Cuddy and Lucas camed back to her home, Lucas spend a lot of time to taking care of Rachel, so he is offen staying in Cuddy apartment.
Cuddy and Lucas camed from doors and she get shocked, its vas big nasty, she understand that to take care of baby is not easy, specialy for men, but Rachel is good girl she didint ask for lot of atention, so it should left enough time to clean home
"- Hey, would anda like to eat something?", Cuddy get smilled, "- Did anda made super?", Lucas get confused for her pertanyaan , "- No, i was thinking to take a call to restourant.... I'm sorry, I can't cook.." , Cuddy get dissapointed, she knew that Lucas can't cook, but she hopped that he will make a suprise.
"- No, it's ok, i just though that if anda couldnt clean home, maybe anda was busy, like cooking.."
"- I'm so sorry I never care of baby before, Rachel tooked all my energy."
Lucas comed closer to Cuddy,he put his hand on her waist and kissed her softly. "- I promise learn to cook, I wont dissapointed you."
Cuddy smilled at him, she wanted to believe him. she went to change her clothes, when she camed back Lucas was watching football game and eating pica. Cuddy sit on coach close to Lucas, he was waching game like he didint noticed her.
"- Hey, I feel very tired, I think I' going to sleep", she was hooping that Lucas will come with her and maybe get sex, but he didint noticed that signal.
"- Ok, goodnight baby, I will continued waching game, anda need to relax, I wont disturb you".
Cuddy went to her bedroom she tryed to read a book, but it was hard to concentrate. She was lying in her big tempat tidur and she felt very lonely. Now she have a boyfriend but she felt just like before him. She start worried about it, she become sad, she stopped smilled so much. Everyone in her work start noticed it ecsapte Lucas.
One hari Wilson comed to her office to talk about buisness, he noticed that she is sad.
"- Everything ok?", Wilson was worried
"- Yes, off cource, I'm just tyred, it was hard week", Wilson was hard to believe it.
"- Are anda happy with Lucas ? I saw your not natural smille for him."
"- James, please... i thought that anda will forget this. I know taht House is your best friend but please let me to live my life oleh my own". Cuddy was trying to improve that she is happy now, but even she stopped to believe it.
"- It's not about House, it's you. anda dont have to be with Lucas just because Rachel, atau just because anda been so long alone. anda doesnt need father for Rachel as much as anda think. I just want anda be happy, anda should want it too."
Cuddy smilled at him, he is so good friend, he is so caring of her, but no matter how good friend he would be he is still House's friend too.
"- Thank anda James, anda are so caring, but I'm happy, believe me Iam."
Wilson didint believed her, but he couldnt help her if she doesnt want. They finished their buisness and he left.
When Wilson left Cuddy was getting nervous, that she is not so happy like before, but she was hopping that it's just hard period, everything will be ok, and she will be happy as much as before.
But everything got changed, she and House stopped flirting as much as before. He stopped to coming in her office without reason, he started to do his clinick hours, he even coming to work on time. Everyone in hospital noticed this changes, and they even missed it.
selanjutnya weekend in hospital was a party to get some money for childrens. Everyone could bring their couples, so Cuddy camed with Lucas.
When they camed to party hall everyone noticed how beatifull Cuddy looked. And House noticed her too. He was staring at her so strongly that Cuddy menabur it without turning at him. When Cuddy camed House was talking with Wilson, he was standing with his back to doors so Wilson didint noticed Cuddy coming. But Wilson menabur House's react when he menabur her. House get Frozen and opened his mouth. Later Wilson and House decided to go to the bar to not seeing Cuddy. But she went to dancing floor witch was nearly bar, and House could see her again. House was trying not to look at her, he was talking with Wilson and other doctors, but in the party ending it start playing the song " Time after time"- House's and Cuddy's song. House heard the song and comed closer to Cuddy and Lucas.
"- hey lovers! Luc han I ask Cuddy to dance? It's just for one song, I wont kiddnape her.."
Cuddy Frozen she didint thought that he could do that, but she heard the song and was even happy.
"- Ok, but just one dance! I will get some drink."
"- Dont worry I wont gona hurt you. It's our song!" , he was smilling, he was trying to be softly and act like a real gentalmen. It was romatic song so the light was very softly, it was kind dark, nobody could see them.
"- Lucas is very happy men!"
Cuddy get blushed..she smilled.
"- anda will make one woman happy too."
"- Just one? I'm not so old yet!"
they both start loughting. They dancing very slowly, and very close to each other, it become very imtimate moment.
"- you.. look... stunning tonight...", he berkata it very silence and softly, but Cuddy heard it, she felt nervous. Suddenly House comed even closer...they both start breathing harder... and he kissed her. Very softly and gentle, he felt that she didint pushed him away so he kissed her again. She started so answered to his kiss. They started ciuman pationate, but suddenly song stoped and Cuddy pushed House away.
"- House.... i cant ..."
she runned away from dance floor, she went to the toilet and clocked the door. She started crying, she cryed for a moment, when she cleaned her tearsand camed back to party. She went to the bar where she saw Lucas.
"- hey...i bought anda a drink. "
Cuddy was confused, she tryed to look calm but she was boiled inside. she tooked a drink and get drinked a little bit.
"- Luc ...there is something i have to tell you.."
she doesnt know what to say, how to say, how to act.
"- I know, dont worry, I'm not angry, I saw how House kissed you. I"m so prouwed off anda ! anda pushed him away!.."
Cuddy realised that Lucas saw just ciuman ending, she was happy that she doesnt have to tell anything,and she was surpised that Lucas is not angry.
"- anda look tyred, maybe anda like to go home?"
She was still confused, she didint berkata anything just after moment she nodded. They went out from party and House was watching at them.
Cuddy and Lucas was driving halaman awal in silence.
They camed back to her apartment, Cuddy wanted to be alone but she didind want to get angry with Lucas to sending him home.
She berkata that she is tyred so she decided to go sleep. Lucas was stayed to watch some tv, she was lying in her tempat tidur alone and she couldnt sleep.
she started thinking and she remember this night, the kiss. Oh...kiss, softly, long pationate. she was thinking about House, his hands on her waist, his softly voice , his softly lips, tongue, breathing, softly kiss. " no no no.... I'm with Lucas, I like Lucas, House is not good for me, House is bad for me, for everyone, Lucas is good father, he is gentalmen , sweet, good. Yes !" , Cuddy was thinking for herself.
Later Lucas camed to bed, he hold her from back, Cuddy could feel his body, could smell him, and she still felt confused. She couldnt believe in herself, how she could be calm in tempat tidur with Lucas after she kissed with House.

sorry for my english... will be continued