The hari has finally come... The hari me and my wonderful lover finally get to meet each other face to face, instead of behind a screen. Yet I sit here inside my car, frightened, like a child alone inside his parents' car anxiously awaiting for their return. I thought I was ready, I prepared myself to the best of my abilities, and yet I sit inside my car staring at the door of the building where she resides. I decide to man up and go for it. I raise my hand to grab the door handle but my arms are to weak from fright to open the door. I begin to think about her, I planned this for years. Now I'm finally twenty-one and yet I can't even open the door... It's time for me to man up! I summon every ounce of strength I can that will overpower my fright and open the door.
This is where it begins, where I end one chapter and open to a new one, but now I won't be alone to do it. A shock is sent down my spine and through my tail as I shut the door of my oil black Ford Mustang, and begin to walk towards the house. My hands slide into my denim blue jeans and I slouch my shoulders as I walk. (It's a habit anda see...) I see the blinds of the window draw back and a familiar figure peering out. It is her, the one of my dreams, the one that I forced myself to roam down the long and lonely road that I chose. Maria... Maria is her name. I see the blinds quickly fall and the door open. Maria throws herself into my arms in a enchanting embrace. I can hear her crying into my chest. Not tears of sadness atau pain but tears of joy and happiness. She looks up at me and our eyes meet. I look into her cokelat brown eyes and see a beautiful woman. I lower my head to ciuman her on the forehead, as I pull back I notice a cute smile. Then her lips pindah to say something but I quickly shush them with a kiss. I feel a rush nothing like the adrenaline rushes I'm used to but something more, I can't quite explain... She pulls back to say my name " Lan" in a soft tone, a tone that was almost bewitching. I knew she had me in her grasp but I didn't care. I wanted to be in her grasp, I know that this is the girl for me... My Maria...