Love...

I look at you. anda look away.
I talk to you. You've got nothing to say.
I pass oleh you. anda avoid my eye.
When I think of anda I want to die.
Every time I make a mistake.
My whole body begins to shake.
anda are my world, anda are my friend.
anda will be until the very end.
But it was something that I said.
Our friendship shaped into something dead.
anda wish I was gone, you're full of despise.
And from your lips tumble hurtful lies.
To speak, I no longer see the reason
It's as if I have been accused of treason.
I've betrayed my country, my world, my love.
My god, my spirit, my malaikat from above.
You'll live your life, I'll hate my own.
My darker personality has shown.
What's become of us is truly sad.
Whatever happened to what we had?

Fear is kept at the bottom of your soul.
anda have been broken; you're no longer whole.
She was your killer, she was your hell.
Her icy words were as clear as a bell.
Her icy words cut through your heart.
She ripped it to pieces; she tore it apart.
Her hate and torture will be your demise.
But above her position anda must rise.
Your life is endless, it looks so black.
It seems like there's no going back.
Your soul is stained oleh abuse and hate.
anda are to die, it is your fate.
But perhaps anda still can find the light.
There still could be some hope in sight.
Find the one that lights your way.
Through storms atau death atau hell they'll stay.
They'll hold your hand, they'll help anda through
Whatever perils come anew.
They'll be your candle in the night
And bring the dawn back into sight.
So listen carefully to their song.
anda will die happy, anda will die strong
Don't be afraid, anda are loved oleh all.
Find that person and you'll never fall.

Here sat a girl
Who asked him why
And here sat a boy
Who made a girl cry
Here sat a teacher
Who asked them both, What?
And here sat the friend
Who explained the lot
Here sat the best friend
Who comforted the girl
And here sat the older boys,
Who laughed at the boy.
Here sat the older girls
Telling the older boys off
And here sat the little girls
Cuddling everyone but the weeping angel.
Here lies a story that was never said.
Here lies cinta and betrayal.
Here sat a girl,
Who loved a boy,
And here sat a boy
Who loved a girl but was too afraid of ruining his reputation oleh saying so.

anda make me so mad,
I just wanna be bad
For a moment,
Throw a lamp at your head.
anda would catch it,
And tell me I'm stupid,
Like I didn't know that,
Like your words don't hurt enough.
Once upon a time,
anda thought I was good enough,
To be the one
anda held in arms
Defended with all might
Sending me sweet nothingness
Morning and night.
But now it's her
The girl that doesn't care,
No cinta your way
Don't anda understand?

anda try
And tell me
That she loves anda too
How do anda know
She's not cheating behind your back?
anda must know anda made me cry
At night..
Do anda really not understand
Did anda never want to hold my hand?
anda asshole.
And yet, even though I hate you,
If anda jumped off a cliff,
I would jump after you.

I'm not like all the other girls
I'm not tall, no boyfriend, no curls
Just deep brown eyes that hide the lies
The strong person in me cries
I used to be amazing
So fearless, so brave
Not at all shy, not at all so grave
Bt since they're here,
They torment me,
Bringing up my past,
They make me feel,
Like I have nothing to reveal
No secrets under my sleeve
No hidden lies,
No bird that flies
My friends are all pretty, all gorgeous, all cute
And I have nothing left to shoot,
Just the ugly can and such,
In school I'm not very much
The ladder of society
Forgets always little old me
And here I lie
And here I cry
To anda my tortured soul.


A poem about the torment I go though on the bus, the elder boys bring up my former cinta life. Just saying what I feel like, and the strong person inside of me wanting to break out of the thin shell. komentar are welcome!!

When anda hope,
anda expect and wish,
anda have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
anda don’t want them killed,
Hope makes anda stronger,

We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,

Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,

Keep hope close to anda in life,
Sometimes anda need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,

Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,


Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,

Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?

anda and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,

Wish and desire anda jantung out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
anda know what anda want,


Keep hoping till the END……

i'll be with anda as smile in joy and in tears in gloom
i'll be in your sun in morning and in night i'll be in moon
your pain your sorrows i want anda to lend
..till the ver end....

i'll stand besides anda in spring and also in fall
i'll never leave anda alone coz my jantung is not so small
in your world that is crystal clear
i'll not let fate bring any salty tear

for anda all pain i'll beruang
so that anda stay near and be my dear
in ll situations i'll tend to bend
..till the very end....

Until Now I Still Remembering How....
how the waves took my mind far away from here
took me against the memories that already left me far
far From the reality,that anda were gone
wind whispering your name once again,,,,finally I realized that was not a dream at all
anda are here now


anda took me oleh the pantai and told me stories,,,just as anda are never leaving from my side
just as anda never moving from a time

your laughs ,,,your smile stand still as I remembered
Who Done this To us?

We see the pantai far,,,,We smell the Breeze lebih and more,,,,and never get enough

Im still left here oleh the memories,,,,
still try to freeze this moment in my minds

Life was never goes simply for Me,,,,
But this riddle drove me into one things,,,,that cinta never wiped away from TIME
Im gathered oleh happiness after the Sorrow


And I know,,,,however I walk,,,Whenever I lookd back,,,I will still remembering That I Told the Beach,,
I miss anda

If I die tonight,
I want anda to tell my momma I cinta her,
And I'm sorry for losing the fight.
Tried, but there was no cure.

If I die tonight,
Remember me and always keep me in your heart.
Remember like a piece of art.
Sorry for the end, It just happened, alright..

Just let me go.
I'm sorry, what else is there?
All the blame goes to the foe.
My Love, My heart,
The time was near.
It's time to part.
If I die tonight..

Our cinta was here,
Our cinta was there.
But I'll wait.
No matter how long it'll take.
I'll miss you,
But there's nothing now to do.
If I die tonight..

Beautiful people, beautiful faces, Gods
diberikan talent is the one who
makes it. Skin is beautiful, cinta is laughter, beautiful faces, beautiful eyes, beautiful days that will never go bye.

Everything that anda see is beautiful, times
will never go away because life is beautiful.
Everywhere.... everywhere..... everywhere i go i see beautiful people, all races, different faces, religion, beautiful warna the exotic places.

Its nothing but beauty all around the whole world, it takes control, it never loses your soul. The prettiest inside anda and the one that is with you, don't let your lives go past the day; don't never try to break away beauty is all around you.

Slowly as she speaks, she walks
with the deep, jantung and
body so sexy, her cinta is full of
grace, smiles shines with the sun
if known it was on her face.

Her body so warm with passion, her desire
is so meaningful. As to be loved, she was
so graceful, deep and soul powers her life even
the sweet children says good morning to
her and goodnight.

she makes me feel so good and crazy
over her, I think about her night and day
till it breaks me inside all away.

The strengths and challenges takes me over.
I got to have her she is my queen
so bronze and bold, shes the woman i want to hold.
Even the acoustics rise me over. She is my cinta forever as one Grace

The joyful morning shattered oleh the heartbreak
News told from child to child
But I couldn't cry

Tears shed left and right
As I only shed a little
But I tried holding strong

Why must others suffer?
Why must we feel sickness?
Why is this feeling so negative?

Head hurts to the point of screaming
The feeling of vomiting
As I hug my mother crying

I have dealt with death before
Why must it hurt so badly?
As the pisau in my jantung goes deeper and deeper

Dry lips and throat
Never ending pain
It will go away
But I want it to leave now!

As I long for deep slumber
As I long for peace
The pain will leave
It will descend

People are born
People are dead
Birth is such a joyous occasion
As death is a nightmare
But in death suffering ends
But we still cry and miss

The people we hold near to us
The people that we love
Our bodies may die
But our spirits and memories are eternal and beautiful.

My dear
anda have grown werid
I haven't seen anda in years

I gave a sharp look
And only gave them a hook
To chew on
As I walked away

The ingnorance displayed
Was quite surreal
And it could kill
This boy had not
Laid eyes upon me in years
Now he looked as if he were shot

I did look different
Yes indeed
It's called expresion
Quite a dwindling thing
No one seems to know its king

I choose to walk this path
Most go a safer route
They only want the easy way out
I want knowledge
Art, literature
Sadly, no one can concur

Ah, anda naieve people
The educated will gain power
Then leave anda in the dust

memories never die ,all we have memories,some are good and bad
some are unforgettable,these memories always come to reminds you,the old time that has passed-in, will always be with you,some memories are like the api flies which always come to anda to light up your way!some are like bad nightmares that u never want to be happen again,some memories are like the wind ,that make anda feel alive,some are like the fragrance of May ,that spread around your soul through out your life,some memories give anda the strength in hard times,
memories are your friends ,will never leave anda alone ,in the shine and in the night
i know i'll die
but my memories will never die
never die
never die

I know everything in air i throw
but time enverstops to flow
someday in someway it makes me to realise
that i was wrong and it was right
in that situation i hold my emotions tight
every morning i want to be lebih meture
one hari i will be i am sure
but He Himself made me and many
and He only knows if there will change any
i can't tell carelessness is absorbed in me so much
that it will not go even if i want to crush
Being reckless i throw up and high later it becomes reason for downfall of mine
after falling irecall this thing
without giving my eyes a single blink
just after a detik the world seems same again
without caring of gain i just pindah on my lane to beruang a little lebih pain.