As i walk down the street,i wish i was still in bed.Dreaming about the hari that just ended.Summer vacation
"back to hell,"i said.When i say that,i mean school.
in my books,its basically the same thing.
"hey jamie!"my friend izzy calls from across.
i run down t otalk to her
"hey,"i said,putting my hair back form my face."
"wheres Ashlee?"
"umm,i gotta go,bye!" she ran out of site.
"at lunch,i treid to fine izzy and ask her what the hell happened earlier
"hey,izz"i said,sitting selanjutnya to her.
"wheres ashlee?"
"um......"she looked like she was gonna vomit atau something.i didnt understand why.
"ive been wondering the same thing," rebecca berkata from behind us."she wont tell me. she owmnt tell anybody!"
"i know that,"i told her."but,why?"
"i dont know." rebecca said,then she walked away.
"um..........jamie,its hard to explain,but,i dont know."
"then why didnt anda tell me?"i asked."do anda know anything?"
"well,,i invited her for her to stay over,then,i woke up the selanjutnya morning,she was gone."
i didnt understand.why did she just go?why did she go?where did she go?"
"back to hell,"i said.When i say that,i mean school.
in my books,its basically the same thing.
"hey jamie!"my friend izzy calls from across.
i run down t otalk to her
"hey,"i said,putting my hair back form my face."
"wheres Ashlee?"
"umm,i gotta go,bye!" she ran out of site.
"at lunch,i treid to fine izzy and ask her what the hell happened earlier
"hey,izz"i said,sitting selanjutnya to her.
"wheres ashlee?"
"um......"she looked like she was gonna vomit atau something.i didnt understand why.
"ive been wondering the same thing," rebecca berkata from behind us."she wont tell me. she owmnt tell anybody!"
"i know that,"i told her."but,why?"
"i dont know." rebecca said,then she walked away.
"um..........jamie,its hard to explain,but,i dont know."
"then why didnt anda tell me?"i asked."do anda know anything?"
"well,,i invited her for her to stay over,then,i woke up the selanjutnya morning,she was gone."
i didnt understand.why did she just go?why did she go?where did she go?"
Sobriety is beyond a horizon for you,
One anda won't be alive to even get to.
Your mind is set to be dead in 10
Years, my fears, my tears,
don't matter, your emotionless, here.
My bothersome phone calls,
"I'm just checking in"
"Yeah, I don't care"
I can't ever win.
My eyes are taped open,
horrific gambar replay,
and even when I close them,
they're imprinted in my mind,
they're there to stay.
Blackness engulfs me,
like a whirlpool of nothing,
Your arch nemesis,
Your pal,
Your meaningless suffering.
Why do anda do this,
to yourself, and to me?
I don't get why anda mess around,
just let yourself be!
One anda won't be alive to even get to.
Your mind is set to be dead in 10
Years, my fears, my tears,
don't matter, your emotionless, here.
My bothersome phone calls,
"I'm just checking in"
"Yeah, I don't care"
I can't ever win.
My eyes are taped open,
horrific gambar replay,
and even when I close them,
they're imprinted in my mind,
they're there to stay.
Blackness engulfs me,
like a whirlpool of nothing,
Your arch nemesis,
Your pal,
Your meaningless suffering.
Why do anda do this,
to yourself, and to me?
I don't get why anda mess around,
just let yourself be!
I'm sat at home
In my cardboard box
I'm scared to death
So I cuddle my socks
I hear the key turn in the door
Fear swells inside of me
My hope plummets through the floor
I peep outside my little box
In time to see my daddy roar
I'm worried now, I realise
Because he's angry I notice now
That what I'm seeing with swollen eyes
I don't know when I don't know how
It may be the last thing I ever see
This may be the last of me
I see his boots come closer, so I shriek
My bruises hurt lebih than ever
He picks me up, I feel so weak
He shakes me now and calls me worthless
I just want him to cinta me
I just want him to know me
But the broken bottle is against my chest
And is thrust through my cotton vest
Into my heart, the pain is fire
I see myself as I float higher
Now my vision is rimmed with darkness
The end is near, I feel its presence
I just wish that I could tell him
I cinta him, but his cinta is dim
In my cardboard box
I'm scared to death
So I cuddle my socks
I hear the key turn in the door
Fear swells inside of me
My hope plummets through the floor
I peep outside my little box
In time to see my daddy roar
I'm worried now, I realise
Because he's angry I notice now
That what I'm seeing with swollen eyes
I don't know when I don't know how
It may be the last thing I ever see
This may be the last of me
I see his boots come closer, so I shriek
My bruises hurt lebih than ever
He picks me up, I feel so weak
He shakes me now and calls me worthless
I just want him to cinta me
I just want him to know me
But the broken bottle is against my chest
And is thrust through my cotton vest
Into my heart, the pain is fire
I see myself as I float higher
Now my vision is rimmed with darkness
The end is near, I feel its presence
I just wish that I could tell him
I cinta him, but his cinta is dim
He gives me sight,
Saves me from evil's bite,
Holds me when I cry,
Always oleh my side.
My last breath is taken and diberikan to him,
He saves me from the storm I'm in,
He saves me and calls me his,
Have him when I'm in a crisis.
Yesus is everything.
Everything to me,
Helping me see,
Stealing my heart,
Oh how I hate being apart.
Stand here and be moved oleh him,
To feel him in my veins,
To feel him inside of me.
My friend,
My helper,
The great shrink,
I am proud to be part of his link.
Blown away oleh his grace,
Blessed oleh his mercy,
Oh how he carries.
Holds every tear in his hand,
Wipes away our sorrows,
For a better tomorrow.
Here I phase
Here in my old age
Here I run with no place to go
Here I stand with no purpose
Here I am with no show,
No lights,no cameras,no grace
Here I am with this world having me in it's tight embrace.
But I won't give in.
For God Loved me so.
Here I am in this place,
Here I am just watching the world race.
Watching the world fall apart,
Here I am just waiting for a new start.
As this breaks my heart,
I know I will gabung God's cart,his army,his people and I will live in heaven above.
Here I am asking you,
What will anda do?
Here I am watching anda phase,
Here I am watching anda turn to old age.
With no place to go,
Here I am telling anda don't want to low.
As we change and as we grow,
This world will face judgment,This I know.
Don't turn to old age,
Don't get lost in the world's maze.
Save anda self.
Don't let yourself phase.......
Here in my old age
Here I run with no place to go
Here I stand with no purpose
Here I am with no show,
No lights,no cameras,no grace
Here I am with this world having me in it's tight embrace.
But I won't give in.
For God Loved me so.
Here I am in this place,
Here I am just watching the world race.
Watching the world fall apart,
Here I am just waiting for a new start.
As this breaks my heart,
I know I will gabung God's cart,his army,his people and I will live in heaven above.
Here I am asking you,
What will anda do?
Here I am watching anda phase,
Here I am watching anda turn to old age.
With no place to go,
Here I am telling anda don't want to low.
As we change and as we grow,
This world will face judgment,This I know.
Don't turn to old age,
Don't get lost in the world's maze.
Save anda self.
Don't let yourself phase.......