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posted by malmcd
I smile, after being beaten senslessly oleh people I once loved.
I smile, when I'm locked outside in the rain for hours
I smile, when my boyfriend lies to me
I smile, as people laugh at me for being different
I smile, when my parents fight
I smile, when I'm called broken
I smile, when I cry
I smile, as people call me names even satan wouldn't dare to say
I smile, as my world crashes down on me
I smile, to hide the sharp pain biting my soul
I smile, for YOU.

Do anda know what this means?
Do anda know how it fells?
Who are anda to to say these things?
For anda don't know there story atau life,
anda know nothing.
anda know no pain,
For anda are pain.
anda know no hurt.
For anda are hurt.
And who are anda to say I am no one?
Because I am.
I am me
And nothing can change that...


Fierce & Love
Poem Girl
The lost Roleplay ^^

*I am Izzy Ray. Im scared. All the time. Today is my seventh birthday. Somthing anda might need to know about me is, well, I've never been loved. Exept for my two best friends, Adreanna and Simon. If that counts as love. And to me it does. When I was six I was diagnosed with Paranepaloinia, wich translated from Native language means 'The Skeleton Disease'. The disease was fatal and I was estimated 3 days to live. Have anda ever been told how long anda have to live? It hurts. And it makes anda think. Alot. With Simon and Adreanna at my bedside I fought the Paranepaloinia until...
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Previously:
Such maddness was inthe cell I was thrown into. It was s much, it made me tremble in fear. My head throbed on how much I was thinking. So much in fact, I passed out..but the sounds were still in my head. Everything was still going on even when I woke up.
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The voices were still aching within my head..but for some reason...even loudler. It was a good thing that the guards came to get me just before I went mad...I was begining to lose myself. The menit the light shined upon my face, the voices ceased...and I felt a heavy...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
Prolauge:
I am a man who has been eteranly damned to walk this earth. I have been sent to cari for redemtion for my many crimes against society. They have deprived me of my right to live..or at least tried to. My name is Pixius..and this is my story. (Pixius means "Put to flight")

Day 1:
This happened so suddenly. They captured me oleh surprise. I did'nt even have time to breath. All I was doing is walking around, minding my own business...well,thinking of my selanjutnya crime to comite. I was almost thinking about something peaceful..almost. Little did I know that the royal gurad was lurking in the...
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posted by allicyn123
Okay so anda all know my new characters Donni, Alec, Zach, Ryan, kacang and Darka but what anda don't know is there personalities, atau there pasts...... So I'm gonna tell anda them! of course all of them are too big to fit in one article. so i'll tell anda the little peeks and what i'm gonna call there articles!

Alec and Zachariah: Alec and Zach are twin brothers, there lives? perfect. They begin training to be riders like there parents when one hari they never return. Alec and Zach venture to the forest where there parents had berkata to be going only to find a horroble sight, that will change there lives...
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 Ashia menulis in her dairy
Ashia writing in her dairy
The song of the sparrow -chapter 2 (part 4)
___________________________________________________________________   Ashia spun in the air and did a hand stand on her mortrcycle.She grabbed the week and sat as api gleamed in her eye from a api ring.With one last spun Ashia was heel on heel and landed smooth on the ground.The boys cheered as Ashia's enemy was defeated badly.Ashia jumped off her mortrcycle and began to work on her selanjutnya punishment. The boys entered the cafeteria to find food every were.Ashia was scrubbing the walls as her puncak, atas enemy from those brat's threw food at her.It slid...
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posted by malmcd
They all have there story's
The Invisible girls
Here's there story's...

One girl is shy because she has Asperger's Syndrome. She say's that it's hard knowing your different because you'll never fit into there mold they made for anda to fit into. She also says that she's to clumsy to walk in there perfect line that they've drawn for her. She'd always alone when her teacher ask's her class to partner up. And she try's not to cry...


One girl had realized that she didn't care what people thought of her until she was 18. She was shy and no one looked at her she didn't talk unless spoken to ans she was...
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posted by Beyal8
Shadowing Eternity...

A special place for anda and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our cinta lighting the way..

Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..

Our passion flowing in the waves,
My jantung stands still.
Awaiting your pace..

Your cinta is my destiny,
your jantung is like the soul of God..

Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your jantung and in your dreams...

-Beyal
posted by SongGirl50701
 13 tahun old me..
13 year old me..
Dear friends and Family,

"My own mother told me to never give up. My own friends told me to never give up. My own brother laughed in my face and told me to never give up. So Melody, I'll never give up on myself."

When I was kid, I had an invisable friend named Melody, and we were the best of friends. We stopped being friends when I gained friends. I stopped being able to see her. She faded so slowly, and what seems so painfully now. Melody, anda came back at the time I wanted to die. anda wanted to break me for breaking you. I'm sorry but I have to say this, "Fuck anda Melody."

I can see anda now,...
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posted by Giz_4ever
Sandi:

Ribbon broke my heart,
I knew he would.
So what is he going to do?
I'd know if I could...

Gizbin:

SHUT IMBECILES, I'VE HEARD ENOUGH.


Killerpose:

People call me the terror.
People call me the selfish.
People call me the nasty.
People call me the cruel.
People call me the idiot.
People call me the stupid.
People call me the crazy.
People call me the annoying.
People call me the long lasting.
People call me the fishy.
People call me the curious.
People call me the laugh.
People call me the cheesy.
People call me the stubborn.
People call-
Everyone: SHUT IT!!
posted by BooBooBear981
Chapter 1
“Are anda absolutely sure anda can handle this class?” says Mom assuring me for my safety. “Kicking butt is my middle name” I think to myself before answering. “Mom, I’m eighteen now, I’m not a little kid anymore. “Yes but I cannot stand seeing my little malaikat grow up” Mom! Stop worrying, I’ll be fine.” I started out the door knowing that every single detik I was in danger. In our county no one is aman, brankas from the government. At least I’m not. Evil people in this world are trying to kill me behind my mother’s back but no one can know. No one. Russian Spies. Japanese...
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posted by BooBooBear981
I am any little girl behind that glowing computer screen
An anonymous user name, unknown person
New friends, Chatting with no end
Lies that tear people apart
www.’s and .com’s
Logins and log outs
New passwords galore
New games
All online websites
But know is the time for
Turning off, Logging off
Simply leaving the game
One last click of a mouse
One last Tipeity-Tipe of the keypad
One last close
One last IM
One last internet song
One last good-bye atau G2G
So unplug into your own virtual world
~AND FIND YOU~

- oleh Ellen Love: Poem Girl
posted by malmcd
Wrath

I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes anda feel angry,
And may lead anda to do wrongful things.

I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to anda until
anda realise what just happened.

I am a curse,
For I blind anda from the truth,
And make anda unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.

I am a curse,
And anda do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
anda hurting other people,
Even though anda don't intentionally do it,
atau even if anda are blinded oleh the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain anda inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.

Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may tampil up in your fiery head.
posted by malmcd
I am one of the deadly sins,
Something that will make death come to you
If anda should feel me at all.
I am one of your emotions
Something anda might not be able to control,
Something that will make anda mad
If I were to make anda feel it.

I am that feeling of desire,
Which anda feel most of all,
That comes with lust,
Comes with materialism,
Comes with things anda cannot explain.
I am the thing anda will regret,
If anda should
Ever
Get
Your
Way.

I am what anda call jealousy,
That thing that makes the green-eyed monster,
Or one of them, anyway.
I make anda jealous,
For I make anda want your best friend's girlfriend,
Make you...
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posted by snootygirl50701
 Vertonica Bond: seven years old with the dark dirty blue hair also at the first foster halaman awal
Vertonica Bond: seven years old with the dark dirty blue hair also at the first foster home
Vertonica Bond -Info
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Vertonica Bond: Vertonica is the girl who is haunted. When all this time she's been so hollow inside she's been watching her haunting. She won't let a man hold her down. She sees him watching her and pulling her down. Watching her,wanting her,and holding her down. Saving her and rapping her. That's right,she's a victim of the Londas. She feels,hears,and sees them no matter what. She doesn't want another man holding her down.

When little,Vertonica was living with her father. Her mother died...
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Previously:
I entered the room court room with the kind himself. As always, the king had the kind of look that had told me "Get the hell out of my face". He told me that for all of the rimes I have commited, I would walk the earth until the gods see fit to end my punishment. The last I saw of that filthy kastil, castle tikus is when he told me to go to the dungeon.

I was thrown into the cell as if I were to be just a mere toy. They were'nt satisfied with just me being punished though....they slammed me, threw me and beat me until I was unconsious. I woke up in pitch black. This is the kind of dark that...
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posted by malmcd
~This song has part's from....

Almost Lover oleh A Fine Frenzy

Forever and Always oleh Parachute~




Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I wanted your cinta with all my jantung I had left
But I had to keep promise that I made
So....

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't anda just let me be?
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost pasangan always do

But I craved your sweet smile
And your promise filled...
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When I blink my eyes open, I'm curled in the teluk, da? window, Anneri Sleeping on my chest. When I wake she stirs and blinks her eyes. "Darka! Finally your awake, it's already noon!" Noo, mom will be gone to work for a pocket of change and Dad'll be out drinking it away. Anneri climbs over me and I sit up warily. She reaches into her pocket and pulls out a deck of cards. I laugh softly, Anneri was a wiz at cards mostly, poker. She smiles and opens the deck pulling out a peice of paperwork it and unfolds it. "Well Darka anda better get playing cuz after yesterday's terrible failure it's Anneri 35 and...
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posted by allicyn123
This is a little thing I put together about what happened, and I never want to happen again...

She smiles,
So beutiful,
But not in her eyes,
For every day,
I count
One
Two Three.
Three new marks,
That cover her arms,
And I pleadd
No no, please your so much better!
But she dosn't listen,
And it makes me sick
That she dosn't see the beauty
Blonde hair
Blue eyes
But not just on the outside
She'll never tell anda she loves baseball
And can sing,
Like she was born too
And she has a pretty heart
With an amazing soul to match
I beg and beg because she dosn't realize
She has everything
That i have ever wanted
But the...
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posted by allicyn123
Izzy awoke to the rasping if Tankila's tongue on her cheek. Izzyreached an arm up and pulled the tiger in close to her, her white and black bulu was softer then any fabric and her scent flooded over her comfortingly, she didn't even realize her cousins sitting on the end of her tempat tidur and almost jumped out of her skin when Sasha blurted
"Oh thank god!"
Izzy sat up, Tanikla on her lap,
"Oh, hey Sasha, hey Dana, why are anda guys cowering over rme like vultures?"
"Beacause anda were thrashing and screaming like anda where being attacked last night!" Dana's voice was rushed and she looked like she hadd gotten...
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