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To the dream I'll never meet,
To the dream that is above the stars,
To the dream that was never reached,
To the dream that has to be put behind bars,

To the dream, I loved,
To the dream, I dreamt,
To a dream, to a dream
And only I knew what it meant,

To the dream, I smiled,
To the dream, I adored,
To the dream that is not possible,
To the dream that is now ignored,

To the dream, I wrote about,
To the dream, I thought,
To the dream, I admired,
To the dream, I want,

To the dream, I loved,
To the dream, I dreamt,
To a dream, to a dream
And only I knew what it meant,

To the dream that is long gone,
To the dream I beg for,
To the dream I dreamt
And nothing more,

To the dream I'll never meet,
To the dream that is above the stars,
To the dream that was never reached,
To the dream that has to be put behind bars,

To the dream, I loved,
To the dream, I dreamt,
To a dream, to a dream
And only I knew what it meant.

Fifteen bones of an ancient man.
Among them, the warriors of his clan.
And now a serene silver gas
Will slide along the bloody grass.
Take the aqua weapon of your choice.
No time to love, no time to rejoice.
anda turn your head from north to south.
anda know that poison spills from your mouth.
What fresh hell has come anew?
Upon them a curse anda will beshrew.
You'll break their wings and destroy their hearts.
They are naught but your work of art.
They are your canvas on which to dispense
Your lack of knowledge atau common sense.
And from a single silver feather
Relfects the lonely World of Nether.

heyya, i wrote a poem , its judul is "My Dear" ,so check out tell me, howz it..



Here I'm disconnected
and feeling so alone
Whatever I see,I feel
I know anda don't know

no,no, I'm not fading
I'm just broken and lost inside
Living in a situation,where darkness took the light
I wanna see that sight,
havin u all the time,
Holdin' me, Lovin' me
Why u are not here??
My dear...

Whenever I see u, My dear, I smile,
I'm not out of the pain, but at-least, I try.
Sometimes I cry, I scream,
Why all the time spent with u My Dear, looks like a dream??

Please, My Dear, stay with me,
I know u will not come now, but My Dear, hope never dies,
at-least come for a while,
when I will die...

~by
Mehakdeep Kaur


well m thinking to hv a pen name..but not decided yet!! :)

There are times when our loss makes us to feel happy
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if jantung is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with cinta that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
They will never stop our mutual loves and cares cart….. 
(Dedicated to all my friends whom I cinta so much, who made my life worthy and never asked for anything for their care and love. My friends, who are funny and lovable make me alive. They give me hope and they are my light. I have nothing but my emotions and my words. So my dearest friends that’s all I have to gift you. (I cinta anda ALL)

dear herat please come back
to your cinta who is still waiting
who still has hope in jantung
tears in eyes but smile on lips
people ask why do i smile?
but do i need a reason?
now my tounge forgot all taste except salty
taste of nasty salty yet delicious tears
with all my tears
i sollowed all my glooms
but come back i need you
can anda crush your feelings, my feelings, our feelings?
i was your crush can anda crush me now?
night and days are one for me
all time i spend in waiting for you, tears shed along
come back let single one remain in my eyes
i plead anda to come back
with all my cinta and......what was it??
yeah that of my SMILE

I use my smile
to hide my pain.
I use my knowledge
to keep me tame.
A pahit feeling,
A pahit thought.
If I have cried
It is for naught.
I keep my sorrow
locked tight inside.
In nobody
I can confide.
I have my locks
I have my keys
I do not have
Sweet memories.
I was alone
I was astray
I was used up
And tossed away
I use my laugh
to hide my fears.
I use my skill
to hide my tears.
I listen as
the malaikat sings,
But still I cannot
Spread my wings.
I have no body,
I have no soul.
No story is left
It has been told.
I use my cinta
to lock my heart.
anda use your hatred
to tear me apart.

Glass walls are like
Knifes, they make anda bleed
The shattered pieces
Can cut anda deep

So fragile and delicate
Like a teenager's heart
One wrong move
And it falls apart

Brick walls however are
Tough to defeat
With their strong bases
Of non-concrete

Now plexiglass and glass
Walls are like the
Same, only with the
First anda feel nothing

I see my walls
Of trasparent plastic
That contain my emotions
Like "affection" and "erattic"

If we don't ever
Get the chance to
Meet, know my plexiglass
Walls make me me

A sonnet with iambic pentametre.

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Sneaking out the windows,
creeping in the cold,
the little blackened widows—
it's the truth that we will hold.

When working in collusion
with our enemy;
our trust is an illusion,
while no one holds the key.

Your final destination
is just around the bend.
anda gave in to temptation
you now repent your sin.

The dawn is just beginning, so is serenity.
But no one will remember how anda lost all sanity.

My Trust Has Now Died, oleh Vampiyaa



Simple words cannot describe my anger towards you.
I wish for anda to cry; to know that I am crying too.
Nothing anda can say can ever allow me to forgive.
Now it is my turn to fight; it is my turn to live.
This friendship, these memories... mean nothing to me now.
I spend my time alone crying and wondering how
anda could have ever betrayed me in such a sad way.
To you, to the world, I have nothing at all to say.
anda have to know that I am finished with your lies.
cinta to anda is less than nothing... because it always dies.
The universe now knows the reasons why I have cried,
But for everything that's happened, my trust has now died.

I am at the edge, i look down and see an endless pit.

It calls to me, whispers sweet nothing into my ears,

But suddenly it is replaced oleh your voice, telling me to turn around and walk away

To come to you, hold anda and care for you, to be the one who won the battle against the pit

I follow your voice, through meadows and forests, and find myself in a familiar place, Home.

Your voice is louder, stronger and if possible lebih beautiful, I know i am close,I walk, anticipation coursing through every bit of my body

I breath in deeply and smell your scent, a mixture of rain and lavender

I turn and see you, your eyes full of the cinta that i missed

I run to anda and membungkus, bungkus my arms around you, knowing that i am where i am meant to be....

Do remember those times when we used talk nonstop?
Those times when anda told those guys to leave me alone and knock it off?
So tell me, why'd anda throw it all away?

anda were there for me like I was for you.
It's true.
Yea, we'd fight sometimes, but that's what friends do time to time.

So tell me, what happened to the old you?
The one I couldn't get enough, too?
And even sometimes called me Boo?

I thought that sinced I moved, You'd still care about me.
And and be there for me. Atleast try to be.
Guess I was wrong.

If I had that chance to atleast say goodbye before I moved, would anda still wanted to try talking to me?
atau see?
No matter what, I'll always have in my jantung and memories..

Blue
The color of lips as you're out there cold
Blue
The name anda got from a gypsy wise and old
Blue
The color for me and you

Blue
The way we spent time together as friends
Blue
The way we stick to pahit ends
Blue
The color for just me and you

Blue
The way the impact hit us
Blue
The way others never shown justice
Blue
The reason why they saved me from the wreckage but not you
Blue
The color for only me and you

Blue
The way your lips looked like on that sad day
Blue
The way anda left me on a Monday
Blue
The color for me and you

Blue
I hate that they saved me and not you
Blue
They berkata there was nothing they could do
Blue
The mood for just me not you

Blue
How I feel right now without you
Blue
I wish there was something I could do
Blue
I wish I was there with you
Blue
Forever the color for just me and you
Blue

The lebih I wipe them away
The lebih they flow
I hide them
So anda don't know

I'm drowning,
Frowning,
My life feels over
I could use something lucky,
perhaps a clover

Voice shaking,
Words cracked
All because you'll never come back

When anda left anda took something,
My happiness, my pride
Now the tears I'm left to hide

Your gone,
Never returning

Heartbroken yelps from the depths of my soul,
Patting,
Consoling,
It's okay, I'm told

It's not the end of the world for most, My my world is crumbling to a tragic toast

A river big and flowing,
Leaving my face slightly glowing

These tears won't end no matter what,
All because of our endless love

I listen to the rain
Outside of my window
Gently tapping
Calmly rapping
On my window pane

I listen to the rain
As it feels like a luliby
Quietly hitting against the window
As the time goes by

The wind blowing against the trees
As it warns the birds and the bees
To find a new place to stay
As nature's storm is into play

The rain song
The rain song
So calm and gentle
As I keep writing
My mind longs to rest
But Poe, Plath, atau Frost could never put it best
About this beautiful rain song

This is not dark atau creepy
atau boring to make a baby sleepy
This is relaxation beyond serenity
As the rain is calming my noisy city

I stop my menulis and end oleh closing
That I feel no anger atau loathing
This rain song is happy and beautiful
Making me tired and relaxed in rest
There is slight thunder and lightning
But nothing can stop this feeling that I'm getting

I close oleh resting
In my tempat tidur nesting
The comfort and relaxation
of the wonderous rain song.