Look around you, I told myself, over and over and over again. Look around you, and cry. Cry freely, girl.
But I didn't. I couldn't find the strength to cry... to make the tears fall from my eyes. I didn't think I was ready to let the tears hit the ground with a soft patter; to wince at the sad and depressing sound that came from my mouth; to let Duncan see that I couldn't handle anything.
I looked up at him. His eyes were glazed and pained as he gazed into mine. I immediately felt a pang of guilt, and I sighed.
"Mina?" He brushed my cheek.
I didn't answer. I wanted to cry -- yet I didn't... I had no idea why. I wanted to let it all go, yet the other half of me, the lebih determined half.. warned me not to let it go until it was the right time.
Whatever that was.
"Duncan..." I would do it. I would break up with Duncan. "I'm... sorry." Well, that's great, my sarcasm inside me sneered. You're sorry. How delightful. Want me to tell anda I'm sorry, too?
No. That won't help, I pleaded with myself.
That's wonderful. So... go ahead and tell him you're sorry..
SHUT UP!! I screamed to myself.
I paused. Duncan didn't say anything, he regarded me, nervous, sad, and he knew what was happening. But could I do it? Maybe I was being dumb. Who was I to break up with him? Why did I do it? If I had no reason... then why?
"I understand you, Mina," he berkata quietly, his eyes becoming shinier oleh the moment.
"That's good," I whispered, looking down.
"I know what anda want." He paused, looking at me one time over. "But before... please, Mina... tell me why."
"What?" I was startled oleh his question.
"What did I do?" He was still as upset as he ever was.
I closed my eyes, hoping they'd stay that way forever, so that I'd never have to see anything ever again. Blackness was better. I could see clearly. Everything else as blurred with tears.
"Nothing." My voice was almost inaudible.
"Then why--" Duncan broke off, then tried to pull back. "Let me guess. You've moved on."
I could have berkata yes then, to make everything so mcuh easier... but I didn't. Something in me was protesting... and I couldn't help but notice. My longing for Duncan burned in me, and I hated myself for doing this as much as I hated myself for everything else in the world that I did wrong. But that something burned strong in the depth of my heart... and whatever it was, that something made me disagree.
"No," I murmured, my voice muffled. "It's not that."
"You don't like me anymore..." he guessed, clearly not realizing the double-meaning in his sentence.
That hit me with so much regret that I suddenly sprang back to life again. "No!" I protested. "I like anda too much, Duncan. That's the problem."
He didn't get it. To be honest, I didn't, either.
Duncan was confused. "Then what.." he didn't finish.
"I'll go," I berkata softly. "You don't want me to be here."
I stood up, and I ran, as fast as I could in my coffee-brown and white flats, ignoring with all my will when Duncan called back to me.
I refused to turn my head back even once, because I knew my desire for him would take over. So I ran.
I threw open my penthouse door, and I ran, sobbing, into my bedroom. It wasn't fair. Duncan loved... me? He was too perfect. He could find someone like him; every inch as perfect as he is.
I flung myself face-first onto my pillow.
And I cried, letting my cry muffle against the pillow.
I loved, with the strong longing for Duncan somewhere in my heart.
I saw the world as it was... dark and horrible and loveless.
Speak, Mina, speak.
Love, Mina, love.
Cry, Mina, cry... <3
But I didn't. I couldn't find the strength to cry... to make the tears fall from my eyes. I didn't think I was ready to let the tears hit the ground with a soft patter; to wince at the sad and depressing sound that came from my mouth; to let Duncan see that I couldn't handle anything.
I looked up at him. His eyes were glazed and pained as he gazed into mine. I immediately felt a pang of guilt, and I sighed.
"Mina?" He brushed my cheek.
I didn't answer. I wanted to cry -- yet I didn't... I had no idea why. I wanted to let it all go, yet the other half of me, the lebih determined half.. warned me not to let it go until it was the right time.
Whatever that was.
"Duncan..." I would do it. I would break up with Duncan. "I'm... sorry." Well, that's great, my sarcasm inside me sneered. You're sorry. How delightful. Want me to tell anda I'm sorry, too?
No. That won't help, I pleaded with myself.
That's wonderful. So... go ahead and tell him you're sorry..
SHUT UP!! I screamed to myself.
I paused. Duncan didn't say anything, he regarded me, nervous, sad, and he knew what was happening. But could I do it? Maybe I was being dumb. Who was I to break up with him? Why did I do it? If I had no reason... then why?
"I understand you, Mina," he berkata quietly, his eyes becoming shinier oleh the moment.
"That's good," I whispered, looking down.
"I know what anda want." He paused, looking at me one time over. "But before... please, Mina... tell me why."
"What?" I was startled oleh his question.
"What did I do?" He was still as upset as he ever was.
I closed my eyes, hoping they'd stay that way forever, so that I'd never have to see anything ever again. Blackness was better. I could see clearly. Everything else as blurred with tears.
"Nothing." My voice was almost inaudible.
"Then why--" Duncan broke off, then tried to pull back. "Let me guess. You've moved on."
I could have berkata yes then, to make everything so mcuh easier... but I didn't. Something in me was protesting... and I couldn't help but notice. My longing for Duncan burned in me, and I hated myself for doing this as much as I hated myself for everything else in the world that I did wrong. But that something burned strong in the depth of my heart... and whatever it was, that something made me disagree.
"No," I murmured, my voice muffled. "It's not that."
"You don't like me anymore..." he guessed, clearly not realizing the double-meaning in his sentence.
That hit me with so much regret that I suddenly sprang back to life again. "No!" I protested. "I like anda too much, Duncan. That's the problem."
He didn't get it. To be honest, I didn't, either.
Duncan was confused. "Then what.." he didn't finish.
"I'll go," I berkata softly. "You don't want me to be here."
I stood up, and I ran, as fast as I could in my coffee-brown and white flats, ignoring with all my will when Duncan called back to me.
I refused to turn my head back even once, because I knew my desire for him would take over. So I ran.
I threw open my penthouse door, and I ran, sobbing, into my bedroom. It wasn't fair. Duncan loved... me? He was too perfect. He could find someone like him; every inch as perfect as he is.
I flung myself face-first onto my pillow.
And I cried, letting my cry muffle against the pillow.
I loved, with the strong longing for Duncan somewhere in my heart.
I saw the world as it was... dark and horrible and loveless.
Speak, Mina, speak.
Love, Mina, love.
Cry, Mina, cry... <3
kari,taylor,natalie,andrea,jared,kevin,dannie, chante,and alyssa were trapped on a island with the dimwit blonde ditz:lindsay.
lindsay jumped up and down clapping,kari didnt look amused,she had her arms crossed.
lindsay:eeeeeeeeee!!!!!
kari:GAH!(she covered her ears)
lindsay:hi kara,nadia,tayna,audria,jason,kyle,manny,shannel, and aielsha!
none of them looked amused they all shouted:THATS NOT OUR NAMES!
kari rolled her eyes:this will be a looonnngg stay...........us,an crappy island,and HER!
she looked at lindsay who ran into a wall.
lindsay saw them leaving:hey!wait!I know the way out of here!
jared raised and eyebrow:then WHERE?
lindsay:hmm...I think I forgot.
everyone:ARRGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
lindsay jumped up and down clapping,kari didnt look amused,she had her arms crossed.
lindsay:eeeeeeeeee!!!!!
kari:GAH!(she covered her ears)
lindsay:hi kara,nadia,tayna,audria,jason,kyle,manny,shannel, and aielsha!
none of them looked amused they all shouted:THATS NOT OUR NAMES!
kari rolled her eyes:this will be a looonnngg stay...........us,an crappy island,and HER!
she looked at lindsay who ran into a wall.
lindsay saw them leaving:hey!wait!I know the way out of here!
jared raised and eyebrow:then WHERE?
lindsay:hmm...I think I forgot.
everyone:ARRGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
Heather was walking down an alley to get back to her house after a night out with lindsay, (she'd been forced to go) Little did she know that someone was following her stealthily. Hollow was tracking heather down oleh her own sound. Hollow could do this because her mum was a puncak, atas secret agent so she'd learnt well. She had seen what Heather was capable of on TDI. She ran towards her with a decapitated carving pisau & struck her. Heather's body fell lyk a sack of potatoes. She was dead. Hollow ran off.
trent was tuning his guitar,and he got a letter in the mail from kari:
be safe.
(he usually got hurt)
trent started bleeding,and gwen the vampire mencium it and attacked uncontrolably.
trent woke up after gwen nearly ate him,thinking he was dead,he was in the hospital.
trent was a pain magnet,so kari said:
kari:if your parents ask,you fell down a fleet of stairs,this will get out of hand if they find out vampire are real they will flip.
trent:so HOW am I alive?
kari:I delt with gwen,and took anda to the hostpital.
trent's mom came in:WHAT HAPPPENED?!
trent:I fell down a fleet of stairs.
trent's mom:oh.
(she walked out)
kari winked at trent.
be safe.
(he usually got hurt)
trent started bleeding,and gwen the vampire mencium it and attacked uncontrolably.
trent woke up after gwen nearly ate him,thinking he was dead,he was in the hospital.
trent was a pain magnet,so kari said:
kari:if your parents ask,you fell down a fleet of stairs,this will get out of hand if they find out vampire are real they will flip.
trent:so HOW am I alive?
kari:I delt with gwen,and took anda to the hostpital.
trent's mom came in:WHAT HAPPPENED?!
trent:I fell down a fleet of stairs.
trent's mom:oh.
(she walked out)
kari winked at trent.
nelly:hey it's your host nelly cardonna and heres your favorit tampil total drama weddings here comes isabella welcome isabella
isabella:hi hi hi i am so happy to be here yay
nelly:k here comes andrea
andrea:[screams] it's so awsome to be here yayzez
nelly:akward ...here comes dylan
dylan:it's so awsome to be here nice place we got here
nelly:thanx here comes jared
jared:collio is where were staying
nelly:k raynie is here
raynie wood:yayzeeeeeeeeeeeeeez were staying here woho
nelly:and natilie is here
natalie:hi it's an honor to be here
nelly:thanx again last but not least sumer
sumer:hi evertone
the end
isabella:hi hi hi i am so happy to be here yay
nelly:k here comes andrea
andrea:[screams] it's so awsome to be here yayzez
nelly:akward ...here comes dylan
dylan:it's so awsome to be here nice place we got here
nelly:thanx here comes jared
jared:collio is where were staying
nelly:k raynie is here
raynie wood:yayzeeeeeeeeeeeeeez were staying here woho
nelly:and natilie is here
natalie:hi it's an honor to be here
nelly:thanx again last but not least sumer
sumer:hi evertone
the end
Haley:Well, Duncan.How's Terrian?
Duncan:He's great.
Trent:Who is Terrian?
Haley:Duncan's new born son.
Trent: REALLY?
Haley: yep, and my new name is Michie.
Duncan and Trent: k.
Chris: Wow, first Trent has a son then Duncan and now Izzy's pregnant witrh mine!
Michie: I'm pregnant too!
TrenT: WHAT??
Michie: No, not really!
Dunacn: whew!
Courtney: Hi!
Michie: OMG! Terrian is sooo cute! my I hold him?
Courtney: sure.
Michie: awsome!
Chris: Well this has been a short episode. Michie sing 3!
Michie: k,Here is Terrian court. 1,2,3 I don't need anda with me....(by brittney spears)'
*fade out*
Duncan:He's great.
Trent:Who is Terrian?
Haley:Duncan's new born son.
Trent: REALLY?
Haley: yep, and my new name is Michie.
Duncan and Trent: k.
Chris: Wow, first Trent has a son then Duncan and now Izzy's pregnant witrh mine!
Michie: I'm pregnant too!
TrenT: WHAT??
Michie: No, not really!
Dunacn: whew!
Courtney: Hi!
Michie: OMG! Terrian is sooo cute! my I hold him?
Courtney: sure.
Michie: awsome!
Chris: Well this has been a short episode. Michie sing 3!
Michie: k,Here is Terrian court. 1,2,3 I don't need anda with me....(by brittney spears)'
*fade out*
I was at the pantai ,then a wold came and started attacking me. "AHHH! WHAT THE HELL IS A serigala DOING AT THE BEACH!!!"
"Ill save you!" yelled a voice, it was duncan.
"duncan" he took me to the woods, and we lost the wolf.
"i think we lost it, zoe."
"i hope so. Hows anda find me?"
"i was walking and saw anda get attacked oleh a wolf."
"okay, anda know who to play gutiar, right?
"yeah."
"i need a new gutiar player, want the job?"
"sure, whats the band?"
"skulls and sticks"
"cool"
"okay, so..."
"wannna go out?"
"what? 0_o"
"want to go out? with me?dunkie?"
"well, i e, o, um. *goosebumps theme plays*
"what the heck is that? zpe?"
"what?"
"do anda konw?"
"no AHH!"
"what?"
"a mummy!"
"what? OMG AHHH!"
Both:RUN! AHH!
To be counitnued
Hey! everybody just to let anda kown that in this fan fiction Courtney finish high school and go,s to law school to become lawyer and duncan is still a Criminal. Chr.1 It was 5:00 pm and It was a Saturday. Courtney was studying for her LSAT,s. Courtney took a little break from studying in her guide book for the LSAT,s and got on her laptop. she went on super fun place where anda can meet friends and do much more. she was chating to and bridgette and leshawna. leshawna girl: what,s up girl. Snow girl: my mom and dad went to the super market will not be back to 8:00 pm. leshawna girl: so courtney how,s law school. courtney in the real flash: It really awful they make every thing seen so boing. Snow girl: they do. courtney in the real flash: yes they do and i have to take LSAT. leshawna girl: sorry i got to go and meet my katie at starbucks. snow girl: well courtney bye i got to get off here before my dad see. courtney got off since all firends did. chr.2