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posted by malmcd
I smile, after being beaten senslessly oleh people I once loved.
I smile, when I'm locked outside in the rain for hours
I smile, when my boyfriend lies to me
I smile, as people laugh at me for being different
I smile, when my parents fight
I smile, when I'm called broken
I smile, when I cry
I smile, as people call me names even satan wouldn't dare to say
I smile, as my world crashes down on me
I smile, to hide the sharp pain biting my soul
I smile, for YOU.

Do anda know what this means?
Do anda know how it fells?
Who are anda to to say these things?
For anda don't know there story atau life,
anda know nothing.
anda know no pain,
For anda are pain.
anda know no hurt.
For anda are hurt.
And who are anda to say I am no one?
Because I am.
I am me
And nothing can change that...


Fierce & Love
Poem Girl
posted by Horsegirl202
This is Amber's sister Molly the fairy of space.

Name: Molly

Age: 18

Gender: Female

Origin: The planet Earth


Mythical Creature: Fairy


Level of Magic: Enchantix


Powers/Abilities: She is the fairy of space, outer luar angkasa that is. Molly can bring in comets and other rocks into Earth atau as an attack.


Personality: Molly is very caring, she loves to help her friends in times of need and will let nothing stand in her way.


Clothing: She wears a light blue tank-top and jeans, her shoes are boots that look similar to Amber's.


Pet: Nope



Background: She was born on Earth as a actress's only daughter, she learned that her real father was Tony Stark and moved in with him and his daughter Amber. The two become good friends since when Molly arrived when Amber was only 3.



Family:


Mother: Dead (died of cancer)
Father: Tony Stark
Chapter 11- Lunar Eclipse

    “Victoria anda know who I am and were I am I know anda do anda could never forget me!” berkata the same soft voice in Viva’s dream.
    “Why do anda keep on telling me to remember why don’t anda get I don’t want to remember anything from my past!” Yelled Viva in tears and on her knees like she had diberikan up.
    “Victoria my little sister don’t cry for soon all will be reveled soon.” berkata the voice as it despaired into the dark as Viva woke up in relieve that her dream was over. As Viva opened...
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posted by wolfcat343
Oki a little about myself.

DONUTS! DONUTS! DONUTS! *bites into a donut and my eyes widen* do anda say dough nuts atau donuts? Doughnut donut, do not! Neva mind. *whispers* It is donut no matter what other people say.

Hi there! I am new here, well not so new, but no one really knows me well yet except SG (dunno what I would do without her!) . I really want to help out in any way that I can. I look very crazy, but I can be a very serious, trustworthy, kind, understanding friend. I cry myself to sleep every night because there so many people that do self harm, have sad pasts and wish to be dead, somedays...
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posted by Beyal8
Darkness falls around me, swirling at my feet,
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...

In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real atau not, my mind's a tangled knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...

The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from hari to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...

My broken jantung is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
posted by Beyal8
It’s dusk, that miraculous time of the day
The sun has set on the other side of the bay
Children are shouting, laughing as they play
Birds are hurrying off to where they stay
Pious individuals are bowing down to pray
Labourers seem happy to receive their pay
The Sky looks like a berwarna merah muda, merah muda rose bouquet
As if His creation, He has chosen to display
If all is so beautiful, why does it seem grey?

Can someone explain to me the reason why?
Is it because beauty is in the beholder’s eye?
What if the eyes are soggy and not dry?
Does it mean everything that’s seen is a lie?
Do the eyes then simply deceive and defy?...
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posted by SongGirl50701
 Tears...
Tears...
Hall of Fame

by SongGirl (Maria mason)
Hall of Fame:Consequences

    
The hari Has Come To Seak Light, What DOES SOMEONE Do When They Have No shoulder To Burry In?
"How does a girl come out from a rabbit hole, un changed? The answer: She doesn't."
"It's time to stop pretending and take my jantung in my own hands. Leave your prints on my jantung but I've got nothing to loose." ~Laura Walter

"You can't help to turn back and hope that you'll get another shot but its not. Let the soothing doubts around anda get too anda is just simply something I can't do. So I am locked up tight in a...
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posted by SongGirl50701
 Wearing Kat's hat
Wearing Kat's hat
Song Girl~ I have been listening to a lot of musik that has been making me understand life but I found a lot of songs that makes me realizes this is similar; BUT OH MY GOD!!! I FUCKING cinta anda THREE DAYS GRACE!!!!!!

Songs I cinta oleh Three Days Grace:

get Out Alive
Never Too Late
Riot
Animal I have become
Pain
The Good Life
Break
Let It Die
Operation
Its All Over
over and Over
Time Of Dying
Gone Forever
One-X
Running Away

"Life Starts Now"
pahit Taste
Break
World So Cold
lost In You
The Good Life
No More
Last To Know
Someone Who Cares
Bully
Without You
Goin' Down
Life Starts Now

"Transit Of Venus"
Sign...
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posted by SongGirl50701
 Crazy Girl
Crazy Girl
Crazy Girl

"I don't know what I did to deserve this."
"I just want to curl up and just die in the core of the earth."
"I've never felt so alone. I don't know why they called me all those mean names. I just want to fit in."

Soon there will be laughter instead of the voices.
The new ditches are dug with Satin softly speaking towards us to drag the blade.
Names marked on us like banners, but they don't understand decide to cut anda and deny their skill while they tear anda apart.
oh, either way would have been the way to awaken from the depths.

So the malaikat of me dies with the screams of my blood.
Still...
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posted by BooBooBear981
~~~ FOR ALL THE PEOPLE IN UNCOMPREHENDABLE PAIN~~~

Black jantung Black Soul

Filthy like Coal

Dark jantung Dark Soul

Not even a Role

Gloomy jantung Gloomy Soul

Left there Broken

On an Abandoned Knoll

Cold jantung Cold Soul

Never a Whole

Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds

Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry

Leaving Scars

I might as well Die

With my Black jantung and Black Soul

Maybe anda will come oleh

And Watch me Weep

As I zoom in to a forever Sleep

~~~ Anonymous

"A Note from the Author"

Every 4o detik a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths atau easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings anda down really does hurt. Most of the time anda don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am atau even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
 "I wonder if they'd miss me..."
"I wonder if they'd miss me..."
Hearing Damage
CHAPTER 1–Damee’s Past.

December 24th, 2004

I smiled as I saw two faces in the mirror. One of them was mine and the other was of a woman who looked to be in her late twenties with dark brown hair and dark cerulean eyes. She was wearing a dark blue dress with diamond earrings and her face full of light make-up. In the mirror, I thought of her as a princess like in those fairytale stories.
The woman was my mom.
My mom breathed, squeezing my shoulders gently. "You look beautiful sweetie," she said.
"Thanks mom." I smiled a small smile, looking over at her. I was scared of my reflection,...
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Did anda know that 160,00 kids stay halaman awal from school everyday?

Because of Bullying and beginning abused at school...

There
Alone
Afraid
Hurt
Need Help
Crying
Silent
Dieing inside
Slowly killing them selfs...

While anda stand there and watch and don't do anything..

Most kids don't tell anyone there being bullied because there scared...

144,000 of the 160,000 are reaching out to us we listen buts theres really nothing we can do..

Because there telling theres storys on youtube..

144,000 of them are trying to reach out to strangers...

When they could tell someone selanjutnya to them...

Will anda just watch as someone slowlly...
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posted by malmcd
Hatred

I am one of the Seven Deadly Sins,
And anda know what I am capable of.
For I am a human instinct,
And yet a daemon from the Pit,
And anda must beware of me,
For I can kill anda in the end.

I am the reason
You hold a grudge against your friend,
For I am the reason anda cannot forgive him,
And I am also the reason why anda murdered
The man who wronged anda in plain sight.

I am the reason
That Jacob and Esau fought so
Badly and yet held a grudge.
I am also the reason why Cain and Abel
Did not get along,
And why Cain murdered Abel,
His own brother.

I am the reason why the Israelites
Made the Golden Calf
While Moses...
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posted by malmcd
Lust

Oh, how anda look at her,
You know anda want her,
Don't you?
Yes, anda do,
For she's the girl of your dreams.

I am one of the Seven Deadly Sins,
One of the dark sides of human nature,
One of the natural human instincts,
One of the daemons from the Pit;
I will tell anda that
I am a great feeling to have,
And anda know it, too.

I have infected the life
Of every teenage boy,
Making him want whatever girl
He desires,
Including the most populer girl
In the school.

Middle schoolers are so easy,
For they are so stupid,
They always fall for me,
And they do horrible things
That are a taboo in this poem.

I can also affect high...
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posted by malmcd
Greed

Do anda want everything in life?
Do anda always want everything?
Anything anda can ever imagine?

My friend, I am your worst enemy.
I am the reason anda are
So materialistic and so miserable,
For anda know that I am
One of the Seven Deadly Sins,
And anda know that I will kill you
Eventually,
And it amuses me to see anda suffer.

All anda want is money
And lebih money,
And anda want the newest car,
The newest cell phone,
Expensive watches,
The newest TV,
The newest appliances,
The new iPad,
And the new iPhone.

Money is your god,
And anda have forgotten about Him,
The one who has diberikan anda everything,
The one who is the reason...
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posted by malmcd
Sloth

'Do anda ever get off the couch, sir?
Do anda ever get off the dipan, sofa and stop watching TV?
Do anda ever go for a run?
Do anda ever simply walk around atau exercise outside?
Do anda just play video games all day, sir?
Do anda even do any work?
Man, anda are lazy! '

I would not be surprised if someone
Said this to you, my friend,
For I am the cause of it all.
I am one of the Deadly Sins,
As anda humans call me,
For I am what makes people a lazy bum.

I am a daemon from the pits of hell,
As are all my other brothers,
But I must say,
That I am not a sin,
But rather a human instinct.
And it amuses me to see anda sit around...
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posted by malmcd
If tears left scars then the world would know who anda truly are.
For your tears leave scars and it would tampil them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would tampil them your pain and sadness that anda always have tried to keep in
But one hari anda just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because anda long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one anda want most is breaking anda but anda still cinta him in the end?

Maybe it's all of those things...
atau maybe your just hurt and afraid that anda can never fix your self again...

If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in lebih ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that hari comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...


Fierce & cinta
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
May 30th,
I remember when i was a little girl. Me and my dad were alone after my mother died. See my parents are what anda would call Memory Thieves. We take other beings memory to sustain our own strength but we only take memories now if we have to. When I was ten, my dad gave me a little white wooden box. He told me to sleep with the box open selanjutnya to my tempat tidur and if I was a true memory thief my memory stone would be in the box when I woke up. A memory stone tips what gives us the ability to steal memories. When I woke up there if was. A blue stone, matching my eyes that glowed like a crystal....
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I woke up to Moms voice
"Anneri I need anda too go out to the vines today!" Me and Anneri lay on the floor, me against the wall, Anneri pressed into my chest. At Moms call Anneri sat up, her black hair a mess.
"Coming Mommie!" she shouted and quickly ran a brush through her hair, grabbed her hoodie and grabbed her usual sack. I walked with her into the kitchen, Dad was sprawled out sitting in a chair his face on the table. Not surprisingly, another bottle in his hand. Mom handed Anneri a bottle of water and brushed Anneri's hair out of her eye.
"You know which vines to pick right? And which...
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A/N: Chapter 2 is here guys and thanks for your komentar on Chapter 1!! :)
Thanks!
Take Care & God Bless,
Anniewannie/Florannie

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Chapter 2: malaikat Academy

I awoke with the sun shining down on my face from my roof window above my bed. I loved the sun because...
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There's a crack in my jantung from,
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.

My jantung has your name written all over it
My jantung beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.

Why.
Why did anda leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let anda go
Your the only one that can fix my heart

But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...

I can't trusted anda
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave anda and never look back
But I can't because my jantung can't last much longer

Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but anda don't hear
anda just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain

How can anda be so curl when I gave anda everything I had
Your a jantung breaker
anda don't get it do you
anda broke me
and anda hurt me
and anda felt nothing...