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Here I lay so pale and weak
I wish I could be healty,
coz that is what I seek.
Seeing, people living so happily,
I do not need to think twice.
I wish I could have what a healthy person has,
being jumpy, happy and so full of life.

Where most of these days I feel,
I can't talk atau breath
As people say live and let live.
Why must I be buried in my bed,
Feeling no hope, in my jantung atau head.

People can jump around,
be who they want to be.
Where as I feel like I can't get out of bed,
but thats just me.
Seeing, people living so happily,
I do not need to think twice.
I wish I could have what a healthy person has,
being jumpy, happy and so full of life.

The distance between us
can be so sweet and disturbing
the same time.
I look at anda stealthily,
admiring the beauty of your body.

Oh this can't be real,
oh am i falling in cinta again?

Should i stop?
Am i being reckless?
Does he look at me the same way
i look at him?

Too many questions,
don't know what to think,
my jantung is so full of him,
i don't want to think.

If i ciuman him,
will it be that sweet as i imagined?
Oh,save me,
my jantung is so full of him!

I'm such a coward when he's around,
trembling on every small attention
he's been giving to me.

But,he sees.
He sees that very well.
He knows my jantung is almost his,
and he's playing this game,
he's vain,and i'm just a catch.

Oh will he betray me?
I should have thought of that
before.
I shouldn't let that happen
so fast.

But now it's too late,
isn't it?
I buried my fears so deep
i thought i fooled them.
But they are always awake
and aware.
The fears of my own know
that very well...
My jantung is so full of him.

A remembrance...
Of what,
of who?
Could it hurt,
could the pain return again?

There's me holding that
cold glass of wine,
staring at her,
trying to forget...

There's he,
sad and distant
like usual.

Oh why,
oh why?

There's me again,but this time
i was happy.
So happy for all those sweet
kisses he gave me...

And again he,looking at me
and wondering...

Oh i should have known!

Inside my fantasi i seek
for his kisses that
poisoned my body,
i cari for the reason,
trying to see...

There's he again,
oh his kisses,
what did he do to me,
oh he fooled me again...

Nothing was real,
he was wondering,
oh he was trying to see
her in my eyes,
oh...

He gave me all that sweetness,
but he belongs to her.
Oh,he's so sad because of her.
He's so distant because of her.
Oh,he disrupt my dreams
because of her.

FROM..TO
ME^.^YOU



a simple word
for a special world
for anda and me

a simple thought
for a special bond
one cannot see

it wraps us up
in its cocoon
and holds us fiercely
in its womb

this simple word
was created from the Moon
for anda and me

in luar angkasa and in time
my soul desperately
tries to find you

in the reality
of our infinity
it is so easy
for me to tell you

that all I want
is to LOVE you
all of YOU

i want to cinta you
like no one else
could ever cinta me
like anda do

will anda ever
forgive me
to cinta you
like I do?

Am i being so frightened
to accept the truth
about who anda really are?
Maybe,
maybe that's who i am...

A frightened girl
that has created
her own world of fantasi
just to protect herself
from all those dark thoughts
that could ruin her peace.

Inside this agony of love
she lets the fear to enter,
she lets the tears dripping
so slowly,
intensively.

But,
every inch of my body
yearn to feel your
soft hands.
Desire will be locked
deep inside myself,
to burn there,
to fly there...




To you,
my love. ♥

time goes oleh
as i think of anda
staring in the mirror of my room
your lips are warm
my mouth it lingers
i think of anda
with fiery eyes
i want anda now
my sweety pie
anda are my life
my world my earth
time goes oleh
with anda in mind
i stare off silentl;y
wisshing anda were right beside me
looking through
anda are my air
the only thing
that keeps me breathing
my darkess gambar
are disapearing
anda are my cinta
just like a merpati
peacefull and beutiful
with oh such beuty
anda call to me
through the waves of life
anda are my baby
my lil kue serabi, muffin
my one true cinta
that i cannot get enough of
I cinta anda bree with all my jantung
forever anda will have my love

miss anda cinta
anda disapear
your like a ghost
but I do not fear
Behind my tears
anda never come
I miss your face
the angelic grace
I miss anda cinta
anda I cannot see
I cannot speak
it's been forever cinta
sice I've talked to anda
I miss anda lebih
than I ever loved
cinta is cinta
and missing anda is sad
I need to see anda
to talk to anda
I need to cinta anda again
I always cinta anda but I miss loving anda to your fave
cinta
cinta cinta
come back
mysteriously the rose petals have all turned black
the flame is blowing out
and warmth is torn from me
I miss anda cinta
please come back to me
my arms are waiting and I need anda lebih than ever
I miss anda love

The world was on api and
no one could save me but you
It's strange what desire
will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd meet
somebody like you
I never dreamed I'd love
somebody like you
No I didn't want to fall in love
No I don't want to fall in cinta with you

What a wicked game to play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
anda never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you

And I don't want to fall in love
No I don't want to fall in cinta with you

The world was on api and
no one could save me but you
It's strange what desire
will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd cinta somebody like you
I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you

cinta is brittle madness
This world is only gonna break our hearts
But my jantung already fell … for you

(Written and performed oleh the great Chris Isaac)

You've got such a pretty smile
It's a shame the things anda hide behind it
Let 'em go
Give it up for a while
Let 'em free and we will both go find it

I know there's nowhere anda can hide it
I know the feeling of alone
I know that anda do not feel invited
But, come back, come back in from the cold

Tell me how anda really feel
Tell me what is on the inside of you
All the somethings anda conceal
Only keep away the ones who cinta anda

Step away then from the edge
Your best friend is life is not your mirror
Back away, come away

I am here and I will be forever

I know there's nowhere anda can hide it
I know the feeling of alone
Trust me and don't keep that on the inside
Soon you'll be locked out on your own

You're not alone
No, anda are not alone
And don't say you've never been told
I'll be with anda 'til we grow old
'Til I'm in the ground and I'm cold
I'm not sitting up here on some throne
Like a dog anda can always come home
Dig up a bone … look around

(jude)

Its is hard to look
up to a leader who
keeps his ear to the ground......

only the bold and the
brave get to the top.......

The strength of a country
atau creed lies in the
ture sense of loyalty it can
arouse in the jantung of its people.

The world is not perishing for
the want of clever atau talented atau
well-meaning men.
It is perishing for the want of men
of courage and resolution who, in devotion
to the cause of right and truth,
can rise above personal feeling and private ambittion.

He who gains victory over other men
is strong; but...... he who gains a victory over
himself is all powerful.

Without

I'd never felt so dead before
So cold, so pained, unbearably sore
I never thought I'd hurt like this
Without anda here, your murderous kiss

Without your hand to envelope mine
Without your voice, deep, divine
Without your dark, concealing eyes
Without your words, your venemous lies

I'd never thought of myself this way
So alone, every night, every ending day
I always saw my reflection selanjutnya to yours
But I'm in darkness, behind closed doors

Without your speech, always mysterious
Without your smile, making me delirious
I thought you'd stay forever, you'd care
But now all I remember is your hateful stare

This might be a poem, and it might not be. anda know that it`s from a unorganized person when they can`t even figure out what they have written:

I drink and devour the words on the page. I thirst for mystery and adventure. I long for the puzzles and complicated plots, the drama, the romance. membaca is a life-long addiction. The stories that leave anda hanging, make anda wait. That have anda travel forewards and backwards through time. The windows to other worlds breathed out through the minds of writers and poets. The things only words can describe. The things on the edge of our dreams. That`s what membaca is.



Copyright © 2010-2011, Waverly L. Harris. FictionPress user Id 748202. All chapters, prologues, prefaces, epilogues, sneak peeks, and lebih belong to me.

In the world of his
she finds a peace.

In the world of his
she hides her fear
she wants no fear
she's trying
not to fear.

But fear comes every time
when you're not ready
to face it.
Fear won't disappear
unless anda smash it.

In the world of hers
he finds pure love
and fragility.

In the world of hers
he finds a shelter.
The place where he can be
aman, brankas and pacified
the place where cinta still
shines.
The place where fear can not
hear you
the place where cinta can
save you.

In the world of his
she finds a peace.
The place where she can
be herself
and nobody else.
Place where her love
gives its wings
place where her soul
feel serenity.