled oleh his question.
"What did I do?" He was still as upset as he ever was.
I closed my eyes, hoping they'd stay that way forever, so that I'd never have to see anything ever again. Blackness was better. I could see clearly. Everything else as blurred with tears.
"Nothing." My voice was almost inaudible.
"Then why--" Duncan broke off, then tried to pull back. "Let me guess. You've moved on."
I could have berkata yes then, to make everything so mcuh easier... but I didn't. Something in me was protesting... and I couldn't help but notice. My longing for Duncan burned in me, and I hated myself for doing this as much as I hated myself for everything else in the world that I did wrong. But that something burned strong in the depth of my heart... and whatever it was, that something made me disagree.
"No," I murmured, my voice muffled. "It's not that."
"You don't like me anymore..." he guessed, clearly not realizing the double-meaning in his sentence.
That hit me with so much regret that I suddenly sprang back to life again. "No!" I protested. "I like anda too much, Duncan. That's the problem."
He didn't get it. To be honest, I didn't, either.
Duncan was confused. "Then what.." he didn't finish.
"I'll go," I berkata softly. "You don't want me to be here."
I stood up, and I ran, as fast as I could in my coffee-brown and white flats, ignoring with all my will when Duncan called back to me.
I refused to turn my head back even once, because I knew my desire for him would take over. So I ran.
I threw open my penthouse door, and I ran, sobbing, into my bedroom. It wasn't fair. Duncan loved... me? He was too perfect. He could find someone like him; every inch as perfect as he is.
I flung myself face-first onto my pillow.
And I cried, letting my cry muffle against the pillow.
I loved, with the strong longing for Duncan somewhere in my heart.
I saw the world as it was... dark and horrible and loveless.
Speak, Mina, speak.
Love, Mina, love.
Cry, Mina, cry... <3
But I didn't. I couldn't find the strength to cry... to make the tears fall from my eyes. I didn't think I was ready to let the tears hit the ground with a soft patter; to wince at the sad and depressing sound that came from my mouth; to let Duncan see that I couldn't handle anything.
I looked up at him. His eyes were glazed and pained as he gazed into mine. I immediately felt a pang of guilt, and I sighed.
"Mina?" He brushed my cheek.
I didn't answer. I wanted to cry -- yet I didn't... I had no idea why. I wanted to let it all go, yet the other half of me, the lebih determined half.. warned me not to let it go until it was the right time.
Whatever that was.
"Duncan..." I would do it. I would break up with Duncan. "I'm... sorry." Well, that's great, my sarcasm inside me sneered. You're sorry. How delightful. Want me to tell anda I'm sorry, too?
No. That won't help, I pleaded with myself.
That's wonderful. So... go ahead and tell him you're sorry..
SHUT UP!! I screamed to myself.
I paused. Duncan didn't say anything, he regarded me, nervous, sad, and he knew what was happening. But could I do it? Maybe I was being dumb. Who was I to break up with him? Why did I do it? If I had no reason... then why?
"I understand you, Mina," he berkata quietly, his eyes becoming shinier oleh the moment.
"That's good," I whispered, looking down.
"I know what anda want." He paused, looking at me one time over. "But before... please, Mina... tell me why."
"What?" I was startled oleh his question.
"What did I do?" He was still as upset as he ever was.
I closed my eyes, hoping they'd stay that way forever, so that I'd never have to see anything ever again. Blackness was better. I could see clearly. Everything else as blurred with tears.
"Nothing." My voice was almost inaudible.
"Then why--" Duncan broke off, then tried to pull back. "Let me guess. You've moved on."
I could have berkata yes then, to make everything so mcuh easier... but I didn't. Something in me was protesting... and I couldn't help but notice. My longing for Duncan burned in me, and I hated myself for doing this as much as I hated myself for everything else in the world that I did wrong. But that something burned strong in the depth of my heart... and whatever it was, that something made me disagree.
"No," I murmured, my voice muffled. "It's not that."
"You don't like me anymore..." he guessed, clearly not realizing the double-meaning in his sentence.
That hit me with so much regret that I suddenly sprang back to life again. "No!" I protested. "I like anda too much, Duncan. That's the problem."
He didn't get it. To be honest, I didn't, either.
Duncan was confused. "Then what.." he didn't finish.
"I'll go," I berkata softly. "You don't want me to be here."
I stood up, and I ran, as fast as I could in my coffee-brown and white flats, ignoring with all my will when Duncan called back to me.
I refused to turn my head back even once, because I knew my desire for him would take over. So I ran.
I threw open my penthouse door, and I ran, sobbing, into my bedroom. It wasn't fair. Duncan loved... me? He was too perfect. He could find someone like him; every inch as perfect as he is.
I flung myself face-first onto my pillow.
And I cried, letting my cry muffle against the pillow.
I loved, with the strong longing for Duncan somewhere in my heart.
I saw the world as it was... dark and horrible and loveless.
Speak, Mina, speak.
Love, Mina, love.
Cry, Mina, cry... <3
Dawn Jonston
Veronica Freedman
Alexis Klein
Saku Chang
Branndon Samuels
Gerald Elton
Adam Daylle
Emily Payne
Katrina Payne
brendi Shay
Colbie Smith
Johnny Reaux
Claire Parker
Ricky Parker
I need lebih ideas! Please komentar if anda have any!
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Veronica Freedman
Alexis Klein
Saku Chang
Branndon Samuels
Gerald Elton
Adam Daylle
Emily Payne
Katrina Payne
brendi Shay
Colbie Smith
Johnny Reaux
Claire Parker
Ricky Parker
I need lebih ideas! Please komentar if anda have any!
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ok, most of the people on my storys are based off of real people that I know. I put the cast on here, with their permittion of corse.
JG:Jenine Schott(me)
Vanita: Vincent Ernst
Seiamica Mal: Brenna Grant
Alie(Alex) Mal:Alex Grant
Juli(Julianna): Juliann Baker
Blake(Arther): Blake Robberts
Shawni: Shauniece Jordan
Bryanna: Bryana Tippsword
Clay: Clay Parks
Calvin: Calvin Michel
Tonya: marina Rosebrock
Stone: Micheal Stone
Stevin: Steven Shnakie (character not yet released)
Sophie: Summer Mariece
John: Jon Estrata
JG:Jenine Schott(me)
Vanita: Vincent Ernst
Seiamica Mal: Brenna Grant
Alie(Alex) Mal:Alex Grant
Juli(Julianna): Juliann Baker
Blake(Arther): Blake Robberts
Shawni: Shauniece Jordan
Bryanna: Bryana Tippsword
Clay: Clay Parks
Calvin: Calvin Michel
Tonya: marina Rosebrock
Stone: Micheal Stone
Stevin: Steven Shnakie (character not yet released)
Sophie: Summer Mariece
John: Jon Estrata
It was time for another guilded Chris ceremony. "OK screaming gaffers", berkata Chris "It's time for a guilded chris ceremony. If anda don't get a Guilded Chris award, anda must walk the red carpet of shame and hitch a ride on the lame-o-sine and go halaman awal and anda can NEVER come back". "Duncan, JG, Seiamica, Clay, Blake, Julie, Tonya, Harold, Leshawna,DJ, Gwen, Heather.
Shawni, Vanita, one of anda if going home.
shaw. when all of a sudden Calvin came in on a vine and smacked chris in the face. Chris, with a mad look on his face yelled cuddles! and berkata "well instead of who was originaly going to be voted off, CALVIN IS GOING halaman awal NOW!!!!!" calvin got a look on his face. "i'll be back he berkata and he ran away. "with our luck he will be" berkata JG. "yeah berkata Vanita "he's came back TWICE after being voted off". "hes been voted off 3 times now" berkata Shawni. "well I'm happy I didn't get voted off!".
Shawni, Vanita, one of anda if going home.
shaw. when all of a sudden Calvin came in on a vine and smacked chris in the face. Chris, with a mad look on his face yelled cuddles! and berkata "well instead of who was originaly going to be voted off, CALVIN IS GOING halaman awal NOW!!!!!" calvin got a look on his face. "i'll be back he berkata and he ran away. "with our luck he will be" berkata JG. "yeah berkata Vanita "he's came back TWICE after being voted off". "hes been voted off 3 times now" berkata Shawni. "well I'm happy I didn't get voted off!".
Here's some facts about Trent
.he is 1 of 3 people who takes his kemeja off in front of camera other 2being Owen and Justin (of cource)
.he threw up lebih times than any other charcter ever
.He has a huge crush on gwen
.has an obbesion with the #9 in tda mostly because TRENT 5letters and GWEN 4 letters 4+5=9 atau I think it is because he just likes the #9 and he was the 9th camper to arrive at camp
.he is the cool guy
.he says hell in one episode sorry I forget which one
.he was the 11th to be voted off
And lastly
.he sustanet about 5 injuries cursity of owen dj lisnsay and brigette
.he is 1 of 3 people who takes his kemeja off in front of camera other 2being Owen and Justin (of cource)
.he threw up lebih times than any other charcter ever
.He has a huge crush on gwen
.has an obbesion with the #9 in tda mostly because TRENT 5letters and GWEN 4 letters 4+5=9 atau I think it is because he just likes the #9 and he was the 9th camper to arrive at camp
.he is the cool guy
.he says hell in one episode sorry I forget which one
.he was the 11th to be voted off
And lastly
.he sustanet about 5 injuries cursity of owen dj lisnsay and brigette