A dream.
Your life is never going
to be a dream.
Dreaming of
better days,
you're hoping
that pain will
cinta anda less,
but pain
loves anda more.
You're still
that sad child,
anda have never gotten
away from your past.
Your destiny
is bounded
for their sins.
anda cannot wash yourself,
anda cannot be yourself.
They see you
as their opportunity
to restore
their failures,
but they don't see
that your desires
are being smashed,
your identity is
being erased.
anda don't remember
who that person is,
anda don't dream
anymore,
anda don't rejoice
anymore,
tho you're still
that sad child
trapped within
their misfortune.
They want anda
to play oleh their rules,
all they know is how to
command,
but they don't see you,
they don't feel
the sorrow inside your
empty eyes,
those used to shine.
And you're still
that sad child
full of hope,
crashed oleh unfilled
dreams,
smashed oleh their
bitterness.
And your identity
is being erased,
you're life is fading.
The joy of living
anda don't see,
tho anda still have
your dreams,
anda still want those
better days,
that sad child
still lives inside you.
Your life is never going
to be a dream.
Dreaming of
better days,
you're hoping
that pain will
cinta anda less,
but pain
loves anda more.
You're still
that sad child,
anda have never gotten
away from your past.
Your destiny
is bounded
for their sins.
anda cannot wash yourself,
anda cannot be yourself.
They see you
as their opportunity
to restore
their failures,
but they don't see
that your desires
are being smashed,
your identity is
being erased.
anda don't remember
who that person is,
anda don't dream
anymore,
anda don't rejoice
anymore,
tho you're still
that sad child
trapped within
their misfortune.
They want anda
to play oleh their rules,
all they know is how to
command,
but they don't see you,
they don't feel
the sorrow inside your
empty eyes,
those used to shine.
And you're still
that sad child
full of hope,
crashed oleh unfilled
dreams,
smashed oleh their
bitterness.
And your identity
is being erased,
you're life is fading.
The joy of living
anda don't see,
tho anda still have
your dreams,
anda still want those
better days,
that sad child
still lives inside you.
I told someone once,
"You are alone".
The person refused to agree,
"Why?",
"What for?",
"Why should i be told I'm alone"
Those were the words most probably flowing through the fellas mind at the time,
Think of it,
Stop,
Take a deep breath,
Think again,
Who were anda with the last second?,
You, yourself and you,right?,
Look around you,
Are anda sure this is where anda want to be?,
I look,
Right now,
And,you know what I see?,
No one.
Nada Nada person,
Well that's my own language, forget it.
There's no one there,
But I do what I do best,
Suffer in silence.
"You are alone".
The person refused to agree,
"Why?",
"What for?",
"Why should i be told I'm alone"
Those were the words most probably flowing through the fellas mind at the time,
Think of it,
Stop,
Take a deep breath,
Think again,
Who were anda with the last second?,
You, yourself and you,right?,
Look around you,
Are anda sure this is where anda want to be?,
I look,
Right now,
And,you know what I see?,
No one.
Nada Nada person,
Well that's my own language, forget it.
There's no one there,
But I do what I do best,
Suffer in silence.
Syayuki Kimihiro,is a normal Japaneses high school girl trying to find her place and make friends,but when she was 5 she was taken from her home,she has many nightmares about this event even after 11 years,These nightmares consist of demons monsters and gargoyles.Her family says that it's normal sines she was found unconscious with no memories of this horrible event,now she has episodes where she has excruciating chest pain till she falls unconscious.Her mother being a doctor was able to make a vaccine for her but it only works for one day.Suddenly four new students appear making her episodes and nightmares worse.As if that's not bad enough now there are strange marks on her left wrist that hurt like hell.Do these new students have something to do with it and why is the leader constantly flirting with her?
Feel like falling,
but sure to stand fast.
Feel like letting go,
but afraid of the rash,
Feel like giving up,
but afraid to sleep,
Want to jump,
but afraid to of falling off way to deep.
Sometimes life takes me in weird directions,
but knowing me, its all imperfections.
Sometimes emotions awan every single thought,
and knowing my actions, I’m here to rot.
Forever will my mistakes continue to haunt me,
standing here, I now see.
What if things could be different selanjutnya time?
Would it then, take a lifetime?
but sure to stand fast.
Feel like letting go,
but afraid of the rash,
Feel like giving up,
but afraid to sleep,
Want to jump,
but afraid to of falling off way to deep.
Sometimes life takes me in weird directions,
but knowing me, its all imperfections.
Sometimes emotions awan every single thought,
and knowing my actions, I’m here to rot.
Forever will my mistakes continue to haunt me,
standing here, I now see.
What if things could be different selanjutnya time?
Would it then, take a lifetime?