“ the new beginning ”
As days passed it got worse. I couldn't take it anymore, we were growing apart, barely even talking.
Anything I talked about doing, Edward would disagree atau say its not safe.
Once, I was going to the toilet and Edward asked Alice to go with me!. To the toilet!
That led to a hari of me ignoring him. That taught him a lesson to shut his mouth and stop making decision for me…..well for about 24 hours. Then it starts again.
“Bells….your getting so boring! Talk a little…oh! I have a better idea lets play” Emmett grinned.
“Emmett, cant anda see Bella Is tired? She has to rest” Edward berkata and put a hand on my shoulder.
“But Edward, all your making Bella do is rest and halaman awal work!” Emmett argued with him.
I removed Edwards hand from my shoulder and got us before walking to the door.
“Where are anda going?” Edward asked.
“I’m going somewhere where I can make my own decisions. Not have someone making them for me!”
“Bella. I don’t think…”
“I’M NOT A DAMN PUPPET EDWARD!” I screamed at him.
Everyone appeared selanjutnya to Emmett, who was looking at me with pride.
“You cant just go! Victoria could be out there waiting for you” Edward berkata angrily.
“Well….news flash Edward. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! I’d rather live a short happy life than a long crappy, hiding in the shadows one!"
“Bell….”Edward started to talk but I cut him off.
“Just shut up Edward! I'm talking. anda are hiding me from everything! From the volturi and that stupid Victoria. Even from my friends”
“But its for your own protection”
“I don't need protection. Did I have a say in this? NO! I didn't. What a shock! anda are living my life for me, Edward! I don't even have a say in what I eat! Your always saying that's not enough anda need lebih protein, lebih this lebih that…blah, blah, blah!
He was looking at me shocked.
“What Edward?” I asked. He cant honestly say he didn’t know he was like this.
“Bella I’m sorry…I just...i just want anda to be healthy…if anda want anda can eat anything anda want… its no probl…”
“EDWARD!” I screamed.
He still looked confused.
“My health isn't fucking important to me!...you know what? I'm leaving. Cause your not going to change me and if I stay here I’m always going to run from my problems…that’s not gonna happen! I want my short human life to be spent in peace and for me to make my own decisions!...I’m tired of this Edward”
“Bella…look…if anda want…”He reached to take my hand but I just took a step back. That hurt him. I could tell oleh his face.
“I don't want anything from anda ever again Edward” I told him.
“Bella lets sit and talk about this” Alice looked at me with pleading eyes “we can figure this out..”
“Maybe later Alice…I want to go home. To my own house.
So… what did anda think?
I know in this chapter I was a little harsh with Eddie but….HE DESERVED IT! Wouldn't ya be if the one anda loved acted like this?
Heheheheh!:)))
selanjutnya chap is going to be better… maybe a little B/E but it will soon change!
Sooo….GUESS WHAT? *~~~~ Review~~~~*
As days passed it got worse. I couldn't take it anymore, we were growing apart, barely even talking.
Anything I talked about doing, Edward would disagree atau say its not safe.
Once, I was going to the toilet and Edward asked Alice to go with me!. To the toilet!
That led to a hari of me ignoring him. That taught him a lesson to shut his mouth and stop making decision for me…..well for about 24 hours. Then it starts again.
“Bells….your getting so boring! Talk a little…oh! I have a better idea lets play” Emmett grinned.
“Emmett, cant anda see Bella Is tired? She has to rest” Edward berkata and put a hand on my shoulder.
“But Edward, all your making Bella do is rest and halaman awal work!” Emmett argued with him.
I removed Edwards hand from my shoulder and got us before walking to the door.
“Where are anda going?” Edward asked.
“I’m going somewhere where I can make my own decisions. Not have someone making them for me!”
“Bella. I don’t think…”
“I’M NOT A DAMN PUPPET EDWARD!” I screamed at him.
Everyone appeared selanjutnya to Emmett, who was looking at me with pride.
“You cant just go! Victoria could be out there waiting for you” Edward berkata angrily.
“Well….news flash Edward. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! I’d rather live a short happy life than a long crappy, hiding in the shadows one!"
“Bell….”Edward started to talk but I cut him off.
“Just shut up Edward! I'm talking. anda are hiding me from everything! From the volturi and that stupid Victoria. Even from my friends”
“But its for your own protection”
“I don't need protection. Did I have a say in this? NO! I didn't. What a shock! anda are living my life for me, Edward! I don't even have a say in what I eat! Your always saying that's not enough anda need lebih protein, lebih this lebih that…blah, blah, blah!
He was looking at me shocked.
“What Edward?” I asked. He cant honestly say he didn’t know he was like this.
“Bella I’m sorry…I just...i just want anda to be healthy…if anda want anda can eat anything anda want… its no probl…”
“EDWARD!” I screamed.
He still looked confused.
“My health isn't fucking important to me!...you know what? I'm leaving. Cause your not going to change me and if I stay here I’m always going to run from my problems…that’s not gonna happen! I want my short human life to be spent in peace and for me to make my own decisions!...I’m tired of this Edward”
“Bella…look…if anda want…”He reached to take my hand but I just took a step back. That hurt him. I could tell oleh his face.
“I don't want anything from anda ever again Edward” I told him.
“Bella lets sit and talk about this” Alice looked at me with pleading eyes “we can figure this out..”
“Maybe later Alice…I want to go home. To my own house.
So… what did anda think?
I know in this chapter I was a little harsh with Eddie but….HE DESERVED IT! Wouldn't ya be if the one anda loved acted like this?
Heheheheh!:)))
selanjutnya chap is going to be better… maybe a little B/E but it will soon change!
Sooo….GUESS WHAT? *~~~~ Review~~~~*
