I closed my eyes and listened as the waves hit the rocks below. I could almost taste the salt in the air. I took a deep breath and opened my eyes.
"Don't do this." He stood beside me holding my wrist. But now, not even he could stop me.
"I can't take it anymore." I told him. "I have had all I can handle and it stops here."
"Bella, Love-" He pleaded.
"Don't call me Love. anda left me remember. Shouldn't anda have seen this comming?"
I took off my jaket and layed it on the bolder beside me.
"Put it back on and leave." He was despret. He shouldn't have left me like this. He should have known.
"I cinta you." I looked at him. "And this is the only way I can be with you."
"I'll come back."
"No anda won't." I shook my head. "And neither will I." And with that I stepped off the cliff.

"Breath!" My jantung was being forced to beat. "Please, Bella! Breath!"
No! Where did he go? I was finally with him. I could finally feel him again. "Bella." The voice breathed out. "Please." I could almost hear the tears in the voice. "I cinta you."
Jacob! Of course! I couldn't leave him. He kept me alive. I loved him too, and I couldn't just leave him. I gasped.
"Bella!" Jake grabbed me in his arms not only bringing me comfort but warmth from the icy water that soaked my clothes. "God." He whispered.
"Jake." I berkata hoarsly. "I'm-I'm sorry." I shivered. I opened my eyes and met his tear filled dark eyes.
"Bella, don't anda ever do that to me again." He pleaded. "I can't lose you, Bells."
I nodded in his chest and he picked me up. "Let's get anda home." I didn't protest. I needed him right now lebih than ever. And I would take what he would give.
He stopped oleh Leah's place and she made me some sup to take home. I wasn't sure I could eat anything right now, but I would be hungry tomorrow, so I didn't decline.
He helped me into the house and as I shurgged out of his jaket he took the sup into the kitchen.
"I left it in the microwave. anda gonna' be okay tonight?" He asked taking back the over sized jacket.
"Yea." I nodded.
"Kay." He kissed my fourhead. "I cinta you."
"Love you." I meant it the exact way it sounded. But he didn't know that, and for right now, I didn't want him to.
"Night Bells." He smiled and closed the door.
I sighed and trugged my way up the stairs. I looked at the clock hung on the hall wall. Eleven-thirty. Charlie wasn't halaman awal yet, but I didn't plan on him being halaman awal soon.
I opened my door and turned on the light.
I jumped because I wasn't alone.
"Bella?" Edward whispered.
I closed my door and my eyes. "You're not here." I sighed. "You're my imagination, and I have to let anda go." I opened my eyes but he was standing infront of me now. "You're gone. I get that. And I have to pindah on." I tried to walk through him like every time before but I just bounced back, and he didn't budge.
I thought for a moment. "Oh great." I threw my arms up. "This is just fantastic." I went around him and sat on my bed. "I knew it was to good to be true. Charlie is going to be crushed. As if one death wasn't enough." I fell back on my bed.
He was standing over me smiling. "What?" I asked.
"Bella, you're not dead." He chuckled.
I sat up and turned around. "Well sure Iam. You're here aren't you?"
"Yes, Love. But I'm truly here." He stroked my cheek with his finger tips.
"Don't play games." I told him.
As to prove a point he bent down and kissed me. He pulled me to him, crushing my body to his. I could feel the current flowing through every vein in my body. His hands mangled in my hair and my arms made there way around his waist. He pulled back and I gasped for air.
He smiled. "I'm really here."
He was here. He was back in my arms, and I was back in his. He came back. He loved me. "Edward!" I yelled and threw my arms around his neck. He wrapped his arms around me fully, as if trying to get closer.
"I'm here, Love." He whispered in my ear. "I'm here and I cinta you."
He really truly loved me. I pulled back and hit his chest. "You lied to me!" I yelled.
"Only to protect you." He confessed. "But Bella," He took my face in his hands. "That was the hardest thing I had done in over one hundred years. I thought about comming back sooner, but I was afraid anda would hate me. But I couldn't take it any longer. I decided that if all anda could give me was friendship, than I would take it. Just to be in your life. But fully trust me when I say, I will not leave anda again untill I am ordered away."
I kissed him feverishly. I longed for his icy lips, and tender touch. Now that I had it back, I wouldn't let it go. Ever.