They arrive to the hotel without saying a word, go to their room and lock the door.
‘You’re not gonna say anything? anda know, something like:’ Cuddy imitates House’s tone. ‘Yeah, nice guy, anda choose your boyfriends very well...’
House looks at her serious and without saying anything goes to the bathroom and close the door. Cuddy gets angry. ‘Hey, do not ignore me!’
House wets his faces and sits on the floor while Cuddy is shouting and knocking at the door. ‘Can anda tell me what the hell was that? Can't behave as an adult once in your life?’ House takes a vicodin pill and looks at the ceiling.
‘David hasn't done anything wrong to you. What the hell were anda doing? If anda were jealous stop pretending that anda don't care about anything.’
House stands up and opens the door. ‘I don't care what anda did with your personal life in the past, and that guy looked like a jerk!’ He goes out of the bathroom and starts looking for his pajamas.
‘Why? Because he was with me? anda too, but he didn't drink so much and he could remember, anda know?’
‘Okay, this is enough Lisa.’ He takes the room’s keys and goes out of the room. Cuddy stands still in silence. ‘Greg... Shit!’ She puts on her pajamas and lies on the bed, sad.
House walks near the hotel thinking. ‘Fuck..’
Cuddy can’t sleep, goes to the balcony and tries to convince herself. ‘He is an idiot! He is just an egocentric, selfish and unbearable guy.’
House keeps walking around there and talks to himself. ‘Jealous!! Me?? Jealous?? What a stupid claim!! Jealous of that monkey with expensive shoes, just because... he... shared a part of his life... with Lisa...’ He stops walking and starts feeling so strange.
Lisa keeps talking to herself, too. ‘Fuck Lisa! Stop thinking about him! He has no feelings for anybody, even less for you! He is just an idiot who has to assume that my pantat, keledai is mine and I do whatever I want with whoever I want...’
‘Shit!’ House hits his forehead with his hand and bites his fist. Whereas, Cuddy still cannot sleep. It’s been a while since House has gone. She takes her cell phone to dial House’s number. ‘What do I do?...’ She presses the call key but hangs up before it sounds. House feels stupid and goes back to the room, then he opens the door and comes in. She opens her eyes and turns to look at the door. She doesn’t say anything, but he does.
‘Umm... I... I just wanted to apologize. I've behaved like a child... even lebih than normal I mean...’
Cuddy nods and goes inside the room. ‘Actually I’m used to it... this is nothing that hasn’t happened hundred times before...’
‘Yeah, I guess...’ He looks around.
‘I'm sorry too.. for shouting...I lost my temper...’
‘I’m used to it too... don’t worry.’
They stay in front of each other in silence looking around. Cuddy looks at him. ‘C-can... can I ask anda a question? It’s silly but I need to know...’
‘If I had a dollar every time someone has berkata that to me...’
‘Were you... jealous of.. David?’
House tries to answer as fast as he can. ‘Jealous?? Of course I wasn't!!!’
Cuddy smiles a little disappointed. ‘Ah... okay... I thought...Well anda seemed. Silly me. You! Jealous! Of someone else!’ She laughs slightly.
House, ashamed, looks at the floor and starts blushing. ‘Well... I wasn't..’
She looks at him frowning. ‘Are you... blushing?
‘Me?? At all!’ He rubs his face wih his hands and she approaches to him and holds his hands to look at his face. Cuddy bites her lower lip and frowns. House look at her doing that and shakes his head before looking up to her eyes.
They get separated, put on their pajamas and get into bed. Time passes and they can only hear their breaths. Both are awake but in silence. Cuddy can’t sleep thinking about all that happened today, and specially thinking about the strange behavior of House. She wants to know the truth. ‘I’m going to ask David to go out with me...’
House turns to look at her. ‘What??!!’
She doesn’t look at him, just sighs and repeats what she’s said. ‘I'm going to ask David to go out with me.’
‘But... why?? anda haven't seen him for years!! anda don't even know if he's seeing someone... and anda don't cinta him!!!’
‘It was nice to see him and anda have no idea about me and who and what I like atau dislike.’
‘Yes, well, yes, maybe, but I'm not stupid and I know anda don't like him. Come on, anda can't like him!!’
She turns on her side. ‘Yes, right, I don't like him. I just wanna check one thing, thank anda for your help...’
‘What?? Are anda doing some kind of experiment??’
‘No, I just wanted to see your reaction.’
‘Are anda using me?? Like a tikus in a lab??’
She looks at him. ‘I wanted to see the real Greg...’
‘Ha!! The real Greg.... and you’re gonna use secret cameras and hidden microphones in my bathroom too?? Very fun Lisa!!’ He turns and shows his back.
‘Are anda angry?’
‘I'm ... I'm.... anxious to know the answer to my question: what am I for anda then, if I'm not just an employee??’
‘You... anda are... an special friend with an... special character... and...and...’ She turns and shows her back. ‘Goodnight.’
House sounds a bit angry. ‘And what?? Come on Lisa, do not hide!!! Face your problem!! What else??!!’
‘And I don't know who is worse, if anda atau me! After twenty years why can't anda admit that anda feel something for me? Something lebih than sexual attraction...’
Greg looks to the mattress in silence.
‘Come on! Face this. anda know, I know, everybody knows it...’
He looks at her. ‘Then why are anda fucking asking???!!!’
‘Because I want to hear it from you.’
House jawaban angrily. ‘Well, if anda take the trouble of doing all this is because anda feel something for me, am I wrong??’
Cuddy is very angry now and words came out of her mouth. ‘YES I feel something! That's what anda wanted to hear? There anda have it.’
House remains shocked and Cuddy keeps shounting angry. ‘Yes, House, anda are not just an employee, you're the fucking employee who I cannot control, and who always get whatever he wants and who eventually is going to drive me mad.’
A few detik later, House is lebih calmed. ‘Fire me then, it will be better for your health...’
‘I can’t.’
‘You don't want... which is quite different...’
‘You want to resign? You're free to do it. There is nothing important for anda in that damn hospital. Why don't anda quit if it’s what anda want?’
‘I don't have any reason for leaving the hospital and I'm not going to resing to a job that I enjoy!! And I have lebih reasons than anda think...’
‘Oh yes? Really? I don’t think so.’ They turn and tampil their back to each other. ‘You are a coward.’
House replies. ‘Look who's talking...’
‘What else do anda want me to say?’
‘Nothing... you've berkata a lot of things today...’
‘Yes, anda should think about all of them and meditate a bit.’
He turns to look at her. ‘Why do anda think I'm not doing it??’
‘Because anda are House, anda don't care about everything else that has nothing to do with you.’
‘You think anda know me but anda don't...’
‘I know anda as far as anda let people to know you; as far as anda let me to know you. And anda will never change.’
House starts shouting angrily. ‘Years yang lalu I was different and I got hurt!! I'm not gonna get hurt again!! I DON'T WANT TO GET HURT AGAIN!!!’
‘You know, everybody gets hurt, you’re not special, and that's not a reason to send everything to hell. anda are not the only one who have got hurt. I get hurt, people get hurt, and they don't give up.’
‘It's easier berkata than done!!’
Cuddy looks at the ceiling and sighs. ‘It's easier not to do something and avoid trying. If anda don't try, anda don't get what anda want.’
‘If anda don't try, anda don't fail... When you've got nothing, you've got nothing to lose.’
‘If anda have nothing to lose why anda don't try?’
House remains thinking. ‘You might win something and then lose it, and everything would be even worse.’
‘No, it would be the same. And at least anda have tried and you've learned something new. anda are very pessimistic. Not always goes wrong.’
‘It has never gone right for me.’
‘It's anda choice. For everything. anda can be a coward all your life, it’s your decision.’
‘Coward... I would like to see how anda would react in my position.’
She chuckles. ‘What is exactly your position?’
‘A man who got hurt oleh someone he loved and who has lost all his faith in human beings.’
‘Everybody has been hurt oleh someone who loved. Losing your faith in humans only hurt people who cinta you.’
‘And who loves me? That's not a problem for me...’
She sighs. ‘Wilson... loves you, in his own way... I-I cinta you...’
House frowns and she gets nervous because of what she just said. Cuddy keeps talking. ‘You think anda know everything but anda know nothing. anda think you're the only miserable in the world, but if anda are is only because anda want.’
‘I don't want to be miserable... life has made me a miserable person...’
‘And anda do nothing to change it.’ Cuddy sighs for the twenty third time tonight. ‘House, am I just a boss for you?’
He remains thinking but doesn’t answer. Cuddy sighs, again.
‘You know? I think I'll call David tomorrow...’
‘For what?’
‘Because I want...I don't need to give anda an explication... I'm tired of waiting.’
‘Of waiting... for what?’
She looks at him. ‘A worth guy.’
Greg looks at the mattress disappointed. ‘Well... good luck with your research of your perfect guy...’ He turns sad and lies again.
‘I'm not looking for a perfect guy. I'm looking for a guy with whom I have confidence, to whom I can yell, laugh with... be myself...’
‘A guy like... David?’
‘No. Like... you.’
To be continued...
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‘You’re not gonna say anything? anda know, something like:’ Cuddy imitates House’s tone. ‘Yeah, nice guy, anda choose your boyfriends very well...’
House looks at her serious and without saying anything goes to the bathroom and close the door. Cuddy gets angry. ‘Hey, do not ignore me!’
House wets his faces and sits on the floor while Cuddy is shouting and knocking at the door. ‘Can anda tell me what the hell was that? Can't behave as an adult once in your life?’ House takes a vicodin pill and looks at the ceiling.
‘David hasn't done anything wrong to you. What the hell were anda doing? If anda were jealous stop pretending that anda don't care about anything.’
House stands up and opens the door. ‘I don't care what anda did with your personal life in the past, and that guy looked like a jerk!’ He goes out of the bathroom and starts looking for his pajamas.
‘Why? Because he was with me? anda too, but he didn't drink so much and he could remember, anda know?’
‘Okay, this is enough Lisa.’ He takes the room’s keys and goes out of the room. Cuddy stands still in silence. ‘Greg... Shit!’ She puts on her pajamas and lies on the bed, sad.
House walks near the hotel thinking. ‘Fuck..’
Cuddy can’t sleep, goes to the balcony and tries to convince herself. ‘He is an idiot! He is just an egocentric, selfish and unbearable guy.’
House keeps walking around there and talks to himself. ‘Jealous!! Me?? Jealous?? What a stupid claim!! Jealous of that monkey with expensive shoes, just because... he... shared a part of his life... with Lisa...’ He stops walking and starts feeling so strange.
Lisa keeps talking to herself, too. ‘Fuck Lisa! Stop thinking about him! He has no feelings for anybody, even less for you! He is just an idiot who has to assume that my pantat, keledai is mine and I do whatever I want with whoever I want...’
‘Shit!’ House hits his forehead with his hand and bites his fist. Whereas, Cuddy still cannot sleep. It’s been a while since House has gone. She takes her cell phone to dial House’s number. ‘What do I do?...’ She presses the call key but hangs up before it sounds. House feels stupid and goes back to the room, then he opens the door and comes in. She opens her eyes and turns to look at the door. She doesn’t say anything, but he does.
‘Umm... I... I just wanted to apologize. I've behaved like a child... even lebih than normal I mean...’
Cuddy nods and goes inside the room. ‘Actually I’m used to it... this is nothing that hasn’t happened hundred times before...’
‘Yeah, I guess...’ He looks around.
‘I'm sorry too.. for shouting...I lost my temper...’
‘I’m used to it too... don’t worry.’
They stay in front of each other in silence looking around. Cuddy looks at him. ‘C-can... can I ask anda a question? It’s silly but I need to know...’
‘If I had a dollar every time someone has berkata that to me...’
‘Were you... jealous of.. David?’
House tries to answer as fast as he can. ‘Jealous?? Of course I wasn't!!!’
Cuddy smiles a little disappointed. ‘Ah... okay... I thought...Well anda seemed. Silly me. You! Jealous! Of someone else!’ She laughs slightly.
House, ashamed, looks at the floor and starts blushing. ‘Well... I wasn't..’
She looks at him frowning. ‘Are you... blushing?
‘Me?? At all!’ He rubs his face wih his hands and she approaches to him and holds his hands to look at his face. Cuddy bites her lower lip and frowns. House look at her doing that and shakes his head before looking up to her eyes.
They get separated, put on their pajamas and get into bed. Time passes and they can only hear their breaths. Both are awake but in silence. Cuddy can’t sleep thinking about all that happened today, and specially thinking about the strange behavior of House. She wants to know the truth. ‘I’m going to ask David to go out with me...’
House turns to look at her. ‘What??!!’
She doesn’t look at him, just sighs and repeats what she’s said. ‘I'm going to ask David to go out with me.’
‘But... why?? anda haven't seen him for years!! anda don't even know if he's seeing someone... and anda don't cinta him!!!’
‘It was nice to see him and anda have no idea about me and who and what I like atau dislike.’
‘Yes, well, yes, maybe, but I'm not stupid and I know anda don't like him. Come on, anda can't like him!!’
She turns on her side. ‘Yes, right, I don't like him. I just wanna check one thing, thank anda for your help...’
‘What?? Are anda doing some kind of experiment??’
‘No, I just wanted to see your reaction.’
‘Are anda using me?? Like a tikus in a lab??’
She looks at him. ‘I wanted to see the real Greg...’
‘Ha!! The real Greg.... and you’re gonna use secret cameras and hidden microphones in my bathroom too?? Very fun Lisa!!’ He turns and shows his back.
‘Are anda angry?’
‘I'm ... I'm.... anxious to know the answer to my question: what am I for anda then, if I'm not just an employee??’
‘You... anda are... an special friend with an... special character... and...and...’ She turns and shows her back. ‘Goodnight.’
House sounds a bit angry. ‘And what?? Come on Lisa, do not hide!!! Face your problem!! What else??!!’
‘And I don't know who is worse, if anda atau me! After twenty years why can't anda admit that anda feel something for me? Something lebih than sexual attraction...’
Greg looks to the mattress in silence.
‘Come on! Face this. anda know, I know, everybody knows it...’
He looks at her. ‘Then why are anda fucking asking???!!!’
‘Because I want to hear it from you.’
House jawaban angrily. ‘Well, if anda take the trouble of doing all this is because anda feel something for me, am I wrong??’
Cuddy is very angry now and words came out of her mouth. ‘YES I feel something! That's what anda wanted to hear? There anda have it.’
House remains shocked and Cuddy keeps shounting angry. ‘Yes, House, anda are not just an employee, you're the fucking employee who I cannot control, and who always get whatever he wants and who eventually is going to drive me mad.’
A few detik later, House is lebih calmed. ‘Fire me then, it will be better for your health...’
‘I can’t.’
‘You don't want... which is quite different...’
‘You want to resign? You're free to do it. There is nothing important for anda in that damn hospital. Why don't anda quit if it’s what anda want?’
‘I don't have any reason for leaving the hospital and I'm not going to resing to a job that I enjoy!! And I have lebih reasons than anda think...’
‘Oh yes? Really? I don’t think so.’ They turn and tampil their back to each other. ‘You are a coward.’
House replies. ‘Look who's talking...’
‘What else do anda want me to say?’
‘Nothing... you've berkata a lot of things today...’
‘Yes, anda should think about all of them and meditate a bit.’
He turns to look at her. ‘Why do anda think I'm not doing it??’
‘Because anda are House, anda don't care about everything else that has nothing to do with you.’
‘You think anda know me but anda don't...’
‘I know anda as far as anda let people to know you; as far as anda let me to know you. And anda will never change.’
House starts shouting angrily. ‘Years yang lalu I was different and I got hurt!! I'm not gonna get hurt again!! I DON'T WANT TO GET HURT AGAIN!!!’
‘You know, everybody gets hurt, you’re not special, and that's not a reason to send everything to hell. anda are not the only one who have got hurt. I get hurt, people get hurt, and they don't give up.’
‘It's easier berkata than done!!’
Cuddy looks at the ceiling and sighs. ‘It's easier not to do something and avoid trying. If anda don't try, anda don't get what anda want.’
‘If anda don't try, anda don't fail... When you've got nothing, you've got nothing to lose.’
‘If anda have nothing to lose why anda don't try?’
House remains thinking. ‘You might win something and then lose it, and everything would be even worse.’
‘No, it would be the same. And at least anda have tried and you've learned something new. anda are very pessimistic. Not always goes wrong.’
‘It has never gone right for me.’
‘It's anda choice. For everything. anda can be a coward all your life, it’s your decision.’
‘Coward... I would like to see how anda would react in my position.’
She chuckles. ‘What is exactly your position?’
‘A man who got hurt oleh someone he loved and who has lost all his faith in human beings.’
‘Everybody has been hurt oleh someone who loved. Losing your faith in humans only hurt people who cinta you.’
‘And who loves me? That's not a problem for me...’
She sighs. ‘Wilson... loves you, in his own way... I-I cinta you...’
House frowns and she gets nervous because of what she just said. Cuddy keeps talking. ‘You think anda know everything but anda know nothing. anda think you're the only miserable in the world, but if anda are is only because anda want.’
‘I don't want to be miserable... life has made me a miserable person...’
‘And anda do nothing to change it.’ Cuddy sighs for the twenty third time tonight. ‘House, am I just a boss for you?’
He remains thinking but doesn’t answer. Cuddy sighs, again.
‘You know? I think I'll call David tomorrow...’
‘For what?’
‘Because I want...I don't need to give anda an explication... I'm tired of waiting.’
‘Of waiting... for what?’
She looks at him. ‘A worth guy.’
Greg looks at the mattress disappointed. ‘Well... good luck with your research of your perfect guy...’ He turns sad and lies again.
‘I'm not looking for a perfect guy. I'm looking for a guy with whom I have confidence, to whom I can yell, laugh with... be myself...’
‘A guy like... David?’
‘No. Like... you.’
To be continued...
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