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posted by malmcd

Here's to the kids that are different
The one's who don't always get straight A's
The one's who have ears twice as large as there peers
The one's who have nose's that go on and on and on

Here's to the kids that are different
The one's who don't always fit in
The one's who get pushes down the stairs
The one's who fell true pain

Here's to the kids that are different
The one's who Dance to there own drum
The one's who desire cinta
The one's who are creative and unique

Here's to the kids that are different
The one's who are shy
The one's who are crazy
The one's who are hurt
The one's who are invisible
The one's...

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A promise made..

posted by BeautifulBlaze

There is no sunshine when she's gone.
It's not warm when she's away.
There is no sunshine when she's gone.
And she's always gone too long.
Anytime she goes away.

Wonder this time where she's gone.
wonder if she's gone to stay.
There is no sunshine when she's gone.
And this house just isn't the same.
Anytime she goes away.

I must pindah on from her
There is no sunshine when she's gone

There is no sunshine when she's gone.
Only darkness every day.
There is no sunshine when she's gone.
And this house just isn't the same.
Anytime she goes away.
Everything feels empty..
Everything feels lifless..
No meaning what's...

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Miss Invisible...

posted by malmcd

There's a girl who sits under the bleachers
Just another hari eating alone

Even if she's smiling there is something she's hiding and she can't find a way to relate

She just goes unnoticed as the crowd past's by
And she'll pretend to be busy but inside
She just wants to cry...

And she'll say...

Take a little look at me this life I'm living in is always Invisible

I will always be...

Miss Invisible
Miss Forgettable
Miss unnoticed
Miss Invisible...

Look a little closer, I really really want anda to put yourself in her shoes...

Look a little harder and maybe then anda will see why she waits for the day...

When You...

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Invisible Angle...

posted by malmcd

I'm an Invisible Angle...
I'm always there
But never helped
I always have out an handing hand
But no one puts out there hand when I'm on the floor
I'm always thinking of ways to help
People never help me...
They barely see me...
I'm like ghost
A ghost walking down the halls of my school
They don't know what I can do to help
They just walk by
I'm always there when anda fell alone
But no one comes to me when I'm alone
I help the ones in pain
But I'm in pain to yet no one here's my cry's
I'm always there when anda get those scary thoughts
But no one was there when I decided to put the pisau to my wrist
I was put on this world to help people from themselves
But An Angle needs help ever one in a while...
Remember that...
Even a Invisible Angle needs to be loved.

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Skinny cinta

posted by malmcd

Come on skinny cinta just last the year
My broken little jantung can't take no lebih to bare.

My my my, my my my ,my my, my my...

And now I'm staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer.

Tell my cinta to reck it all
cut out all the ropes and watch me fall

My my my, my my my ,my my, my my...

Right at the moment I can't fell at all

And I told anda to be patient
I told anda to be fine
I told anda to be balanced
I told anda to be kind

Because I'm falling in to pieces as anda stand and watch me cry...

Come on skinny cinta what happened here?

Suck out all the hope me

My my my, my my my ,my my, my my...

Suddenly my walls come crushing down

And I told anda to be patient
I told anda to be fine
I told anda to be balanced
I told anda to be kind

And how all your cinta is wasted and who the hell was I?

Cruz I'm falling at the seems and I'm at the end of all your lies...

Who Will cinta you?

Who will fight?

Because my cinta I'm gone...

Life...As We Know It.

posted by malmcd

    I’m Here For You

    My journey hasn't been easy for me. Every step of the way I've struggled, stumbled, doubted, cursed, and felt sure that I couldn't go on. But I feel stronger because of it, almost like I needed to go through it to get where I am now. I still don't believe I'm perfect atau beautiful. Maybe I'll always doubt. But maybe it's the doubt that keeps me determined. Hungry. Always looking to prove and improve myself, make myself better.
    Every night, as I lie in my tempat tidur I wonder if there are girls like me out there...

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What anda have done to me...

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Words for anda that I hold close to my heart
I want to tell them to anda someday

An overflowing passion and throbbing heartbeats
I don't know when they began
But since I've noticed my unfading feelings once
And that I can't lie anymore-
Even if we met when it was but a common coincidence
I still feel a special meaning

I always give my gratitude to God
That I can be oleh your side
I want to forever gaze at
The profil of your unhesitating face
The time that I spend together with you
Gives me an unwavering strength
Words for anda that suddenly surface in my mind
I want to tell them to anda someday

Just with your fingers...

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Thanks and Appreaciation...from the heart.

posted by BeautifulBlaze

There's no curtain call
And there's no point in life at all
If each hari ends and this bent jantung of mine cannot heal
I can't see
a darn thing
But could it be
That the gray clouds that I loved completely blinded me

They're souls like me and anda
Who aren't aware of what they do
Always laughing in the face of danger and truth
Can't they see
Right through their hazy glee?
That nothing good comes of rushing in blindly

I'll keep moving on
No matter what may come my way
And I'll sing
Not fearing what they say

Deep in my jantung
I know for sure
That anda are hurt,
feel insecure
and surly crying
Because anda are...

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What lies...inside me?

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Listen up: what can anda hear?
Does my voice simply disappear,
Sucked away into the void, so empty and so dark?
If there is lebih to this world,
Then I can be can be certain at last
That this drive burning within
Has some role to fulfill

I was crushed oleh the longing welling up inside
And I had just surrendered
Without having touched the air above the ground atau the endless sky

So I began to run
Because I feel it, even now,
These sensations overflowing in the beating of my heart

I say Carpe Diem
As I am reaching for my goal
We'll create our own tomorrows 'till this world is finally whole

The answer I have found...

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Honesty: Embrace it

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Honesty is truth.
Honesty is letting somebpdy else know the truth.
Honsety is teaching somebody not to lie.
Honesty let's anda know the flaws we make.
Honesty is prayer, atau in other words, talking with god.
In god's eyes, prayer is just something we do that let's him know of our problems in life. It is our way of saying thank anda atau I'm sorry.
We all lie, we all tell the truth.
We all hide, we all tampil ourselves.
What I'm trying to say is that honesty helps us deafet lying, and let's us embrace the truth. For those who hide from life, hones sets them free oleh letting them know that this isn't all what...

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What Makes Us Human?

posted by malmcd

My mine is filled with elsewhere
And my jantung is filled with troubles
The world I'm living in is spinning
But yet I'm standing here with out a sound
What makes us human?
What makes us true?
What makes us lies and wishers to?
Why do anda pray to god above?
Why do we hurt the ones we love?
My is filled with elsewhere and nowhere and why's pertanyaan and answers
My jantung is filled with troubles and pain and joy and love
But what makes us human isn't the looks of hair and eyes and ears and lips atau arms and legs it is that we can be broken and then put back together again
Like vase atau pot it has glaze to protect...

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The good side of me...

posted by BeautifulBlaze

For some reason, I'am really into fan art. I'am willing to belive in that no matter how many people make fun of it. The only reason being is becuase life as we know it, is like art itself. It's very beautiful. Whenever anda look up at the sky, do anda not think it is pretty? We are in a hornet's nest of beauty in what we all commonly know as the universe. This is the only main reason why I haven't diberikan up on life yet, becuase I know that whatever they throw at me, is just one mistake. I live for my friends, for my family, for the beauty of art, and most importanly... for my future. I know that...

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Purpose

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Deditcation:
AnnieWannie: Thank anda for always being there for me when I needed help. I'm still grateful for when anda saved me from me wanting to kill myself. anda are one of my dearest for that. Thank you.

malmd: anda have also saved me. anda thaught me that no matter how much pain anda go through, somethign good will come out of it. I went through 13 years of continous pain..and I got all of these wonderful people, espeacially poem girl. Thank you.

iluvshadowo3o: I cinta anda with all of everything I have to give. anda are the first person to ever cinta me, and to ever cheer me up. anda are the very...

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Where am I?

posted by BeautifulBlaze

It's just a normal hari in school. Rowdy classes, angry teachers...everything seems to be itself. I ask the teacher to go to the bathroom...but something strange happens. The teacher dosen't notice me. I walk right in front of her...but still no sign of interest. After a few minutes, I just give up and go on to the bathroom. When I wash my hands, something catches my eye. You're probabaly wondering what it is, but that's the point. It was nothing. I looked in the mirror..but my reflection was not shown. I was thinking logicaly, coming up with many possible ways on how this may be possible....

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I'm just so joyful today...

posted by BeautifulBlaze

I engulf myself in an aura of joy.
An aura so strong that nobody is able to match it.
An aura able to heal the weak and clean the sin.
Everywhere I look, people are bursting in joy..
They laugh, not in pain, but in joy..
People emideatly beign greeting with eachother.
They make anybody who is angry atau sad happy.
All greed, hate,anger,envy atau evil quickly goes away.
I emmideatly go and speak with everyone else, but before I even have the time to speak, they all hug me. I begin to pertanyaan myself if they are in need of help atau something is going on. Something is going on, they are happy. They are just...

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Glaze.

posted by malmcd

When making a pot anda must put glaze on it so it makes in water prove and so it's harder to break...Glaze is like a person.

It's fragile.
If anda drop it, it breaks.
If anda don't watch it and take care of it, anda mess it up.
If anda take it out to quickly, it cracks.

Now one crack my not seem important...nut it is.
That crack says it's broken and can no longer be used.
It's a broken pot...a waste
No one will use it atau cinta it now...

If anda bring it into the cold to fast it cracks and breaks because anda didn't care. anda didn't cinta it enough...

But if anda care and trick the pot with cinta it will not crack it will be perfect. It will be smooth and round and unbreakable. It will be loved.

Glaze is like a person's finally touch's of there body before there brought into the world. Glaze even after it drys can still crack though. It's easy to crack and when it is cracked it's sharp and can hurt anda like how anda hurt it.

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~For The Guys~

posted by snootygirl50701

I mostly have guy friends on here. There like the best! They understand me a lot! Kind of lebih then the girls as what I would say. They make me smile so much! I understand them lebih then girls myself.Don't take this the wrong way!
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Here are my puncak, atas fanpop guy friends:
Lancelot8,
Scorch-werehog,
&
BeautifulBlaze
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I have 4 best (girl) friends on here:
allicyn123,
HP,
anniewannie,
&
Mallory!
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don't get me wrong but having guy friends is a little more...interesting then having girl friends!

XOX,
Snookie

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Is there such a thing?

posted by BeautifulBlaze

We all live under the sky so blue.
We all live under the moon so luminous.
We all live under the sun so bright.
And we all on the world so crule, yet beautiful.
We all get happy.
We all get angry.
We all get depressed.
We all have melancholy.
We all have rage.
We all have kindness.
We all have Ignorance.
We all have stupidity.
We all are stuborn.
We all have greed.
We all have envy towards others.
We all have hatred towards one another.
We all each and every known caracteristic in the known reality. We all act the same at times, yet we are too ignorant to see the truth of it. We all are the same in some sort...

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Time Takes Many Tears Away

posted by malmcd

From Birth to one's last breath my jantung is in a constant race,
Learning how to live a life of fake smiles and broken glass.
But learning takes time so don't give up on me.

Because time takes, time takes...time takes many tears away.

I oh anda a lot for life and death,
So I'm trying to think how to pay anda back.
I will aways be that girl who hid in the shadows,
Of darkness and rage and ghostly howls

But Time takes, time takes...time takes many tears away.

Yes time takes, time takes...time takes many tears...away.

Blood and tears drip and drop on to the floor
But I will stay strong cuz I have a lot to...

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I Walk Alone

posted by allicyn123

I cari the crowd for a familiar face
I see many but none are friendly

What is loneliness?
I'll tell anda what

Loneliness is pushed into a locker for 3 hours as the others laugh and snicker and point
Loneliness is the bruises that line my legs from others kicks
Loneliness is looking wide eyed at the girl anda thought was your friend and calls anda a whore
Loneliness is hiding in a closet with a needle slowly picking at skin intil the blood bleeds out
Loneliness begs people not to do the same

Loneliness stands alone
Loneliness is always cold
Loneliness has a broken soul
Loneliness has but one goal
Loneliness wants to change other's soul
And bind them together

So that no soul is left broken
So that no soul is cold
So that no soul has to its goal

So that no soul is Loneliness

I am Lonliness

Every Person IS BEAUTIFUL
Pass it on with a word of kindness <3