The selanjutnya few weeks were good no one berkata about me and Ponyboy being together which was weird I thought the gang would at lease pick on us about but they didnt,they didnt say anything about it.Which I was glade about it.Darry didnt even seem to notice anything if he saw us ciuman he looked the other way and smiled.
We went to the film every weekend and out to eat before we got halaman awal everybody knew about us Ponyboy seemed to tampil me off everytime we left the house.He loved to go places with alot of people and tell everybody about us.I didnt mind when I was wih Bob he hated to tell poeple about us so I injoyed myself.
At night when we would go to tempat tidur we would meet between the rooms and tell eachother goodnight and hug and kiss,befroe going to bed.I was starting to get scraed of the feeling I was having for Ponyboy,but I never berkata anything to any body.I was scared to scared Darry would kick me out for having those thoughts about his little brother,so I keep it to myself.
One hari in the summer Ponyboy came up to me and asked if I wanted to go to the beach.It was only an hours drive,and the whole gang was going it was going to be a family thing.I thought about it and decied that it was a good idea,it was hot and a swim would be wonderful.We got ready the selanjutnya morning realy early to set out Soda,Steve and Two-Bit was riding with Darry,But Ponyboy wanted to ride with me so we set off with loud musik and fast driving.
When we got there the water looked so good I wanted to drive right in there,Ponyboy laughed at me as we parked beside Darry.We were all in our swimsiuts and we all jumped right in the water and started having fun.We slashed eachother and tried to drown eachother it was fun.I was realy injoying myself with this I was galde that I agreed.
We had calmed down and was laying out on the pantai getting some sun.When Ponyboy asked me to go on a walk with him,at first I berkata no then after he keep bugging me about I went ahead and went with him.We walked down the pantai holding hands and talking a little bit
We stopped near the pantai and looked out at it he kissed me and hugged me I felt so aman, brankas and loved I felt like I was glowing.We stood there and kissed for a long time I felt his cinta for me sa his hands rubbed my back."Cherry I cinta anda so much."Ponyboy berkata while his lips were still on mine
"I cinta anda to."I berkata back holding he closer I felt his hand travel down my back and gentally rub my pantat, keledai and then back up.It was strange I wasnt afraid of him it felt nice to be loved that way and I couldnt help but moan a little bit and get closer to him.He seemed to notice it and got me a little closer to him.
I t was a ways halaman awal and Ponyboy and I keep stealing glances at eachother.I couldnt help the heat that rose in my face and my body everytime he looked at me.
We reached the house and got out,after we unpacked everything I went to take a cool shower,I dont like the feel of the sand in my pantat, keledai like some people.I was out and in my room sitting on my tempat tidur brushing my hair,when there was a knock on my door and Ponyboy came in and closed the door behind him.
We stared at eachother for a long moment before he came in and sat down on my bed.He looked at me for a moment then he leaned over to me and kissed me,we were sitting on my tempat tidur kissing,when he layed me down on the tempat tidur with him beside me.He keep his hands on my waist for the longest time,until I felt his hand slowly untied my jubah that I was wearing and nothing underneath it,He put his hand on my naked waist and started to gentaly rub it.It felt wonderful to be loved that I got closer to him.We kissed harder and got closer to eachother I felt the heat off of him.After a moment he looked at me then got up and went to his own room,I heard the close,I sat there very confussed.
The selanjutnya few days were weird when Ponyboy and I played around on the pantai then at halaman awal woke something up inside me,everytime I looked at him I felt a heat go on all over my body.I thought there was something realy wrong with me.
No one seemed to notice it but Ponyboy and he smiled at me and blew me a kiss.I would blush realy bad and leave the room realy fast.He never berkata anything to me only smiled at me when we would pass in the hallway.
I waited at night sometimes thinking he will come to my bedroom becaues of the looks he would give during the day,but he never did,I was happy and sad about it each time.
Until one night I was almost asleep when I heard the bedroom door open and I sat up and saw Ponyboy in the doorway staring at me,he was looking at me in a way that made my blood run thick and hot.He closed the door and started for my bed,he sat down on my tempat tidur and looked at me.I moved towards him I was only wearing a t-shirt and my pantis,he reached out and pulled me to him in a warm embrass.
We kissed for a while I felt his warmness of his hands all over my body and I couldnt help but to moan a little bit as he held me closer.
Before I knew it we were laying on the tempat tidur ciuman and playing it was wonderful to be loved.Hes hands started to travel down my back and over my pantat, keledai and back up lifting my shirt.He rolled me over on my back and kissed me that way.It was a strangw feeling to feel like i'm out of control and wanting something that was wrong with someone that I barely knew.
Ponyboy must have felt my resistance becaues he stopped and looked at me he smiled kissed me and got to walk out,before he left he looked at me and told me he loved me and then closed the door.I fell asleep thinking how wongerful it felt to have him cinta me like that and how I wished he had keep going.
