trust me i know anda either
a leader of my dreams IN MY DREAMS FEELING My DEEPS trust me

i knew from a long time
hearing your voice in my ears everytime
everymoment everyhour
listening to my jantung saying anda are coming back
no way ,no way,no way

(chours)
trust me i know either
a leader of my dreams
IN MY DREAMS FEELING MY
DEEPS trust me

who are anda to take my jantung away with you?
(chours who are you?) to take me along with love??
do anda feel my jantung bringing me back to you??
knowing alot about anda and me?????

(chours)
trust me i know anda either a leader of my dreams
IN MY DREAMS FEELING ME DEEPS
x3


TRUST ME!!!!!!!!

When I was 11 I auditioned for a competition called the Echt factor(I know it's a cheesy name:D) After the audition I was really anxios to know if I had been accepted. Then two days later when I came halaman awal from school my parents were waiting for me.
" They called!" my mum berkata shaking her head.
I really thought I hadn't gotten through to the finals. But then it tuned out I had. I was sooo happy to have the chance to win something this big. But 1 bulan 2 weeks later the practicing had paid off. I had won, I got handed my £150 and my medal, I was so proud and I got to shake hands with someone that knows an awful lot about music, he worked on the radio. Nothing much has changed since then, except that I am so much lebih confident than I was before the show.

I wrote this as a diary of someone who is depressed.


I am dying,
It feels my soul is rotting in my fragile heart,
My fragile bones will soon rot,
Should I give up?
I miss happiness,
musik helps me through this,
People say my songs are great,
What do anda think?
Could my dream come true?
That’s why I’m alive,
I’m waiting,
My life isn’t over yet,
I have things to live for,
And things I haven’t done,
People unmet,
Songs unsung,
friends not made,
I want true happiness,
Can’t heal my heart,
Must harm my body to numb the pain inside,
Scars cover my body,
To burn my flesh would be giving up,
So I run I the heat,
Slowly pushing my fingers into my eyes,
Bleeding jantung is all I know,
I haven’t told anyone,
Secrets,
My mouth is sealed shut,
I can’t stand the pain,
Why is it like this?

If anda are afraid of blood don't read my songs.

I run away from the pitch black,
Fall in a pool of my own blood.
And the lebih we stay together the lebih we pull apart.
A pool of blood and glitter five feet high, five feet wide.
I hit the ground hard,
Fall through the earth.
A mouthful of my blood,
Choking.
Lifeless bodies on the ground,
I'm bleeding now.
cinta used as poisoning
So I run away.
Consider your blood I'm running out.
In the water I can't swim.
The mysteries of life.
The light looks promising,
I'm charcoal in its flames
The wind sucking away my life,
Leaving me to dance in the stars.
To dance with my nine lives.


Sorry it's so short

I can't beleve
The light that I see
When I walk through the door
But I'm laying here
With a broken heart
And I don't know what to do
Yeah, without you
Cause your my only dream but about our relationship baby
Oh it can't be mended
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh it just can't go on
Yeah it cant be mended
Oh your my one and only
But anda don't really cinta me
Though your my greatest dream
I don't feel like I am yours
So I am leaving you
Oh it can't be mended
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh it just can't go on
Yeah it cant be mended
Even though I cinta you
I am gonna have to leave even though your my dream
Oh I'm gonna say good bye
Goodbye

I don't know what it's about.

I say yes anda say no oh,
I say yes anda say no.
But I don't really care what anda say.
'cause my head is bleeding,
My hair is wet.
My clothes are soaked and blood red.
Blood dying out,
I say yes anda say no oh
I say yes anda say no.
If anda cinta me I will hurt you.
Oh waoh oh waoh
Oh waoh oh yea wawawaoh oh oh,
Oh I say yes and anda say no oh
I say yes anda say no
Waoh oh waoh

Please komentar even if anda hate it. It's not that good. Oh also please gabung my club "funny cat videos"

this is my third song---hope its good

berwarna merah muda, merah muda peatals

red as a rose,
anda all seem embarased,
when anda throw down your sorrows,
let me know,
let me know

go pick a flower,
when anda all belive,
that this time is ours,
tell me soon,
tell me soon

Chorus:
to belive,
we all need,
a chance to express ourselves,
to throw our own berwarna merah muda, merah muda peatals.

when anda find chance,
dont be araid,
find your own flow,
dont say no,
dont say no

if anda belive,
in chance and anda find it,
wre-unwind it,
dont take a big blow,
dont take a big blow

Chorus:
to belive,
we all need,
a chance to express ourselves,
to throw our own berwarna merah muda, merah muda peatals

so for all anda know,
youve always took chances,
know anda know,
yuo always need more,
anda always need more,
berwarna merah muda, merah muda peatals

I'm makin things worse
but,you aint even tryin
you're making things bad
but,instead i'm cryin
you're lying you're right
but,you aint even got
the right to talk this way....

(Verse 2) [Rap]

About our relationship babe
I'm cupid!
Makin things worse babe
Lets loop it!
Make it like its syndicated
i just wanna make things
how anda wanted
bad,cruel
Stay cool
Well,thats how anda got it!

(Chorus)

baby,i'm makin thing worse
to run away from you!
But,you're makin it hard for me
to do so!
I just want to get away!
I'm makin it worse,worse,worse x 2
I'm makin it worse

(verse 3)

Ignore me as anda want
Baby i dont care
You're loveable as a teddy bear
Well,Who cares?
My cinta is less for you!
anda never loved me too!
And yes! I have the right
To do so!

[Chorus]

(Bridge)

It was all because of you!
I never loved anda too!
I never told anda i loved you!
So turn away & get away now!
No more! No,no,no!

[Chorus]

I cinta to sing and of course everyone in this club loves to. But God gave us a reason to cinta bernyanyi it means one hari we are going to be singers and that we will be successful. anda have to get up on the stage and sing your jantung out and be the singer anda want to be, but it is a big choice. anda have to ask yourself "What sacrifices will I have to make if I am famous?" anda will probably never get your privacy. But wait don't anda want to go on the world tour with your biggest fan screaming for you. I hope anda make the right choice and let God take control on your big life.