Sad wallpers

I don't believe you.
I really don't
After all these years
This is what anda give me?

Why did anda break up with me?
I don't understand.
anda were so close with me
And then that tech freak came by
And anda left me.
anda abandoned me.

Why did anda dump me?
Such a close friend of mine.
Laughing with me all these years
Crying with me.
Now, anda leave me.

Why?
I don't understand anything that happened.
Why can't happy things happen
In this world?
Why do things have to be so sad?

I can't accept that it happened.
Because I am still a close friend
Of yours
But I can't accept the facts.
I just can't.

When anda hope,
anda expect and wish,
anda have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
anda don’t want them killed,
Hope makes anda stronger,

We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,

Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,

Keep hope close to anda in life,
Sometimes anda need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,

Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,


Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,

Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?

anda and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,

Wish and desire anda jantung out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
anda know what anda want,


Keep hoping till the END……

Temporary Home

    For some people, this world is only a stopover. They arrive here to do some good while they can, but they know that this is still not their true home. They are malaikat who come to light up our lives with their luminescence and to teach us what they can before they have to pindah on. They flash in on golden wings, but it seems that they are gone before anda can say “Thank you” atau “I cinta you”. They leave softly, without fanfare. They ciuman our brow as lightly as a heart’s whisper, and smile, blinding us with its brightness. When we blink, they are gone.

friends Are Forever,so I thought.
All those pictures that I bought,now torn apart along with my broken heart.

I miss those hugs and laughs we use to share,because now they act like they don't care.

Now all we do is fight.
I wish God would give us some light,give me a solution to solve all this tension.

friends don't back stab you.
friends don't talk behind your back atau be pissed off at anda when they feel like it.

Nobody seems to care anymore.
Now girls are turning into whores.
All I know is that now we are all friends for never.
When we need to go back to being friends FOREVER!

This is written about the perfect silence only found in the dead of night, and the feelings it inspires.
The judul comes from the keterangan a friend of mine gave when we were stuck in the middle of nowhere at midnight and I found it sort of beautiful.
Enjoy (I hope) :)

Weighted air and winking stars,
darkness draped, tension wrought.
This night, this hour, is ours.
Silence chimes unspoken thoughts
that choke my mouth.
Silver moonbeams in glittering outline
surround you, and in our youth
this night, this hour, we intertwine.




I'd cinta to hear what anda like atau hate.
Thanks for reading.

DietCokeGirl