Shaun
I hated seeing her cry. Knowing it was my fault immediately made me hate myself, not that I didn't already. I needed to hear her voice, know she was really here.
Some part of me registered the fact that I'd sat down, and that I had touched her, if briefly. I had said, "Tell me."
She met my gaze, looking terrified. She closed her eyes firmly, as if she was living a nightmare. Maybe she was.
"I know I hurt you, and I'm sorry," she whispered, looking anywhere but at me. "I thought it would be better that way, anda had your whole life ahead of anda and I couldn't take that away because of my stupid mistake - " she stops.
"Never say that. It is not your fault. Accept it, because it's mine. anda only took my life when anda left." I am not lying.
I realise that I have pinned her to the wall, but worse, she isn't struggling. I immediately release my hold. What right would I ever have to hold her captive?
She didn't seem to care. She leaned meneruskan, ke depan and kissed me with surprising force. I was paralysed for what felt like am eternity before I kissed her back.
I hated seeing her cry. Knowing it was my fault immediately made me hate myself, not that I didn't already. I needed to hear her voice, know she was really here.
Some part of me registered the fact that I'd sat down, and that I had touched her, if briefly. I had said, "Tell me."
She met my gaze, looking terrified. She closed her eyes firmly, as if she was living a nightmare. Maybe she was.
"I know I hurt you, and I'm sorry," she whispered, looking anywhere but at me. "I thought it would be better that way, anda had your whole life ahead of anda and I couldn't take that away because of my stupid mistake - " she stops.
"Never say that. It is not your fault. Accept it, because it's mine. anda only took my life when anda left." I am not lying.
I realise that I have pinned her to the wall, but worse, she isn't struggling. I immediately release my hold. What right would I ever have to hold her captive?
She didn't seem to care. She leaned meneruskan, ke depan and kissed me with surprising force. I was paralysed for what felt like am eternity before I kissed her back.
have anda noticed when anda fall in cinta it feels like your flying? I have. It the most wonderful feeling in the world. But when do anda feel it? Do anda feel it when anda fall in love, atau when anda just are overfilled with joy?
Have anda ever felt it? atau have anda felt anything close to it? What does it mean? Does it mean that anda have to fly away from it before your cinta hurts you? atau does it mean that your body enjoys the joy filling your body?
Tell me what anda think...
Have anda ever felt it? atau have anda felt anything close to it? What does it mean? Does it mean that anda have to fly away from it before your cinta hurts you? atau does it mean that your body enjoys the joy filling your body?
Tell me what anda think...
Give away to the morning
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the hari go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the hari go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...