
anda groan and turn over. anda had the flu. anda were really sore,tired, and cold. anda thought nothing could make anda feel better.
âHey, (Y/N), anda hungry?â Your boyfriend Soda asks from the doorway.
anda shake your head. âIâm just cold.â anda sniffle.
âWell that can be fixed.â He says smiling.
He gets onto the bed, and snuggles close to you, and puts all the blankets on puncak, atas of you.
âSoda, youâre gonna get sick andâŠâ
âI donât care⊠All I care about is you, and that youâre gonna feel better.â

âDad, why does Yesus have a scary beard?â My eight tahun old Rhett whispers.
âI donât knowâŠMaybe they couldnât shave back then.â I whisper back.
âOh,â he nods. It seemed to make sense to him.
Twelve tahun old Scarlett looked over at us, trying to see what all the whispering was about. I waved my hand at her to tell her it wasnât important.
Charlie had crawled into my lap halfway through the sermon. He was five now, but still my little man. He was half asleep oleh now.
(Y/N) was at home, on tempat tidur rest. Ella atau Robert could be born any hari now. I would be a dad to four. That would be scary. Horrifying.
But I was happy.

Ponyboyâs Perspective
âDad?â
âYeah, Scar?â I say, looking away from the football game I was watching. I was holding Ella, she was 4 months old now.
âHow did anda and Mom meet?â The 12 tahun old asked.
âI bet it was an epic cinta story.â Eight tahun old Rhett says sarcastically.
âWas Mommy pretty when anda met her?â Charlie, who was five now, asked.
âThe prettiest girl Iâd ever seen.â I smiled down at him. âUntil Scar and Ella came along. Now I know the three prettiest girls in the world. Anyways, thereâs not much to tell. I saw her one day, and I fell in love. I thought she didnât like meâŠâ
âNah, I like anda a lot.â (Y/N) grinned from the doorway.

He pauses for a second, thinking.
âYou.â He finally answers, smiling.
âThatâs not one thing.â anda roll your eyes and giggle.
âYes it is. anda are you. Without certain things, anda wouldnât be you. If youâre pretty eyes werenât (eye color), anda wouldnât be you. If anda didnât snort when anda laugh, anda wouldnât be you. If anda didnât randomly burst into song, anda be you.
If anda werenât nice and sweet and funny, it wouldnât be (Y/N). The (Y/N) I know, cinta and adore.â He smiles as he kisses anda on the cheek.
âReally?â anda ask.
âReally.â
âReally really?â
âReally really.â

âWhere the hell is she?!?â I storm into the emergency room.
âExcuse me sir,â one of the nurses says, holding me back a little. âWho are anda looking for?â
â(Y/N). (Y/N) (Y/L/N). Sheâs my girlfriend. I got a call. She was in some accident.â I saw, kind of throwing my hands all around.
âIâll check for you. One menit please. Have a seatâ The nurse said. But I saw it in her eyes. Something was wrong. I sat down, head in my hands.
The nurse walks back to talk to a doctor. They keep glancing over at me. Damnit. I wish theyâd just tell me what was going on. The nurse nods her head, and the doctor starts walking toward me.
He stands in front of me. âYouâre here for Ms. (Y/L/N)?â
âYes sir.â I manage to say.
I see the sorriness in his eyes, and hear the sadness in his pause.
âIâm afraid sheâs not going to make it.â
That was all I needed to hear before standing up.

anda smiled at him, waiting for him to continue. He grabbed your hand. âI thought itâd be the coolest thing to be a train. I donât even know why. Maybe because theyâre always moving, theyâre big, I donât know.â He shrugs his shoulders.
âBut as I got older, I realized I was like a train. Always pushing forward, no turning around of anything. From the looks of it, my train was going to end me up in jail.â He stops walking at the track switch.
â(Y/N), anda were like my track switch. My train was headed for nowhere till anda came along. Now I see my train going somewhere, to a house, a family, a life.â He pauses. âAnd I wanted to say thank you.â He says quietly.
anda just membungkus, bungkus your arms around him.