story after "Help me", how I imagine what could happen.
House was ciuman her softly, very very softly, like she would be porcelain, he was afraid to ruin it, he scared to hold her tighter, scared to ciuman passionately. He just enjoyed of that taste, enjoyed of her lips, but with every ciuman he felt himself stopping less and less, with every taste of her lips he felt that he can’t resist anymore.
His put his right hand on her back and start holding her tighter and tighter, taking her closer and closer. He felt her start melting in his hands and he totally lost in her, he start ciuman deeper and deeper with still not enough of her, he wish lebih and more. And when they opened their mouth ciuman become uncontrolled passion, now they tasted not just soft lips but even their tongs, their wet taste, taste better than anything, taste they wanted to feel for long time, taste they never could forget, taste which never be enough.
He felt her hand squeezing his chest, first just softly but later tighter and tighter. He tried to ignore it, cause he doesn’t want to stop, but later squeeze was so tight that he felt like she is pushing him away. It was hard to believe in it cause she respond in his passion kiss, but he start afraid that he is forcing her. He tried hard to focus and broke the kiss, gosh it was so hard, he doesn’t wanted to let her go.
He broke the ciuman but still stood with close eyes very close to her trying not to ciuman her again. He took deep breath and finally forced himself to open his eyes. She was standing there, close to him, in his tight hold, so beautiful.
“- What’s wrong? ”, her voice was low and soft, she was almost smiling, no way that he doesn’t want to ciuman her, she even couldn’t think about that option, it have to be something else.
“- Your hand..”, he gave her look that she could understand his mind, “-You want me to stop?”, his voice wasn’t sad atau angry, just questioning, low and calm. Now he was looking at her like at his girlfriend, at his lover, so his voice tone changed, just natural become caring and lovely.
She smiled, how he even could think like that,”- No...no”, she berkata in low voice and moved her hand on his shoulder, on dusty leather jacket. “- That’s better?”, she berkata with wide smile still sinking in his blue ocean eyes.
He get smiled at her and start blending again, their eyes locked at each other, they was sinking in each other eyes until their lips was so close that they could feel warm rising from lips. Then they closed their eyes again, ready to feel that taste again.
They joined in kiss, first soft like before but with every detik deeper and hotter, he start make it lebih and lebih passionate until he felt her hand moving from his shoulder to his chest. She pushed him away first softly but later without respond much tighter. “- Now, anda are really pushing me way”, he opened his eyes quickly giving her confused and questioning look.
“- Sorry...”, she berkata with small smile so with huge misunderstood he start blending again. “- Stop..”, she closed her eyes knowing that he doesn’t understand . She bite her lip and smiled half lips like asking for apologise. She loved his kiss, she really does, but can’t have sex with him, not yet. If he would agree just ciuman it would be great, but she knew very well that it won’t be enough for him. He was ciuman her passionately so it’s just time pertanyaan until his erection start growing.
She was waiting for his answer but he felt speechless, he just stood studying her face, looking for explanation. What he did wrong, he felt she wanted his kiss, her eyes showed her love, but still she stopped him.
“- Can we.. not to rush...please just wait”, her voice was low asking to understand, she was smiling but sill avoiding his eyes. And his eyes looked at her asking to explain, his big blue eyes looked like sad baby’s and she felt so guilty.
“-I left Lucas just an jam ago, this night was very tight, I’m feeling distressed, confused”, she was waiting for his comprehension with huge afraid to lose him. But now both of them doesn‘t want to destroy it. He took deep breath and nodded with closed and quickly opened his eyes.
„- Can anda give me some time?“, she asked carefully with small smile, she studied his face and noticed his face becoming lighter. “- I was waiting so long time, I think I could wait for little more.”, he smiled at her and her face become light like sun.
They was looking at each other and she felt like he want to ciuman her again, “- anda still need to re-bandage your shoulder ”, she had to distract him. “- Okay..”, he start smiling widely, it was so strange to act normal after what just happened. “- Bring me medicine chest, I will take care of tub, anda need to wash .”, she smiled but he didn’t moved, he was still locked in her eyes, “- Go”, she give him serious look to distract him, but just after long moment he finally let her go.
She shook her hand releasing his fingers from hold and pushed him softly to make him to move. He frown his face in his funny way and limped away to his room. She watch him leaving with wide smile, then shook her head and start tidying bathroom, in tub was broken mirror, on floor was pills. She smiled, she was so happy that he decided not to take them, she berkata that it is his choice but she doesn’t know what she would do if he would took it. With hurtful leg he was limping very slowly so until he came back with bandages she was already tidied everything and now water was filling the tub.
“- Sorry I took it so long, bandages was in my bedroom’s shelf.”, he give her small smile and she came closer. “- Take a sit”, she showed him a chair which she brought in bathroom. When he sit she helped him to took his jaket of, he gave her nasty smile, he liked her taking of his clothes, “- Take off your t-shirts.”, she gave him serious look cause his eyes showed his nasty minds. He felt attract to her, so how he could not dream about nasty things with her. “- anda need to help me,.. my shoulder hurt”, he made funny face of pretending pain and she couldn’t stop smiling. “- Okay...but it’s not so difficult, anda could do it oleh yourself”, she become lebih serious but he couldn’t stop smiling, he felt so happy of such as little thing.
She turned water in sink and start cleaning his wound, she was very carefully, she knew that he can be in pain. He was studying her face while she was cleaning dust from wound, then sterilising it and finally made new bandage. He was looking at her with wide smile, she was so beautiful. He still couldn’t believe seeing her there, caring of him, ready for relationship, letting to kiss.
“- Thank anda doctor”, they smiled at each other, “- But it was useless, bandage will fall down after my tub”, he gave her nasty smile, she will have to re-bandage him again. But her face become serious, “-Well, anda have to be careful, cause...I need to go now”, she bite her lip knowing that he won’t be happy about it. And she was right, cause in detik his face changed completely, he froze, his eyes showed misunderstood.
“- Sorry, but I left Rachel with nanny and I’m very tired, I need to rest”, she was looking at him waiting for his understood, she knew that it won’t be easy him to deal with Rachel in her life.
He closed his eyes for a second, his face was so sad. After their ciuman and her confess of loving him, he wanted to be with her, he doesn’t want to let her go, he was still afraid to lose her. He doesn’t want waste time anymore.
“- Look at me”, she touched his face softly and caress his cheek, until their eyes met, “- We are ok,.. we still could have a lot of chances”, she smiled at him lovely, and his face melt. How he could feel angry at such as beautiful smile.
“- Okay,.. but meet anda later.” She nodded with wide smile, give him sweet kiss, berkata goodbye and left. He stood some menit not moving, just smiling, he still couldn’t believe in his luck. He felt happy, finally happy after so long time.
House was ciuman her softly, very very softly, like she would be porcelain, he was afraid to ruin it, he scared to hold her tighter, scared to ciuman passionately. He just enjoyed of that taste, enjoyed of her lips, but with every ciuman he felt himself stopping less and less, with every taste of her lips he felt that he can’t resist anymore.
His put his right hand on her back and start holding her tighter and tighter, taking her closer and closer. He felt her start melting in his hands and he totally lost in her, he start ciuman deeper and deeper with still not enough of her, he wish lebih and more. And when they opened their mouth ciuman become uncontrolled passion, now they tasted not just soft lips but even their tongs, their wet taste, taste better than anything, taste they wanted to feel for long time, taste they never could forget, taste which never be enough.
He felt her hand squeezing his chest, first just softly but later tighter and tighter. He tried to ignore it, cause he doesn’t want to stop, but later squeeze was so tight that he felt like she is pushing him away. It was hard to believe in it cause she respond in his passion kiss, but he start afraid that he is forcing her. He tried hard to focus and broke the kiss, gosh it was so hard, he doesn’t wanted to let her go.
He broke the ciuman but still stood with close eyes very close to her trying not to ciuman her again. He took deep breath and finally forced himself to open his eyes. She was standing there, close to him, in his tight hold, so beautiful.
“- What’s wrong? ”, her voice was low and soft, she was almost smiling, no way that he doesn’t want to ciuman her, she even couldn’t think about that option, it have to be something else.
“- Your hand..”, he gave her look that she could understand his mind, “-You want me to stop?”, his voice wasn’t sad atau angry, just questioning, low and calm. Now he was looking at her like at his girlfriend, at his lover, so his voice tone changed, just natural become caring and lovely.
She smiled, how he even could think like that,”- No...no”, she berkata in low voice and moved her hand on his shoulder, on dusty leather jacket. “- That’s better?”, she berkata with wide smile still sinking in his blue ocean eyes.
He get smiled at her and start blending again, their eyes locked at each other, they was sinking in each other eyes until their lips was so close that they could feel warm rising from lips. Then they closed their eyes again, ready to feel that taste again.
They joined in kiss, first soft like before but with every detik deeper and hotter, he start make it lebih and lebih passionate until he felt her hand moving from his shoulder to his chest. She pushed him away first softly but later without respond much tighter. “- Now, anda are really pushing me way”, he opened his eyes quickly giving her confused and questioning look.
“- Sorry...”, she berkata with small smile so with huge misunderstood he start blending again. “- Stop..”, she closed her eyes knowing that he doesn’t understand . She bite her lip and smiled half lips like asking for apologise. She loved his kiss, she really does, but can’t have sex with him, not yet. If he would agree just ciuman it would be great, but she knew very well that it won’t be enough for him. He was ciuman her passionately so it’s just time pertanyaan until his erection start growing.
She was waiting for his answer but he felt speechless, he just stood studying her face, looking for explanation. What he did wrong, he felt she wanted his kiss, her eyes showed her love, but still she stopped him.
“- Can we.. not to rush...please just wait”, her voice was low asking to understand, she was smiling but sill avoiding his eyes. And his eyes looked at her asking to explain, his big blue eyes looked like sad baby’s and she felt so guilty.
“-I left Lucas just an jam ago, this night was very tight, I’m feeling distressed, confused”, she was waiting for his comprehension with huge afraid to lose him. But now both of them doesn‘t want to destroy it. He took deep breath and nodded with closed and quickly opened his eyes.
„- Can anda give me some time?“, she asked carefully with small smile, she studied his face and noticed his face becoming lighter. “- I was waiting so long time, I think I could wait for little more.”, he smiled at her and her face become light like sun.
They was looking at each other and she felt like he want to ciuman her again, “- anda still need to re-bandage your shoulder ”, she had to distract him. “- Okay..”, he start smiling widely, it was so strange to act normal after what just happened. “- Bring me medicine chest, I will take care of tub, anda need to wash .”, she smiled but he didn’t moved, he was still locked in her eyes, “- Go”, she give him serious look to distract him, but just after long moment he finally let her go.
She shook her hand releasing his fingers from hold and pushed him softly to make him to move. He frown his face in his funny way and limped away to his room. She watch him leaving with wide smile, then shook her head and start tidying bathroom, in tub was broken mirror, on floor was pills. She smiled, she was so happy that he decided not to take them, she berkata that it is his choice but she doesn’t know what she would do if he would took it. With hurtful leg he was limping very slowly so until he came back with bandages she was already tidied everything and now water was filling the tub.
“- Sorry I took it so long, bandages was in my bedroom’s shelf.”, he give her small smile and she came closer. “- Take a sit”, she showed him a chair which she brought in bathroom. When he sit she helped him to took his jaket of, he gave her nasty smile, he liked her taking of his clothes, “- Take off your t-shirts.”, she gave him serious look cause his eyes showed his nasty minds. He felt attract to her, so how he could not dream about nasty things with her. “- anda need to help me,.. my shoulder hurt”, he made funny face of pretending pain and she couldn’t stop smiling. “- Okay...but it’s not so difficult, anda could do it oleh yourself”, she become lebih serious but he couldn’t stop smiling, he felt so happy of such as little thing.
She turned water in sink and start cleaning his wound, she was very carefully, she knew that he can be in pain. He was studying her face while she was cleaning dust from wound, then sterilising it and finally made new bandage. He was looking at her with wide smile, she was so beautiful. He still couldn’t believe seeing her there, caring of him, ready for relationship, letting to kiss.
“- Thank anda doctor”, they smiled at each other, “- But it was useless, bandage will fall down after my tub”, he gave her nasty smile, she will have to re-bandage him again. But her face become serious, “-Well, anda have to be careful, cause...I need to go now”, she bite her lip knowing that he won’t be happy about it. And she was right, cause in detik his face changed completely, he froze, his eyes showed misunderstood.
“- Sorry, but I left Rachel with nanny and I’m very tired, I need to rest”, she was looking at him waiting for his understood, she knew that it won’t be easy him to deal with Rachel in her life.
He closed his eyes for a second, his face was so sad. After their ciuman and her confess of loving him, he wanted to be with her, he doesn’t want to let her go, he was still afraid to lose her. He doesn’t want waste time anymore.
“- Look at me”, she touched his face softly and caress his cheek, until their eyes met, “- We are ok,.. we still could have a lot of chances”, she smiled at him lovely, and his face melt. How he could feel angry at such as beautiful smile.
“- Okay,.. but meet anda later.” She nodded with wide smile, give him sweet kiss, berkata goodbye and left. He stood some menit not moving, just smiling, he still couldn’t believe in his luck. He felt happy, finally happy after so long time.
"CruciFICTION." S7-8 "small sacrifices."
