♥Why do I cinta this gorgeous boy so much? Why do I adore his voice and talents? Why is it that he makes me feel happiness inside of my heart? No matter what problems I may face atau the people who get on my nerves, I know that he's there for me. I cinta him with all my heart. I cinta the way he sings, I cinta the way he looks, I cinta the way he says my name. He makes me feel special, he makes me feel wanted, he is the best thing that's ever happened to me. His name is my energy, it fills me up whenever I hear it. He's the most important thing in my life, he's the one who made me confident about my bernyanyi and drawing. People say he's not good for me, people say he's ugly and fat, people say we don't belong together but they're wrong....it's not about how someone looks, it's not about good looks and muscles, it's about the caring spirit inside someone's heart. He berkata he would always protect me, he berkata he'll always try to make me laugh when I'm upset, he berkata he'll make feel like the most special girl in the world. He loves me and cares for me. I never had a boyfriend who loved me atau told me that he loves me, all the boyfriends I had only cared about one thing and that thing was sex. One of my boyfriends who was named Devin always abused me and always raped me, he always tortured me and beat me but I had a guardian malaikat who I never knew about, that malaikat was the very own Patrick Stump. He rescued me from Devin lots of times but the time I'd never forget was the first time when he saw me lying on the ground unconscious and beat up. He took me into his room, took great care of me and protected me until I was kidnapped oleh Devin again. He came to my rescue and killed Devin as he was trying to stab him. He took me back to his house and we confessed our cinta to each other. My spirit became stronger, my jantung became trusting and I wasn't alone anymore. Patrick changed my life, he did all that no one's ever done. He made me see my brother who I knew nothing of the time we were dating, he was Pete Wentz, the one who was always perverted to me but still was a caring, sweet guy. I made some best friends along the way during my start as a lead singer for a Heavy Metal band after Patrick discovered my voice for Metal. I met some old friends and met some new friends. Lindsey, who was one of my best friends back in high school who is surprising married to another friend I had named Billie Joe Armstrong. Gerard who was also a friend from high school, he may be a vampire and may get easily pissed off especially when anda touch his coffee but he is one of the sweetest people I have ever met. Pete my brother and the bassist of Fall Out Boy. I knew him back in high school but never knew that he was my brother. Tori, she is a new friend I've made during my solo career, she is one of the most sweetest girls I've ever met and that's saying a lot since I'm a tomboy. She is married to my brother Pete. Mikey, Gerard's brother and the bassist of My Chemical Romance. I met him when I sang a song with MCR. Chester, the lead singer of Linkin Park and the quiet friend. I met him during a Party Poison konser for some strange reason. Do not ever call him a nerd.....he is a very sensitive person. Lyn-Z, Gerard's wife and the bassist of Mindless Self Indulgence. I met her a few days after I saw my buddy Gerard again. She's one of my really fun friends. And lastly there's Patrick, he's not a new friend, he was one of my old friends who I dated in high school around the end of 11th grade. We never saw each other again after my pindah to Los Angles but fate has brought us together again. I believe it was God's choice for Patrick to be with me, after all there is someone out there for everyone and that someone for me was Patrick. I don't what what would happen if we never met, who knows where I'd be if it wasn't for him. He changed my life, he showed me that my life has meaning. I thank him for all my heart. He's the joy in my life, he's the spark in my heart, he's my dream that has come true. I cinta him very much and nothing will ever change that. I cinta anda Patrick Stump♥
