chapter 1 ~ i thought that my life was normal easy clear stable but life is change a lot .... when anda got that change the fear control s every cell of your body the fear of the future anda would never give the thought of it will be better a change for good i think !.....~
my mother and i never did agree On one thing in all my life she always think that i am the liability promising future since the hari i came to this life i stop her planes for the future . we fight a lot i start to think to leave halaman awal live alone some were she was the detik wife of chief angsa, swan but she got divorced after she got some money when her father dead she cinta big city life
i live in hell every hari she tell me that i was the worst thing she got ohhhhhhhhhhhh my god help " casy " my mother sally called " yes mom " i berkata i run to the setting room " what is it mom " i berkata " i ve been thinking i will get marry " she berkata " again " i wandered my mom " castiala behave i am your mother "she snap at me i don't want an other man in my life to act like " a father " damn " i don't think it gona be good idea " i berkata angry " i don;t think this is any of your business " she berkata wave her hand " mom " i berkata she stop me with her both hands " i got an idea if anda don't want this anda can go stay with your father charlie " she berkata my mouth full open i look at her like she was crazy " but what would he say "i berkata smiling i got this escape away form this hell i don't care new town new friends new life " he was already want anda he talk to me lebih than once i think tell anda first " mom berkata " yes " i berkata laugh " hell ya " i berkata laugh again i call my dad for the first time in my life tell him that i am come to live with him he was happy me too i got a fahter asister too that was great forks is small town all green pantai oh god thank god pantai when my flight land down i find the chief car dad & bella my sister waiting for me " hey casy how are anda " dad berkata he hugs me for a menit " hey dad " i berkata " hey i am bella " bella berkata " i know hey " i berkata i hug her too . when we get halaman awal i notice that i am a liability again there is no room for me i like to sleep on the dipan, sofa i put my stuff on the dipan, sofa " no way anda can't sleep here " dad berkata in so lovely tune " no realy i got no problem its ok dad " i berkata smiling " what ever make anda happy " dad berkata finaly someone understand someone give me my freadom to do what ever make me happy i ciuman his cheek " thanks dad " i berkata bella don't look like me in her house something in her face make me worry i wakeup first one in the house i was so exaited so happy i make the breakfast for all of us " good morning dad " i berkata " hey what all that " he berkata " good morning baby " dad said
we eat the break fast together in silance " see anda girls I got to go "dad berkata we both set in silance for like 3 menit " so how we will go to school "i ask her
" my bf edward will drive us to school " she berkata " don't tell dad ok " she add i shook my head i lock my lips she smile when the silver volvo get to the door " edward this is casy my young sister " bella said
casy this is edward my bf "

she add i sheck his hands it was so cold " nice to meet anda " i berkata " nice to meet anda too " edward berkata in really smooth voice the school hari was boring i got no friends i follow bella where ever she gose
i think she did
n't like that so i set in the car till she came dreaming about the pantai she promise me we will take awalk on the pantai the cullens are so cool but i am don't think the like me anyway
, when the school hari end edward take us to the pantai i can smell the salt from here " thank anda " i berkata but he was so mad he didn't answer me he just drive away i looked at bella " is he mad at me " i ask " no he is mad at me cos i am here to see jacob " she said
" so isn't jacobk is your friend " i ask " yes but he kind of had acrash on me atau something " she berkata i just shut up & enjoy the see the sand everything i take all hari on the pantai bella told me about the edwrad & jacob they are not like each other
i just listen no coment when we get halaman awal dad was here but he wasn't alone a big dark man on awheel chair " hey girls did anda have fun " dad berkata i nodded " yes " bella berkata " hey bily " she berkata " hey bella how are anda " he berkata back " casy bily black is my best friend " dad berkata " nice to meet anda " i berkata sheek his hands
" nice to see anda too " he berkata he realy look freandly " i was on the pantai where is jacob bily " bella ask " he really wan to see anda too but he is alittel bust rightnow " bily berkata bella nodded after makan malam dad talk to bella about jacob alot , so now what bella got admires might be i fell sleep so fast
in the moring i had to stay with bella friend the cullens they are all beautiful like model " casy ' "edward berkata " yes " i answer " did anda have fun on the pantai yesterday " he ask it feel like he fors himself to talk to me " yes i did i am going to hari too " i berkata " have fun then " he berkata " thankx " i said
bella take mush time to say goodbye to edward i can't blame her he is so beautiful . lapush was the perfict plce for me sand pantai green every where
i can spend all the hari here bella watch me lost in the see " this is " i berkata " beautiful " she berkata she chukels someone came out of the woods very big boy tall his skin was amazing rust he wave to bella " hey bella " he call her " jake " she berkata when he got closer i can see his muscles now & he got beautifl hazel eyes
jacob gives bella a beruang hud " jacke this is casy my sis " bella berkata " casy this is jacob black " she berkata " hey " i berkata i reash my hand to shek his when jacob look ate me he was still smiling he have breath taking smile " he,,,,,,,,,, " he berkata & broke he look t me with crazy eyes like he have ever seen agirl befor he was the blind man who see the sun for the first time
he didn't speak iwas still extend my hand few sec pass bella look at jacob black " jacob " she berkata he look t here then he shak my hand finaly " i am jacob " he berkata "i know nice to meet anda ? i berkata then he broke again bintang at my eyes bella pulled himtoward the forst " anda enjoy the view " she tell em while she walk away " i know anda cinta the see very mu " she was gonne
i just did ewaht she berkata i enjoy my fave view
jacob black book two
bella take me so far away in the forst " why bella what is it " i berkata " are anda crazy " bella berkata " what was that jacob " she snape
'" i think .. ithink i am imprint on casy " i berkata i still think about here beautiful spanish eyes hey smile & her smell like the most deliouse tging on earth
" jack " bella screamed " what " i berkata " she don't know about anda about all this anda can't just tell her " she berkata i looke at her like an iduts " she is like a smal baby get everything for the first time
anda think she can take something like this now " she berkata " pls jake let me tell her first step py step
she berkata calm now " bella " i berkata " she is not ready pls kacob " sje inseast
" what " i snap " anda can't ask me to stay away bella anda can;t ask me that " i berkata still angry
" just give two hari if i didnt' anda can do what ever anda want ok " she berkata i nodded " ok " i said

castiala book 1
the sunset on lapush is diffrent i cinta it few mins then bella came out the wood i open my arms woder what is going on " don't care about jacob he is a crack up lets ok its geting dark " she berkata i follo her i want to stay lebih i want to ask her but she is not gonna do either so i get in the car with no ward
jacobb black book 2

i saw bella take her away from me till they both dissaper i felt cold fro the first time on mylife halow & stupid to agree to that stupid idea that bella came with but maybe she is right
i get to the house then i thought it would be better to go in round atau two around charlies hous just in case
may be i could see her once again
when i get to the house i try to sneak peak in to see her once " hey brother your shift " paul berkata " now ok i will be in sec " i run as fast as i could . push my anger to the ground
chapter 5 castiala book 5
my night was not comfortable i couldn't sleep well the idea of bella layng to me & hid things & secrite it make s me annoying iwant to know what is it i hate it
i writ ia note for my dad" i will go to the pantai i wount be long casy "
i look at the sun rise from the sea

" why so seriuos " i husky voice berkata behind me it scared me to death i jumed i was sure i was alone " oh " " i am sorry i didn't mean to scare anda sorry " jacob black berkata " your face was so angry it make me cerious " he berkata smailing his smile take my breath away forget what he was asking
i shook my head to answer " i was thinking about bella " i saID well he know her well maybe he help me to know waht is happening maybe i can help her
he smile waidly know tampilkan his teeth its feel like the sun break out of the clouds jacob freindly smile make him so easy to talk to
" what about bella " he ask then he start to walk he want me to walk with him a walk on th a pantai with the most beautiful guy i have ever seen in my life i loat in his face i know he was waiting for my answer but it didn't look s bother him he was looking at me like someone who witness on amirecal i just berkata what ever on my mind about bella what ever keep me sleepless last night " casy " he berkata my name with lovely voice " yes " i said.. he pause then he talk adeep breath " look the world not as simple as anda think it is ok maybe its better to keep this things to make it better some how " jacob berkata what are anda talking about i berkata " there is stuff in this world anda never know it was there there is old stories & legends " he berkata part of me know that he was kidding me the other part his face was so serious " what legend " i berkata breathless " stories about vampire blood suker like the cullens " he berkata " what are anda ... bella ' i said
" don't worry bella know that " he berkata it sounded like he hat tha"dont' worry they don't kill human " he berkata i can't understand what he was saying " there is others like werewloves like me & my pack " he berkata i coulden't breatht he looks worried i don't know what my face looked like " are anda ok " jacob ask me hold my shoulders his hands was so hot like he just get it out of api " god casy anda are freazing " he berkata " pls don;t be afraid there is lebih that what matter now pls i will never hurt anda ok " he berkata " the serigala got something like the cinta of the first sight its not bad thing its very good its lebih than cinta its imprinting " he contnue " what " i berkata with very week voice