Kelly Clarson-The trouble with cinta is

I'm lying in my bed
As tears roll over my face
I'm staring at the ceiling
Wondering if anyone up there can hear my prayers

Even though we could never be I still want no one else
Guess it's gonna be a lifetime with no one but myself
Unless I

Take a chance and take a trip to the UK
Tell anda face to face
That you're the only one for me
It would take a lot of courage
But nothing's asked too much
If it bring me to the one I need
'Cause anda belong with me

But as I think it over
You might turn me down and tell me to look elsewhere
And my jantung will break
But of that anda won't be aware

Tears leave my eyes but you...

Daddy thinks I’m afraid
I’m afraid of never finding a cinta that fits me
Well, he’s right in a way
Because everyday I fear lebih that we will never be

I’m zoning out on anda and I can’t breathe
You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep
And even though I know we could never be
I don’t wanna lose this fantasy

Can I just close my eyes
And imagine anda are selanjutnya to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much lebih than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please menyeberang, salib your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna cinta you, can I

Mommy mocks the fact I once
I once loved anda but doesn’t...

I don’t want to look into your eyes
I don’t want to hear your name
I don’t want to talk about you
If we can’t be endgame
I’ve tried to forget about you
I fell in cinta quite some times
But anda are the only one
Who always stayed in the back of my mind

But I know
It’s impossible, this fantasy
I should let go if I know what’s good for me
I could try to pretend anda don’t exist
But I doubt that’s gonna change things one bit
It doesn’t matter if this is true love
Because sometimes that is just not enough

I don’t want to cry each time
I come to realize
That this dream of anda and I
Will never come...

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