Oh my god my jantung won't stop it's frantic beating. If it weren't for its loud reverberations I could have sworn it stopped.It's like I've run a mile but I'm not tired. I feel cold and hot at the same time. It's terrifying but it's a relief. I...I feel great and bad. Confident and unsure. What the fuck is wrong with me?
I feel sad that one of my friends is sad because of something that two of my friends (within reason) did (and they both feel sorry for it so oleh no means so I blame them).