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posted by BooBooBear981

I will always be with for every moment of every day
I will call anda when I know your not okay
I will be there before the blood starts pouring
I will be there even when anda are ignoring
I will be there when anda parents do not care
I will be there even when your unaware
I will be there when a blade is pulled out
I will be there even if its me anda can go without
I will be there for every tear drop shed
I will be there for every red blood drop bled
I will be there for every time that your depressed
I will be there for every time without rest
I will be there for every bloody nightmare
I will be there when you...

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SG

posted by SongGirl50701

This goes out to anda dear, because I know you're in a lock full of hurt. Just look from the boxes to the sky, it may seem impossible but with a little guidence, you'll find the key to all will in your beautiful enchanted soul. <3

This goes out to you dear, because I know you're in a lock full of hurt. Just look from the boxes to the sky, it may seem impossible but with a little guidence, you'll find the key to all will in your beautiful enchanted soul. <3

-The song!! Full one of a few lyrics!!-

~.:Breaking Inside:.~

[chorus-]
I know you’re breaking inside,
there's so many people who just don't get you,
but if they only knew what was really going on inside,
they would think better!

Oh, Oh,
I feel so alone,
like if they left me out in the cold..
they berkata they cared,
but they never dared to come near me,
and so,
with every little step I take,
I can feel my jantung break.

Outside from my heart,
my body is pumping,
trying to survive,
while throwing these movements.
I tag along,
dragging myself,
not knowing how the hell I got myself in this mess!...

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Her

posted by Withering-Moon

anda know she is finding her way there, oleh how the air feels. anda know she’s coming oleh the sound of the wind whispering in your ear, telling anda secrets. anda know she’s on her way oleh the way the clouds gather and dance in the sky, like there having a party. anda know she is creeping behind anda oleh the fog that blows from your mouth. anda know she’s right selanjutnya to anda when the lights begin to flicker.

anda can feel the air get thicker and it slowly becomes harder to breath. Your lungs feel like there being beaten. anda slowly run your hands over your arms and anda can feel all your hair standing...

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posted by StReNgThHoPe

hey anda guys... I am uhm. Not going to be online for awhile : but while i have the time to... I really need to let some shit out. And also apologise for never ever 'being here'... I guess anda were right, i never really am here when anda really need me and I am a terrible friend. Trust me. I hate myself for that too.

This morning before my parents left for a baseball game. I had to look in the mirror. I ussually dont because i really have gotten to where i cant stand mirrors. They make me kind of sick. But as I was looking i really thought a bit too long and a bit too hard. Yeah i have brown...

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Short story

posted by Withering-Moon

“If a clock could count down to the moment anda meet your soul mate, would anda want to know?”
The rain beaded off the puncak, atas of the building as it picked up from a soft drizzle to a hard downpour.
“I cinta the rain.” berkata a sweet calm voice from a old women in a hospital bed, she was hooked up to the machines selanjutnya to her. She looked like worn down paper that had been used to many times, her hair was white and thin and there was little of it, and the light in her grey green eyes almost gone. The was many people sitting around in the the small white room, they all looked sad and tired like...

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Wonder..

posted by Withering-Moon

Sometimes i wonder if people even care about me? atau if they should care? Because honestly i think im going mad. I think everythings getting to my head and the voices, they never stop anymore...and they're louder to..really bad things..

I also wonder why people care about me? I mean i really am a lost hope...i cant save anyone anymore because i can barely aman, brankas myself..Everythings getting bad..real bad..

I also wonder if my family notices i havent been eating? Because i havent been eating and ive been skiping meals and counting calories. I wonder if they see that i really hate myself and eveything...

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hey Guys, It's me...

posted by BooBooBear981

hey Guys, It's me , Ellen.
And here, this is where I feel like I am family.
I feel like I don't ever belong. But when I'm with anda guys, It's like I'm... Welcome.
I think I am hideous but my friends say otherwise.
I may be the one that tries to cheer everyone up at school but I have my own problems too.
I am going through a really tough time right know and it is a struggle to be OKAY. I am sorry about complaining about my problems like this but it just makes me feel better to tell anda guys. I need to tell anda guys something very important. I may not be the most depressed person but i sure as...

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How it feels

posted by PoemGirl

how it feels

Eating disorders are diseases of silence. We are all silently screaming for something: attention, love, help, escape atau forgiveness. Although we might be looking to fill different voids, we never ask for the things we need. We feel unworthy, that for some reason we don’t deserve them. So, we play the game of guess what I need from you. You’re inability to guess just feeds our feelings of worthlessness.

When anda finally realize there is a problem, it is much too late. We will now fight, lie, and cheat to hold on to the one thing that has diberikan us support. anda see the symptoms,...

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Her

posted by PoemGirl

anda know she is finding her way there, oleh how the air feels. anda know she’s coming oleh the sound of the wind whispering in your ear, telling anda secrets. anda know she’s on her way oleh the way the clouds gather and dance in the sky, like there having a party. anda know she is creeping behind anda oleh the fog that blows from your mouth. anda know she’s right selanjutnya to anda when the lights begin to flicker.
anda can feel the air get thicker and it slowly becomes harder to breath. Your lungs feel like there being beaten. anda slowly run your hands over your arms and anda can feel all your hair standing...

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Eccentric Me

posted by Beyal8

My strange eccentricities
and weird idiosyncrasies
Leave others bewildered
and cause me to ponder
Am I really strange..?
atau it’s the others, I wonder...

My values seem outdated
And my ethics, underrated
Honesty and loyalty
Are they obsolete?
True cinta is so rare
Am I enclosed oleh conceit..?

My love, it’s no-holds-barred
My feelings, they die-hard
Waiting and anticipating
Like I face life’s checkmate
Sometimes I feel beset
Can I influence my fate..?

My thoughts are bizarre
Seem unrealistic and far
But I know they’re not
meant for the blinkered
To grasp their true worth
Doubts have to be conquered...

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My only aspiration...

posted by Beyal8

In the hustle and bustle of the day
Surrounded oleh folks and friends
I feel lost, lonely and astray..

Drifting off atau awaking,
in dreams and reality
My heart’s always aching
and my soul’s always praying
for you…

Suppressing my urges
to talk to you
curbing my craving
to hear you
ignoring my thirst
to meet you
restraining my longing
to be with you
stifling my desire
to touch you
I feel fervent and helpless,
desperate and hopeless
For I expect and demand,
hope and anticipate...

Then all of a sudden I seek nothing
Bereft of hopes, wishes atau desires
Left with only a soul that aspires
…for your happiness

Then I experience a holy calm
Peace descends on me
like a soft, soothing balm
and a knowing arises
…that we’re never apart
because anda live
forever in my heart...

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Praying with you...

posted by Beyal8

Praying with anda is
like walking
on the morning grass
with the fickle dewdrops
tickling our bare feet
while our souls meet
and smile to greet
each other...

Praying with anda is
like drifting
on wispy, white clouds
on a sunny day, as we play
like little kids
a little fine, a little fey
And as our game starts
our cinta engulfs our hearts...

Praying with anda is
Like dreaming
a magnificent dream
where we scream
in ecstasy
as a pelangi wraps
anda and me
in vibrant colours of glee...

Praying with anda is
Like weaving
a fairy story
that we fill with
God’s goodness and glory
Each memory we create
is a tale of our sweet love
so memorable, so great...

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*1* Ribbons **

posted by StReNgThHoPe

I sounds of the piano's steady strings and smells of the old cellar fill my senses with comfort, knowing i am home. I hear Temmi's sweet voice that sings every note on key and had sense her smile. She's playing the song 'Dream' oleh some arstists whos name i cannot place but she sings words to her own song.

That moment is pure and golden. Those few moments in the basement where the walls are mere packed dirt and the floor is nothing lebih then stones and the black grand piano is playing away. But mostly its little Temmi sitting at the piano. Her soft brown curls bobbing up and down as her head...

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HELP!?!!!?!??!???

posted by PoemGirl

Okay so at this moment in time I have so many stories In my head and I'm wondering which ones I should keep going right now.

Choices:

Miles OF Miles Apart..

March 19, 2011
Age 13

From the moment your born somewhere out there anda have a true love, There’s someone who is your soul mate. At less that’s what they say? They say there’s one person who has the same jantung strings as anda and they complete you. And there’s nothing that can keep anda apart from one another, and one hari you’ll meet. Some people don’t end up with there one true cinta atau don’t see them. But what if my one true...

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Adieu...

posted by HiddenHearts100

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Been a fool, been a clown
Lost my way from up and down
And I know, yes, I know
And I see in your eyes that anda really weren't surprised at me
At all
Not at all
And I know oleh your smile
It's you

Don't care for me
Don't cry, let's say goodbye
Adieu
It's time to say goodbye
I know that in time
It will just fade away
It's time to say goodbye

I stand alone
And watch anda fade away like clouds
High up and in the sky
I'm strong and so cold
As I stand alone
Goodbye, so long
Adieu

Oh, how I cinta anda so
Lost in those memories
And now you've gone
I feel the pain
Feeling like a fool
Adieu

My cinta for anda burns...

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No Name Poem

posted by BooBooBear981

They call me no name.
Because i haven't got one.
Nor a family atau a friend
Not even a house
I am truly alone.
How can I be born with out,,
Well Life.
I cry myself to sleep each night.
But it's impossible for people to see me crying if I'm in the rain
I don't know what cinta is
I don't know what care is.
I don't know who i am either,
If i did know what cinta was i would be accepted.
Not here. Not there, No where.
I don't know anything,
And i have never seen another human see me,
But i feel them.
I feel them here.
Watching me, but most of all, on the inside, there souls haunt me and kill me. Slowly, with...

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THE BEAT POSSESION RP

posted by SongGirl50701

Water Springs High:

*The new summer breeze rolled through the doors as the beautiful populer girls burst through the hallway. Cat walking to class as the leader,Alice,hit the buku out of a girl's hands and smiled so wide like if innocent*
Girl: *watches them go and picks her buku up,pulling a strand of her curly hair back and slides her glasses to her eyes as she walks to class. Three girls stop her and its obvious that their friends *
1 girl: Melody, anda gotta memukul that barbie across the face like what she did to your books!
2 girl: Two wrongs don't make a damn right.
3 girl: Ashley! You...

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Alone- my song

posted by Happyflames

Music

Alone:
I feel like I’m in a prison. And there’s no way to get out. I turn around see myself alone. {Alone, alone, alone, alone…}
No one! No one to talk with. No one to laugh with. No one’s shoulder to cry on with. Because I’m alone. {I’m alone.} My respect is replaced oleh my jealousy. I don’t seem to have heart… any more. Because I’m alone. {I’m just a loner.} 51
My feelings are hurting. My body is cold. I am stiff. My mouth is burning. I don’t have enough words to explain all the feelings I’m having. Please someone tell me, that I’m okay then...

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Poem

posted by PoemGirl

“When you’re born a lover
You’re born to suffer
Like all soul sisters
And soul brothers”

I don;t know what it means?
But it's beautiful..

If anda could read my mind you'd all be in tears
That's why I write it down for anda all to hear
Not that I want to see anda cry
But for anda to know your not alone and the words anda say hurt..

There was a time where I thought I was past. all of this.
Past the cutting.
Past the hate.
Past the crying.
Past the pain.
Past the suicide thoughts
But then.
BAM!
It hit me once again like a bag of bricks...

They say..
So Young, So Damaged..

That's what I am..

I say..
How do anda run...

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Once Upon A Sad Time

posted by malmcd

Once there was a little girl, was always happy and smiled and made others smile...

She helped people and did whatever she could to help. Little did anyone know oleh age 10 she'd begin to feel all alone, and feel like her friends hate her...
And think she was ugly because of her glasses.

oleh age 12 she would begin thinking about bad thoughts and thinking about doing bad things.
She would think about dying and what it would feel like to die.
And how she would die.
She began to become depressed and sad all the time.

By 13 she would become suicidal, and try to kill herself 5 times.
She would think she...