i feal so sad no one gets me i cry hari and night and yet it is like i am not there i am a ara meint of the mind that no one thinks is a real person that some one can ever cinta just to shame me is people life i wish the sad-ness whould go away leave me alone let me be me and be true to my self and no one else is my whis my way my life cause i am emo and that is all i willl ever do JUST LEAVE ME BE LET ME BE ME I AM EMO.


P.S to be emo is a from of culture cinta and sad-ness no one can take the pain but they can at least understand me us emos all around the world for us to just be free and under-stand us is all we ask all we need to be free and let us say hey I AM emo AND HAPPY TO BE emo THANK anda AND GOOD BYE

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I can't find the missing piece of my world,
that got crushed under your cruel hand.
I thought I was your only girl,
but now it's even harder to understand.

So I'll stay sad in my bedroom,
and wait until anda phone.
I'll try to fight the upcoming dark, gloom,
and then I'll sit back on my tempat tidur all alone.

Surely if anda loved me,
anda wouldn't have broken my heart.
And I wish that anda could see,
that you've ripped my world apart.

Nothing seems to matter anymore,
anda were the one who ended my strife.
anda were the only person I lived for,
but now I guess I'll just end my life.

im looking for the right part of my heart,my love, and my life. someone that won't leave me when we have a fight. they need to be emo cause the other girls don't understand they think because i cry im just less of a man. i hope your out there i really hope anda are cause if it's anda i'll go in my car just to get where anda are. i'll cinta so much with all of my jantung just know if anda leave the loving will never stop. that's all im really asking deep inside of my jantung cause under all these scars is a man who has a broken heart

anda tried to make me live in regret, pain
Hurting oleh every little thing I did
I wont reminisce on the countless chains
anda had me down with my tears I forbid
I hate the way that I felt, tormented
Scared to leave anda the fear of being alone
The times anda crushed my jantung leaving a dent
I started to feel the hole of, monotone
I cant belive I was so childish
Thinking that I was loved and cared, giving love
Getting in return nothing but rubbish
Ha they say cinta symbolized a mere dove
But I realized that what they berkata was wrong
anda didn’t give me love, anda made me stronger

I feel dizzy,
But no pain,
My jantung is racing,
But I can't feel a thing,
The blood drips,
From my wrists to the floor
I begin to stumble,
anda reach the door,
Walking inside
anda see me bleeding,
anda want to help,
But I'll deny,
Saying:
Don't save me,
I want to die,
anda can't believe,
The words I just spoke,
But anda walk away,
Hurt,
anda return,
I'm still alive,
anda could help me,
But I cry,
I still don't want you
I never did,
Now leave me be,
I'm better off dead,
anda leave again,
Tears in your eyes,
anda loved me,
And anda were letting me die,
An jam later,
anda walk back in,
I'm lying on my bed,
Eyes staring blankly,
I watch you,
anda could have saved me,
If anda wanted to...

They call to me at night and fill my room with bright lights I cannot remember the last time I had seen anda but I remember anda were once here anda had thought anda could do no wrong that it would only be in a song but anda did know all along that we couldn't belong we had our last song our last moment before anda berkata goodbye that moment anda had the courage to say anda were wrong I can't stay long I don't think your feelings for me are true I can't believe I'm the one that turned out to be blue anda come to me as a blur a forgotten memory how will I live without anda here how could I live in fear of your return I shall run into the sun to make sure the pain would be done bright lights flicker into the sky no words to say my last goodbye I can't say I'm sorry it was anda that betrayed me can't anda see all anda did was drive me away no I'm not okay.

Why
© Keiasia Harris
Why am I different?
Why did anda pick me?
why did anda take my hope,
my pride and virginity?
was it my fault?
Was it meant to be?
Did I do something wrong?
Someone please help me.
I was young and hopeless with
no one to turn to.
I just wanted to be loved atau even rescued!
Drugs was the only way to cope,
it was the only way to feel free,
to feel relieved.
Who am was I?
an outrage waiting to happen?
Who am I?
a destroyed teen with nothing to live for!
What am was I?
a disappointment, and disgrace?
What happened to me?
How did I get this way?
All I wanted was to be normal,
and to feel loved.
All I wanted was happiness without drugs!
I'm all alone with no one to hear,
I had no one to turn to.
my father was never around and my mother
never really made a sound. I had to cope on my own.
But now I feel that I grew to be very strong.


Source: Why, Rape Poems link

i cant take any more
of these drugs.
the poison,
attacking at my veins,
api spreading through,
cant breathe.
but i need these,
and i must feel this
in order to get better.
no matter what it takes,
i have to get over you.
and even if this is
the most irrational way
to get over you,
i still intend on doing this.
i dont care how many needles
i must pierce through my arms,
how many seizures i must suffer through,
whatever it takes.
im going to do my best
to forget anda even exist.
i dont care how much cocaine i snuff,
how many pills i take,
how many cuts
slice through my skin,
atau even if i end up
killing myself in the process.
i would be so lucky.
so,whatever it takes
to get over you
is the extreme
im going to have to
accomplish.
i dont care if i live,
i dont care if i die,
i dont care if all of this
is even real atau not.
im just going to do
whatever it takes
to get anda out of my mind.
even if i die...

Well.....I tried an overdose on aspirin's and pain killers (and other stuff that i just picked up and took but IDK what it is) but I just got VERY sick and had to get my stomach flushed(didn't like that at all)......I'm still alive and not dead-I'm still unsure if i want to go through suicide again.I am not dead...I hurt a lot but i'm not dead. um....that's almost all of what i wanted to say the other thing is-I am emo,i tried to commit suicide 6 times (counting this one)and I will not die until fate takes me.....................................................That's all. cinta ya Lizy. I sware I'll never do that again.I put anda through hell and i'm sorry.

I don't understand how my life got messed up,
it was fine a bulan ago.
Because I started wearing black,
they started calling me an emo.

It hurt me deeply and I couldn't handle it,
I felt so miserable and sad.
People came up to me told me it was wrong,
to be an emo, it made me feel bad.

I started to hide my natural face,
and cried in my bedroom all the time.
I listened to songs with actual meaning,
and stopped being sad and crying.

Things got worse even at home,
so I decided to try and kill myself.
It didn't work it just left a scar,
and now people think I need help.

All I need is my emo friends,
my emo boys and emo girls.
I cinta them all no matter what,
they're my best friends in the world.

Hello my name is Jeiad
I am 15 years old and I'm going to kill myself......IDKW but IDC!
my life has been a living hell

My mom is dead she died 7years ago.Now my dad married .......................................................................................................................the devil is what i call her-SHE TRIED TO KILL ME!!!
Iv'e been beaten and harrased oleh her.
i hate my life when i'm around her.
I'm in the hospital for the 4th time in a row. I cut to relieve some of the pain life brings me...Now I'm going to do it-i'm going to end my life right now.....I just want to say that I cinta anda Lizy(i-love-rping)...you were my world














I cinta anda Liz.

There were two boys named Jesse and Jack.They started a fight over this girl.Jack kicked Jesse in the face.Then Jesse triped Jack.Then Jack fell to the ground.Then Jack got up and punched Jesse across the face.The fight started back outside.Then Jack beat the leaving crap out of Jesse.Then Jim stopped the fight for a minute.Then it stayed up again.Then Jesse kicked Jack in the stomach.Then Jack punched Jesse in the stomach.Then Jack and Jesse were bleeding really fast.Then Jack throw Jesse to the ground.Then the girl they both loved run away.Then Jesse got up and kicked Jack in the arm.
Then Jack and Jesse kepted fighting.The fighting will never stop.Then Jack throw jesse againt the wall.Then Jack kicked Jesse intill he passed out.Then Jack killed jesse.