Um, back up, back up!! I would not commit suicide! I will and would never do that! Even though this is hypothetical, I'm not answering this question. Just posting this pic.
Actually, I thought about committing suicide last tahun >__< I was thinking back then with knives, my dad's rifle, atau getting myself run over oleh a car. Why are anda asking this question? It brings back terrible flashbacks...>O<