I never thought i would end up like this.Alone dying and not being able to care for my brother.Running away from gaurds into the alley atau our so called home.We never left the city border but my brother dreams of it when he grows up so he can care for me."Brother it's ok"I berkata giving him half of the warm soft loaf of bread.My brothers hand shook while he reachout ands grabbed the roti and slowly nibbled every last piece of it.As he and i listed the reasons why would should go to heaven and so far we came up with one reason hat both of us were suffering with."Dear god keep us alive for at least another hari and we promise to be good children"My brother prayed."Okay Adam let's go"I berkata standing on my blood covered knees."Kathrin will god let us go to heven,i mean we've been bad kids"Adam said.My brother and i were twins both thirteen but Adam didn't know how to care for me and still had a little kid mind still in him like the cowardly lion.My brother was no coward but he was afraid of being alone.I ran away at the age of nine and mey brother stayed and when i tried to come halaman awal my brother wouldn't leave.And yet he doesn't think that HE left."Kathrin"Yelled my little brother.His heavy breathing and panting scared me.Was he running to me atau away from somthing.My plan as that he running to me."Adam where are you"I yelled out."Get out alive"A scratchy voice yelled out.I Relly bright light lit up the whole alley i saw my brother on the ground his eyes blood shot red and he was scared to death.He told himself he wasn't scared and i held onto him and felp his jantung beat.Thump thump thump thump and wouldn't slow down and i knew i had to calm him down so i sang a luliby."Don't be scared little one for i shall never leaver you"I sang out"Never forget my beatring jantung for it shall guide anda home."Adam soon fell asleep and so did i.But while trying to sleep i heard a breath and a voice."Over here son"Said a loud but calming voice.Footsteps boomed and echoed donw the long alley.A flashlight shone and two people saw me and my brother who was still lazily sleeping oleh me side.The younger boy looked like he was my age atau at least fourteen and a half."What do we do with em"The boy berkata pulling out a small hand gun.I cringed at the sight of it."Jamie put your gun away"ordered the man.Adam woke up but his eyes closed cuz the light hurt them."Kristen what do they want"Adam berkata with his fingernails digging into my skin.I maoned and Jamie sat stood on his knees and looked at all of our cut bruises and scraps and he told us that we had to come with him."How can we trust anda and why should we trust you"My brother and i berkata in unsion.Jamie smirked and stood up tall and fearless he walked down the long alley and punched th wall.He cursed under his breath and i knew it.I let go and stood up and walked over to Jamie.I smiled and held out my hand.Jamie looked at my hand and then at me like i was crazy and at that point i probably was."You little bastard"Jamie berkata with his hands in his pockets.My eyes widened my hand fell and tears ran down my face."You want to get on my good berkata so anda can take my over"Jamie said."Y-You idiot that's not at all i was trying to do.Jamie punched the dinding again but he ran back and ran towards the dinding stepped on the edge and flipped over."I got lebih skill than anda have anda dying disease"Jamie said.Tears ran down my face but then my vision got blurry and i fell to the ground."Kristen"ADam yelled at the puncak, atas of his lungs.Jamie dropped to his knees."I didn't say die anda idiot"Jamie said.I woke up in a hospital tempat tidur with wire taped to me and people with needles poking with them.I couldn't feel hear atau smell any thing.My hands were numb and my throut was dry.Jamie walked in with a leather jaket on with a white kemeja on and his only change of pants on while he was chewing gum."Hey disease your doing better"Jamie berkata beside my bed.I closed my eyes and opened them again."Why do anda hate me"I asked him."He doesn't hate anda sis he was the one that carried anda the five miles to the hospital"Adam berkata in the same clothes as Jamie and for once he didn't act like scared Adam he was actully brave.My jantung beat in side my lifeless body and i felt like Jamie actully cared.Adam and Jamie held one of my hand."Oh and Jame please don't call me diseas any more"I asked.Jamie rolled his eyes but he still nodded.
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First ch. a lil long but i think it's awsome.