5 time zones
5 hours
2 hemispheres
Reversed seasons
2 continents
Hundreds of miles
The up all night's
But I don't care
About the time;
How could I possibly
Pay any mind?
I could stay up later:
But then
I have college
We talk
And laugh
And smile
And hug
And giggle (me at least)
And blush (me at least)
All the conversations
All the secrets that we keep
The cinta that we share
No one on Earth--
EXCEPT US
Understands our love
It's complicated:
In a good way
In a cute way
In a fun way
All the hours I've waited
"Just to fall in cinta
It feels this right"
Funny, because I'm taller
And stronger
And older
But he protects me
Far better
Than I can protect myself
He loves me
Far more
Than I cinta myself
And he cares about me
lebih than anyone else I know
me- Wait.
him- yes?
me- If I killed myself, would anda miss me?
him- no.
me- Oh.
him- i would die.
me- O-ok-kay... :'(
him- anda hear me?
him- i. would. fucking. die.
him- don't even think about it.
And to be honest,
It would be the same
If it was the other way
Around
I nothing without him
He's nothing without me
No one understands that
We're so meant to be
All the situations
The connections
The screenshots I HAVE to take
Because it's all so
Perfect
According to him
I'm perfect
Even though
According to me
I'm the opposite
In my world
It's not "Him and Me"
It's ❤Us❤
My jantung sings out
For his cinta and his care
Even now
As my tears fall
Like, actually
My jantung yearns for him
Every detik of every minute
Of every jam of every day
I cinta him--unconditionally
Because I belong to him
And he belongs to me.
And we are one
Now is the time
Now is the hour
He has my heart
And this cinta is ours
All I need is
One bintang in the sky
Wish for him
Every night
In the past 16 days
I haven't gone to tempat tidur
Before 02h19
Thinking about him
And how much I miss him
And how much I want him
Because he's like no other
Actually the best thing
That's ever been mine
It's like our heartstrings
Connect from him to me
And are keeping us together
And it's like an
Unbreakable bond
Ever strong
Never weakened
It's all too much
Sometimes I wonder
"Is this what I want?"
Then
After 10 detik of contemplation
I draw the following conclusion:
YES.
IT IS.
I have a right to be
Happy and loved
And he has a right to be
Loved and happy
When cinta is this strong,
anda want to spend
Every waking moment
With your angel
Which is how I feel
I'm surprised that I'm
Not a tahun older
Every time I get out of class
And go home
Because college feels
So fucking long
Like, anda wouldn't believe it
But at the end of the day
It pays off
BIG TIME
Even if it's just a few hours
atau even a few minutes
Ever detik counts
Because it's my love
My breath
My soldier
My angel
My baby
My other half
My other three-quarters
My partner
My lover
My best friend
My boyfriend.❤
[30.5.13]
--X.E.D.S.S.R.
*~[Dantona}~* Est. -5.14.13.-
5 hours
2 hemispheres
Reversed seasons
2 continents
Hundreds of miles
The up all night's
But I don't care
About the time;
How could I possibly
Pay any mind?
I could stay up later:
But then
I have college
We talk
And laugh
And smile
And hug
And giggle (me at least)
And blush (me at least)
All the conversations
All the secrets that we keep
The cinta that we share
No one on Earth--
EXCEPT US
Understands our love
It's complicated:
In a good way
In a cute way
In a fun way
All the hours I've waited
"Just to fall in cinta
It feels this right"
Funny, because I'm taller
And stronger
And older
But he protects me
Far better
Than I can protect myself
He loves me
Far more
Than I cinta myself
And he cares about me
lebih than anyone else I know
me- Wait.
him- yes?
me- If I killed myself, would anda miss me?
him- no.
me- Oh.
him- i would die.
me- O-ok-kay... :'(
him- anda hear me?
him- i. would. fucking. die.
him- don't even think about it.
And to be honest,
It would be the same
If it was the other way
Around
I nothing without him
He's nothing without me
No one understands that
We're so meant to be
All the situations
The connections
The screenshots I HAVE to take
Because it's all so
Perfect
According to him
I'm perfect
Even though
According to me
I'm the opposite
In my world
It's not "Him and Me"
It's ❤Us❤
My jantung sings out
For his cinta and his care
Even now
As my tears fall
Like, actually
My jantung yearns for him
Every detik of every minute
Of every jam of every day
I cinta him--unconditionally
Because I belong to him
And he belongs to me.
And we are one
Now is the time
Now is the hour
He has my heart
And this cinta is ours
All I need is
One bintang in the sky
Wish for him
Every night
In the past 16 days
I haven't gone to tempat tidur
Before 02h19
Thinking about him
And how much I miss him
And how much I want him
Because he's like no other
Actually the best thing
That's ever been mine
It's like our heartstrings
Connect from him to me
And are keeping us together
And it's like an
Unbreakable bond
Ever strong
Never weakened
It's all too much
Sometimes I wonder
"Is this what I want?"
Then
After 10 detik of contemplation
I draw the following conclusion:
YES.
IT IS.
I have a right to be
Happy and loved
And he has a right to be
Loved and happy
When cinta is this strong,
anda want to spend
Every waking moment
With your angel
Which is how I feel
I'm surprised that I'm
Not a tahun older
Every time I get out of class
And go home
Because college feels
So fucking long
Like, anda wouldn't believe it
But at the end of the day
It pays off
BIG TIME
Even if it's just a few hours
atau even a few minutes
Ever detik counts
Because it's my love
My breath
My soldier
My angel
My baby
My other half
My other three-quarters
My partner
My lover
My best friend
My boyfriend.❤
[30.5.13]
--X.E.D.S.S.R.
*~[Dantona}~* Est. -5.14.13.-
Impossible.
For my feelings for anda are-
Incomprehensible.
If I could let anda see the effect anda have on me,
anda would be blinded.
For if anda did the darkness would fade,
Shadows were no longer.
For I am in love,
lebih in cinta than I have been for a long time.
I cinta anda is all I can say,
But my jantung says more,
There is much lebih to my love,
Dreams, Hopes, Fantisies,
That all can become realities.
For with anda I am a new me,
A me that shouldn't leave.
In these few words I hope anda see,
How much anda mean to me.
In Life, cinta and Spirit,
I want anda to hear it,
I cinta you!