hari 1 of my diary
Dear Esmerelda (diary),
Death is my new favorit word. Closely followed oleh tragedy. I made a daftar of my new favorit words since "He Who I Can Not Name, Because He Broke My Heart" left. Oh, all right. His name is . . . John. Oh, I want to die! Anyway, here's the list:
1. Death
2. Tragedy
3. Suicide
4. Hate
5. Nothing
6. Night
7. Darkness
8. Devil
I don't know what to do. I decided that I would wear all black. I'm going goth. He Who I Can Not Name hated goths. I like the Goth Club at my school. I never have to smile atau laugh. And we trade ways to kill ourselves every Wednesday at lunch. I must go. The bats are calling. (That means it's nighttime)
Hate,
Ashley. Nicknamed Dark Sun.
hari 2 of my diary.
Dear Esmerelda,
Anna, my new BFF, nicknamed Night Rose, is at my house. Mother hates my goth clothes and makeup, and says it's worse when Anna's here. Our Goth Club assignment is to think of 3 ways to kill ourselves, and we're on yahoo.com/ways2killurself. We found a good one: Cut open your stomache and hang yourself on a pohon oleh your intestines. Also, drown yourself in your own urine/vomit/poop. EWWWWWW!!!!!!!! (but it's interesting)
Hate,
Dark Sun
hari 3 of my diary
Dear Esmerelda,
Goodbye. Forever. I am about to stand in front of a train, and let it take my worthless, miserable life. Mother, I cinta you. And clean Father's closet. It smells like cat food. Father, I cinta you. Take care of yourself, and try to give up smoking. Anna, I hope anda live up to your dream and follow soon after me. Keep holding on until anda feel a calling to enter a new world, which I did. John, go suck ass, anda worthless mutt.
The train is here. Goodby........
Author's note: I am NOT suicidal. I randomly thought of this and took a chance. I WILL NOT KILL MYSELF!
Author's note to Twilight Saga fans: Twilight is not for goths, and anda guys rock my world! Keep on rocking!
-alice_cullen_12
Dear Esmerelda (diary),
Death is my new favorit word. Closely followed oleh tragedy. I made a daftar of my new favorit words since "He Who I Can Not Name, Because He Broke My Heart" left. Oh, all right. His name is . . . John. Oh, I want to die! Anyway, here's the list:
1. Death
2. Tragedy
3. Suicide
4. Hate
5. Nothing
6. Night
7. Darkness
8. Devil
I don't know what to do. I decided that I would wear all black. I'm going goth. He Who I Can Not Name hated goths. I like the Goth Club at my school. I never have to smile atau laugh. And we trade ways to kill ourselves every Wednesday at lunch. I must go. The bats are calling. (That means it's nighttime)
Hate,
Ashley. Nicknamed Dark Sun.
hari 2 of my diary.
Dear Esmerelda,
Anna, my new BFF, nicknamed Night Rose, is at my house. Mother hates my goth clothes and makeup, and says it's worse when Anna's here. Our Goth Club assignment is to think of 3 ways to kill ourselves, and we're on yahoo.com/ways2killurself. We found a good one: Cut open your stomache and hang yourself on a pohon oleh your intestines. Also, drown yourself in your own urine/vomit/poop. EWWWWWW!!!!!!!! (but it's interesting)
Hate,
Dark Sun
hari 3 of my diary
Dear Esmerelda,
Goodbye. Forever. I am about to stand in front of a train, and let it take my worthless, miserable life. Mother, I cinta you. And clean Father's closet. It smells like cat food. Father, I cinta you. Take care of yourself, and try to give up smoking. Anna, I hope anda live up to your dream and follow soon after me. Keep holding on until anda feel a calling to enter a new world, which I did. John, go suck ass, anda worthless mutt.
The train is here. Goodby........
Author's note: I am NOT suicidal. I randomly thought of this and took a chance. I WILL NOT KILL MYSELF!
Author's note to Twilight Saga fans: Twilight is not for goths, and anda guys rock my world! Keep on rocking!
-alice_cullen_12
I remember the hari I fell in love.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for anda love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place anda could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with lebih api then anda could ever imagine.
lebih passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the hari I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real bola basket coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for anda love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place anda could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with lebih api then anda could ever imagine.
lebih passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the hari I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real bola basket coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Just a poem. I hope it isn't much of a bother to rate.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
atau I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told oleh hidden scars
Unable to tampil themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
atau I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told oleh hidden scars
Unable to tampil themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.
OK so i was walking down the street...all alone...in the rain...not happy but not sad ether...when suddenly I ran into a magnolia tree!I don't know how I didn't see it...or why it was in the middle of the road-but it was there and when I looked at it I saw it was the biggest magnolia I had ever seen;it was absolutely GINORMOUS!it to be at least as tall as a skyscraper. I couldn't even see the top.Now what is the easiest way to get past a tree? Go around it of course! but when i looked there was a wall!Two walls!on ether side of the pohon that prevented me from passing(again,how didn't I see this before?)It was not an ordinary
dinding ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a magnolia and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do anda think I did?What would anda have done?
dinding ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a magnolia and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do anda think I did?What would anda have done?
I look at the old photographs. It kills me to see him smile. I've only heard about him. I hear he would have loved me. I hear he was nice. I hear that he was a good dad. I hear he was an okay husband. I hear that he would have made a good grandfather. It's not fair. It kills me when my dad talks about him. My dad berkata one of his last words to him were "Dont miss me when I'm gone." Those words run through my head. hari and night and keep me up thinking of him. Why did he have to go? I pray he's okay and fine in heaven. I pretend he's still here. If only he were ... I miss him....
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss anda ... even if I never met anda =,[
selanjutnya journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss anda ... even if I never met anda =,[
selanjutnya journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!
"Gwen,Gwen,Gwen!" Ms.Barton berkata as I was asleep in history class."What?" I berkata when I woke up."had a nice dream?" "S-sorry Ms.Barton,it won't happen again"."let's hope not." She said. When the bel, bell rang to go to lunch,my best friend,Marlon came up to me."What happend back there?" Marlon asked.To tell anda the truth,I've always had a crush on him.I always had a feeling he liked me back."Nothing,nothing at all,i was just dreamin." "What about?"he asked with a smile."I'm not telling you!" I berkata with a smile.When we went back to class,Ms.barton wanted to talk to me."Gwen,you have been sleeping in my class far to long". "sorry Ms.B,I havent been myslef lately." I berkata with a frown."OK,first of all,dont call me "Ms.B",and anda must go to sleep on time." She berkata with a light smile."sorry,it hared to fall a sleep in my house." well then...ther is only one thing to do...you need to,wake up..."