-One Week Later-
"Let's go, we're going to be late for school", Francine called from outside my front door.
I hopped my way toward her, since I apparently sprained my ankle on the night of the accident. "Thanks for the help." I roll my eyes. She grabs my buku off the dapur table, and I grabbed my crutches.
-At School-
Zoey was waiting for us at the entrance. "Finally!"
I came toward her. "Nice to see you, too." They helped me to my locker. "Why didn't anda guys come see me in the hospital?"
"I don't like hospitals. They're fill of sick people and germs", berkata Zoey.
"And I had a sepakbola game", berkata Francine.
"For the entire week, Francine", I asked.
"Well..not the entire week..", She trailed off.
"Cameron came to visit me."
They both gasped. "He did? Why", they asked in unison.
"Well, he was the one who hit me. And he was keep me caught up in school."
"Did he the She Devil", Zoey asked.
That's one of our nicknames for Mercury. "Yeah."
"Did she say anything to you", asked Francine.
"She told me that I saw his car and jumped in front of it."
"Was Cameron in the room", they both asked.
"Of course not." The bel, bell rung. "Help me to my first class." They did.
-after school-
Francine, Zoey, and I rode the school and got off at Zoey and Francine's stop.
As we went towards Zoey's house, I told them about the spark I felt when Cameron touched my hand.
"You telling us he might still have feelings for you", asked Francine.
I nodded.
Zoey unlocked her front door. "Do anda still have feelings for him?" We walked inside her house.
I thought for a few seconds. "Yeah." We walked upstairs to her room. "What should I do?" I sat on her bed.
"Take him back."
"How?"
"A makeover, duh?"
"You guys can't be serious." They just looked at me. "Fine. Let's get this over with." Zoey dragged me to a kursi in front of her mirror on her makeup table.
"Now, let's see what I can do." Zoey fake cracked her knuckles. She grabbed some berwarna merah muda, merah muda blush, but before she could apply it I stopped her.
"Pink blush? anda even be able to see it on my face."
"You have karamel skin, of course it will show." She applied it. She let me look in the mirror.
"Hmm. You're right, it does show. What's next?"
"Some eyeshadow." She grabbed some dark purple eyeshadow.
"Dark purple? Are anda trying to make me look like a-"
"I'm not done." She applied the dark purple eyeshadow. Then she put a little black eyeshadow above my eyelid, just below my eyebrow. "There."
I examined myself in the mirror. "I cinta it!"
"Now anda look mysterious."
Francine came towards me. "Now the clothes." She dragged me to Zoey's walk in closet. She scanned the closet and finally selected a black capri dress. " dress to metPerfect."
Zoey came to see what Francine picked out. "That's my favorit dress!"
"C'mon Z, it's a cinta emergency." Francine held up the dress to me. "And it just fits."
Zoey sighed. "Fine."
I took the dress from Francine, went to the mirror , and held it up to myself. "I'm not sure anda guys remembered, but it isn't summer."
"In the school it's, like, 80 degrees", Francine said.
"True." I looked at myself once more. "I'll wear it."
"Go try it on."
I went to the bathroom and did what Francine said. When I came out, Francine and Zoey gasped. "How do I look?"
"Four words", Zoey said.
"Cameron. Will. Love. It", Francine exclaimed.
I went to look in the mirror. "And I cinta it, too."
"Let's go, we're going to be late for school", Francine called from outside my front door.
I hopped my way toward her, since I apparently sprained my ankle on the night of the accident. "Thanks for the help." I roll my eyes. She grabs my buku off the dapur table, and I grabbed my crutches.
-At School-
Zoey was waiting for us at the entrance. "Finally!"
I came toward her. "Nice to see you, too." They helped me to my locker. "Why didn't anda guys come see me in the hospital?"
"I don't like hospitals. They're fill of sick people and germs", berkata Zoey.
"And I had a sepakbola game", berkata Francine.
"For the entire week, Francine", I asked.
"Well..not the entire week..", She trailed off.
"Cameron came to visit me."
They both gasped. "He did? Why", they asked in unison.
"Well, he was the one who hit me. And he was keep me caught up in school."
"Did he the She Devil", Zoey asked.
That's one of our nicknames for Mercury. "Yeah."
"Did she say anything to you", asked Francine.
"She told me that I saw his car and jumped in front of it."
"Was Cameron in the room", they both asked.
"Of course not." The bel, bell rung. "Help me to my first class." They did.
-after school-
Francine, Zoey, and I rode the school and got off at Zoey and Francine's stop.
As we went towards Zoey's house, I told them about the spark I felt when Cameron touched my hand.
"You telling us he might still have feelings for you", asked Francine.
I nodded.
Zoey unlocked her front door. "Do anda still have feelings for him?" We walked inside her house.
I thought for a few seconds. "Yeah." We walked upstairs to her room. "What should I do?" I sat on her bed.
"Take him back."
"How?"
"A makeover, duh?"
"You guys can't be serious." They just looked at me. "Fine. Let's get this over with." Zoey dragged me to a kursi in front of her mirror on her makeup table.
"Now, let's see what I can do." Zoey fake cracked her knuckles. She grabbed some berwarna merah muda, merah muda blush, but before she could apply it I stopped her.
"Pink blush? anda even be able to see it on my face."
"You have karamel skin, of course it will show." She applied it. She let me look in the mirror.
"Hmm. You're right, it does show. What's next?"
"Some eyeshadow." She grabbed some dark purple eyeshadow.
"Dark purple? Are anda trying to make me look like a-"
"I'm not done." She applied the dark purple eyeshadow. Then she put a little black eyeshadow above my eyelid, just below my eyebrow. "There."
I examined myself in the mirror. "I cinta it!"
"Now anda look mysterious."
Francine came towards me. "Now the clothes." She dragged me to Zoey's walk in closet. She scanned the closet and finally selected a black capri dress. " dress to metPerfect."
Zoey came to see what Francine picked out. "That's my favorit dress!"
"C'mon Z, it's a cinta emergency." Francine held up the dress to me. "And it just fits."
Zoey sighed. "Fine."
I took the dress from Francine, went to the mirror , and held it up to myself. "I'm not sure anda guys remembered, but it isn't summer."
"In the school it's, like, 80 degrees", Francine said.
"True." I looked at myself once more. "I'll wear it."
"Go try it on."
I went to the bathroom and did what Francine said. When I came out, Francine and Zoey gasped. "How do I look?"
"Four words", Zoey said.
"Cameron. Will. Love. It", Francine exclaimed.
I went to look in the mirror. "And I cinta it, too."
I felt them start to build up
As soon as I saw him
I put on a happy face for my mom
Because she doesn’t know
That he broke my heart
She didn’t know that I balled my eyes out
She hasn’t realized that I’ve withdrawn
He says he wants us to be friends
I could barely hold them back
He asked if I understood
And I do
But that doesn’t stop the pain and anger
I blink back the tears
And realize that I was starting to put a shield up
My shield of anger
I feel the tears
As I pray
That God will help me this time
So I don’t isolate myself again
And don’t lose myself
Tears……
They come and I can’t stop them
I hate them
They are a weakness
and I can’t stop them
As soon as I saw him
I put on a happy face for my mom
Because she doesn’t know
That he broke my heart
She didn’t know that I balled my eyes out
She hasn’t realized that I’ve withdrawn
He says he wants us to be friends
I could barely hold them back
He asked if I understood
And I do
But that doesn’t stop the pain and anger
I blink back the tears
And realize that I was starting to put a shield up
My shield of anger
I feel the tears
As I pray
That God will help me this time
So I don’t isolate myself again
And don’t lose myself
Tears……
They come and I can’t stop them
I hate them
They are a weakness
and I can’t stop them
No sun--no moon!
No morn--no noon!
No dawn--no dusk--no proper time of day--
No sky--no earthly view--
No distance looking blue--
No road--no street--
No "t'other side the way"--
No end to any Row--
No indications where the Crescents go--
No puncak, atas to any steeple--
No recognitions of familiar people--
No courtesies for tampilkan 'em--
No knowing 'em!
No mail--no post--
No news from any foreign coast--
No park--no ring--no afternoon gentility--
No company--no nobility--
No warmth, no cheerfulness, no healthful ease,
No comfortable feel in any member--
No shade, no shine, no butterflies, no bees,
No fruits, no flowers, no leaves, no birds,
November!
No morn--no noon!
No dawn--no dusk--no proper time of day--
No sky--no earthly view--
No distance looking blue--
No road--no street--
No "t'other side the way"--
No end to any Row--
No indications where the Crescents go--
No puncak, atas to any steeple--
No recognitions of familiar people--
No courtesies for tampilkan 'em--
No knowing 'em!
No mail--no post--
No news from any foreign coast--
No park--no ring--no afternoon gentility--
No company--no nobility--
No warmth, no cheerfulness, no healthful ease,
No comfortable feel in any member--
No shade, no shine, no butterflies, no bees,
No fruits, no flowers, no leaves, no birds,
November!
When anda Have To Choose Between 2 Possibilities:
1.Take your time.The most important thing is not to make a decision in a hurry.
2.Make a daftar of the positive and negative points for both opinions.Then decide which points are most important and compare the two lists.
3.If anda ask other people for their advice,don't ask lebih than 1 atau 2.If anda ask a lot of people,this will probably confuse you.
4.Use your imagination to help you.Imagine yourself in both situations.How do anda feel?Relaxed atau stressed?
5.When you've made a decision,wait a bit before anda tell other people,to see how anda feel.If anda feel comfortable with your decision after an hour,you have probably made the right decision.
6.Finally,remember that anda can't have everything.Choosing one of two possibilities always means that anda can't have the one anda didn't choose.And it's impossible to always make the right decision!
1.Take your time.The most important thing is not to make a decision in a hurry.
2.Make a daftar of the positive and negative points for both opinions.Then decide which points are most important and compare the two lists.
3.If anda ask other people for their advice,don't ask lebih than 1 atau 2.If anda ask a lot of people,this will probably confuse you.
4.Use your imagination to help you.Imagine yourself in both situations.How do anda feel?Relaxed atau stressed?
5.When you've made a decision,wait a bit before anda tell other people,to see how anda feel.If anda feel comfortable with your decision after an hour,you have probably made the right decision.
6.Finally,remember that anda can't have everything.Choosing one of two possibilities always means that anda can't have the one anda didn't choose.And it's impossible to always make the right decision!