Dear Ex-Best Friend,
Hey.
It's been a while.
How are you?
I hope you're okay.
Do anda remember me?
I used to be your best friend.
We used to hang out every weekend.
We'd make jagung meletus, popcorn and watch movies.
We'd play games and make stupid video together.
We would sit outside and talk for hours.
And laugh until our sides hurt.
Do anda remember that?
Do anda remember when I took anda to see Green Day?
atau all those parties we went to together?
Do anda remember when we cried as we shared our darkest secrets?
atau when anda berkata we'd pindah in together, and put anime posters all over the walls?
Do anda remember how anda berkata how proud anda were of me? How thankful anda were to have me in your life?
How we'd always be friends?
...
Do anda remember that?
...
It's been over a tahun now...
Since the last time we spoke.
I'm not angry.
I could never be angry at you.
I'm just confused.
I'm so, so confused.
Confused about how anda suddenly decided to lie to me.
To make any excuse anda could to not talk to me for weeks at a time.
To ignore me, to put everything else before our friendship, leaving me to cry myself to sleep every night for months because I was losing the person most important to me, and blaming myself for all of it.
I'm confused about how easily anda threw me away.
How easily anda broke my heart.
How easily anda gave up everything we were.
Everything we would've been.
I'm confused about how everything we had could turn into nothing in a single instant.
How quickly my best friend could become a stranger.
...
I don't hate you.
I'm not angry.
anda were there for me in my darkest times.
anda were what kept me going.
anda were the light at the end of the tunnel.
anda were everything to me.
And I gave anda all that I had.
And as I watched anda throw our friendship away,
As I felt my life being drained away oleh the same person who gave it to me,
As the world lost its color and everything went numb,
I still couldn't hate you.
Even as I sit here with this gaping hole in my jantung that can never be filled,
I could never hate you.
...
I hope you're doing well.
I hope you're succeeding at all your endeavors.
And I hope you're happy.
I wish anda nothing but the best.
And if a hari comes where anda need me again,
I will always be here.
-your ex-best friend
Hey.
It's been a while.
How are you?
I hope you're okay.
Do anda remember me?
I used to be your best friend.
We used to hang out every weekend.
We'd make jagung meletus, popcorn and watch movies.
We'd play games and make stupid video together.
We would sit outside and talk for hours.
And laugh until our sides hurt.
Do anda remember that?
Do anda remember when I took anda to see Green Day?
atau all those parties we went to together?
Do anda remember when we cried as we shared our darkest secrets?
atau when anda berkata we'd pindah in together, and put anime posters all over the walls?
Do anda remember how anda berkata how proud anda were of me? How thankful anda were to have me in your life?
How we'd always be friends?
...
Do anda remember that?
...
It's been over a tahun now...
Since the last time we spoke.
I'm not angry.
I could never be angry at you.
I'm just confused.
I'm so, so confused.
Confused about how anda suddenly decided to lie to me.
To make any excuse anda could to not talk to me for weeks at a time.
To ignore me, to put everything else before our friendship, leaving me to cry myself to sleep every night for months because I was losing the person most important to me, and blaming myself for all of it.
I'm confused about how easily anda threw me away.
How easily anda broke my heart.
How easily anda gave up everything we were.
Everything we would've been.
I'm confused about how everything we had could turn into nothing in a single instant.
How quickly my best friend could become a stranger.
...
I don't hate you.
I'm not angry.
anda were there for me in my darkest times.
anda were what kept me going.
anda were the light at the end of the tunnel.
anda were everything to me.
And I gave anda all that I had.
And as I watched anda throw our friendship away,
As I felt my life being drained away oleh the same person who gave it to me,
As the world lost its color and everything went numb,
I still couldn't hate you.
Even as I sit here with this gaping hole in my jantung that can never be filled,
I could never hate you.
...
I hope you're doing well.
I hope you're succeeding at all your endeavors.
And I hope you're happy.
I wish anda nothing but the best.
And if a hari comes where anda need me again,
I will always be here.
-your ex-best friend
