I'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
I keep saying that it's getting too much
But I know I'm a liar
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
Hellraiser, in the thunder and heat
Hellraiser, rock anda back in your seat
Hellraiser, and I'll make it come true
Hellraiser, I'll put a spell on you
Walking out on another stage
Another town, another place
Sometimes I don't feel right
Nerves wound up too damn tight
People keep telling me it's bad for my health
But kicking back don't make it
Out of control, I play the ultimate role
But that's what lights my fire
I'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
~~FOR THE GREATEST GUY I KNOW (THUS FAR)~~
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
I keep saying that it's getting too much
But I know I'm a liar
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
Hellraiser, in the thunder and heat
Hellraiser, rock anda back in your seat
Hellraiser, and I'll make it come true
Hellraiser, I'll put a spell on you
Walking out on another stage
Another town, another place
Sometimes I don't feel right
Nerves wound up too damn tight
People keep telling me it's bad for my health
But kicking back don't make it
Out of control, I play the ultimate role
But that's what lights my fire
I'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
~~FOR THE GREATEST GUY I KNOW (THUS FAR)~~
What would anda say if I lied about who I am?
Those words keep ringing in my head
I always thought I was really me
But I have to admit my femininity
I was born a man inside a woman
And fight to keep that hid
But no longer can I hide the fact
That this truth is long over-due
My real name is Aleasha but I hate it so
Erick I became and look at me now
Filled with feelings I never knew
Hopes and dreams brought out
But please understand my aching truth
I lied about being a man because I hate being a woman. I'm constantly being brought down; no one accepts me in RL because I'm a woman that cross-dresses; no girl will look at me because I tell them I cinta them; and all my friends left me because I asked to be called Erick.
And my little brother hates me because "you were born a woman; act like it" and only Corey accepts me because "only anda can be you. No one else can decide that for you."
Those words keep ringing in my head
I always thought I was really me
But I have to admit my femininity
I was born a man inside a woman
And fight to keep that hid
But no longer can I hide the fact
That this truth is long over-due
My real name is Aleasha but I hate it so
Erick I became and look at me now
Filled with feelings I never knew
Hopes and dreams brought out
But please understand my aching truth
I lied about being a man because I hate being a woman. I'm constantly being brought down; no one accepts me in RL because I'm a woman that cross-dresses; no girl will look at me because I tell them I cinta them; and all my friends left me because I asked to be called Erick.
And my little brother hates me because "you were born a woman; act like it" and only Corey accepts me because "only anda can be you. No one else can decide that for you."
They seem much brighter tonight.
That they do...
It's...cold.
You're dying, that's why...
I can't turn back, can I?
No...you can't...
Why did I do it?
That...you have to ask yourself...
But my jantung won't listen anymore.
What do anda mean?
I keep hearing lies from my heart.
They are not lies. anda just won't accpet the truth.
So...it's all my fault then...?
Is that what your jantung says?
I don't know anymore.
Tonight...when anda close your eyes...say the name of the person that watches over you...they will enter your room and will stay there.
What will they do for me?
Whatever anda need them to.
Then I want him to keep me warm and safe; make sure I don't fade away.
That...my friend...is what he'll do.
Dying is never easy, is it?
No.
Thank anda for listening.
Thank anda for telling me.
Who are you?
Your heart.
Alright. Besides my grad in two months, there is another event. It is nameless thus far, but it's very important for EVERYONE. I'm in the process of working on it, but those that have me on facebook (Aleasha Erick Folster) can read it on my wall.
The motto is this: We've been denied to everything, but today we do what we were told we cannot.
Does this clarify anything?
Well; my event is for those that couldn't play bola basket because 'they were too short'. They couldn't dance with people of their own sex because 'you can't be seen because you're gay'. And every other discrimination towards mankind.
If anda like this, and want to be part of my committee, message me.
If anda don't, simply tampil your support.
:) Thank anda for reading.
The motto is this: We've been denied to everything, but today we do what we were told we cannot.
Does this clarify anything?
Well; my event is for those that couldn't play bola basket because 'they were too short'. They couldn't dance with people of their own sex because 'you can't be seen because you're gay'. And every other discrimination towards mankind.
If anda like this, and want to be part of my committee, message me.
If anda don't, simply tampil your support.
:) Thank anda for reading.
cinta hurts,
cinta scars,
cinta wounds and marks
Any jantung not tough atau strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
cinta is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rain
cinta hurts,
Ooo-oo cinta hurts
I'm young,
I know,
But even so
I know a thing atau two, I learned from you
I really learned a lot, really learned a lot
cinta is like a flame It burns anda when it's hot
cinta hurts,
Ooo-oo cinta hurts
Some fools think
Of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves, I guess
They're not foolin' me
I know it isn't true I know it isn't true
cinta is just a lie made to make anda blue
cinta hurts,
Ooo-oo cinta hurts
I know it isn't true
I know it isn't true
cinta is just a lie made to make anda blue
cinta hurts,
Ooo-oo cinta hurts
Ooo-oo, cinta hurts, Ooo-oo
cinta scars,
cinta wounds and marks
Any jantung not tough atau strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
cinta is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rain
cinta hurts,
Ooo-oo cinta hurts
I'm young,
I know,
But even so
I know a thing atau two, I learned from you
I really learned a lot, really learned a lot
cinta is like a flame It burns anda when it's hot
cinta hurts,
Ooo-oo cinta hurts
Some fools think
Of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves, I guess
They're not foolin' me
I know it isn't true I know it isn't true
cinta is just a lie made to make anda blue
cinta hurts,
Ooo-oo cinta hurts
I know it isn't true
I know it isn't true
cinta is just a lie made to make anda blue
cinta hurts,
Ooo-oo cinta hurts
Ooo-oo, cinta hurts, Ooo-oo
Happiness. What is that?
An emotion that makes anda feel better.
A feeling of pride.
atau more?
Happiness.
I've often wondered if I'd ever feel it.
Express it.
Now I know what happiness is.
Happiness is what I feel when anda smile at me.
I express happiness when you're near me.
ciuman me.
Touch me.
anda make me happy.
anda are my definition of happiness.
Am I your happiness?
~~For My Michelle~~
P.S. I will always cinta you. I'd die for you. Because I don't want to lose my happiness.
My love.
My life.
anda are everything to me. :)
An emotion that makes anda feel better.
A feeling of pride.
atau more?
Happiness.
I've often wondered if I'd ever feel it.
Express it.
Now I know what happiness is.
Happiness is what I feel when anda smile at me.
I express happiness when you're near me.
ciuman me.
Touch me.
anda make me happy.
anda are my definition of happiness.
Am I your happiness?
~~For My Michelle~~
P.S. I will always cinta you. I'd die for you. Because I don't want to lose my happiness.
My love.
My life.
anda are everything to me. :)