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Chapter Nine =]
I’d never really understood why people would want to break the rules and cause damage to places. I guess I’d just seen my Mom drunk and smashing up our house too many times. But racing across the school field, tearing up each blade of rumput with my bike, with Sam the schools troublemaker, it felt kind of right. Not like I was breaking the rules and being reckless, but like I had every right to be here. Sam grinned as she splattered the science block with mud, and I grinned with her, she was such a free spirit. I was a little lebih careful, but I wasn’t thinking completely straight. I didn’t want to I liked the slight blur my thoughts and the world around me had acquired. It blocked the pain of my old family wanting me dead and my own Mom not telling me who my Dad was. But the pain of my whole stupid existence was hard to disguise. Only one emotion could disguise the pain well enough. Anger.
I’d never been an angry person, even as a teenager. But anger suited me fine at that moment.
When the field was painted mud brown, we sat in the centre picking at stray pieces of grass. Sam had made it clear that she didn’t want to do all the lovey dovey hand holding and other romantic things that I’d always imagined ‘couples’ doing, but that was fine oleh me. I didn’t like the word ‘couple’ atau being labelled as one, so that suited me just fine.
I was deep in thought, so when something ice cold pressed into my skin I jumped a foot into the air, before I realised it was the palm of Sam’s hand pressing into my chest. Everything felt so cold to me now.
She laughed loudly. “Little on edge there Embry?” Her hand snapped quickly form my chest “I was just seeing how fast your jantung was going. I’m surprised you’re not having a jantung attack, is 100,000 beats a menit healthy?” she berkata playfully. I smirked, my jantung racing even faster as I wondered how I was going to do this. I edged my self closer to her, not letting my eyes meet hers. My cheeks were glowing hot, as I realised what a total prat I must look. But before I could think of how to attract her attention to my lips, a cold rough finger was under my chin and quickly pulling my face up. Sam didn’t stare dreamily into my eyes; she didn’t slowly pull my face to hers, thankfully. Before I could blink her face was an inch from mine her lips pressing sharply against mine. Her hand racked threw my hair, tugging at the knots making me wince slightly. I felt the heat pulsing down my spine. I fought the shaking oleh sliding my arms round Sam’s tiny waist, and pulling her closer so she was pressed tightly against my chest. I felt her flinch at my heat, but still she grabbed onto my neck pulling herself closer, and suddenly I was staring up at her face. She was beautiful, all her features small and neat, apart from her eyes. They were big, and round, and painted a beautiful shade of chocolate-brown. The light danced off them, and I was mesmerised oleh the swirling colours, her eyes were the most beautiful part of her face. But I could see the tears and the agonising pain, just behind her eyelids. I stared up at her eyes, wishing I could take the pain away.
Her lips left mine suddenly, but before I could say anything, her leg hooked around my waist, she pulled her self up so she was leaning over me, her body locked with mine. My jantung was hammering so hard, I didn’t hear the footsteps up from behind us. Until, that was, Jared spoke. His voice was acidic, but I thought he also sounded pained oleh something, like there was a lump in his throat, when he growled “Embry! Leave her alone!”
hope anda like it =] cinta she_wolf x
Chapter Nine =]
I’d never really understood why people would want to break the rules and cause damage to places. I guess I’d just seen my Mom drunk and smashing up our house too many times. But racing across the school field, tearing up each blade of rumput with my bike, with Sam the schools troublemaker, it felt kind of right. Not like I was breaking the rules and being reckless, but like I had every right to be here. Sam grinned as she splattered the science block with mud, and I grinned with her, she was such a free spirit. I was a little lebih careful, but I wasn’t thinking completely straight. I didn’t want to I liked the slight blur my thoughts and the world around me had acquired. It blocked the pain of my old family wanting me dead and my own Mom not telling me who my Dad was. But the pain of my whole stupid existence was hard to disguise. Only one emotion could disguise the pain well enough. Anger.
I’d never been an angry person, even as a teenager. But anger suited me fine at that moment.
When the field was painted mud brown, we sat in the centre picking at stray pieces of grass. Sam had made it clear that she didn’t want to do all the lovey dovey hand holding and other romantic things that I’d always imagined ‘couples’ doing, but that was fine oleh me. I didn’t like the word ‘couple’ atau being labelled as one, so that suited me just fine.
I was deep in thought, so when something ice cold pressed into my skin I jumped a foot into the air, before I realised it was the palm of Sam’s hand pressing into my chest. Everything felt so cold to me now.
She laughed loudly. “Little on edge there Embry?” Her hand snapped quickly form my chest “I was just seeing how fast your jantung was going. I’m surprised you’re not having a jantung attack, is 100,000 beats a menit healthy?” she berkata playfully. I smirked, my jantung racing even faster as I wondered how I was going to do this. I edged my self closer to her, not letting my eyes meet hers. My cheeks were glowing hot, as I realised what a total prat I must look. But before I could think of how to attract her attention to my lips, a cold rough finger was under my chin and quickly pulling my face up. Sam didn’t stare dreamily into my eyes; she didn’t slowly pull my face to hers, thankfully. Before I could blink her face was an inch from mine her lips pressing sharply against mine. Her hand racked threw my hair, tugging at the knots making me wince slightly. I felt the heat pulsing down my spine. I fought the shaking oleh sliding my arms round Sam’s tiny waist, and pulling her closer so she was pressed tightly against my chest. I felt her flinch at my heat, but still she grabbed onto my neck pulling herself closer, and suddenly I was staring up at her face. She was beautiful, all her features small and neat, apart from her eyes. They were big, and round, and painted a beautiful shade of chocolate-brown. The light danced off them, and I was mesmerised oleh the swirling colours, her eyes were the most beautiful part of her face. But I could see the tears and the agonising pain, just behind her eyelids. I stared up at her eyes, wishing I could take the pain away.
Her lips left mine suddenly, but before I could say anything, her leg hooked around my waist, she pulled her self up so she was leaning over me, her body locked with mine. My jantung was hammering so hard, I didn’t hear the footsteps up from behind us. Until, that was, Jared spoke. His voice was acidic, but I thought he also sounded pained oleh something, like there was a lump in his throat, when he growled “Embry! Leave her alone!”
hope anda like it =] cinta she_wolf x
"hey bella going to a party dressing like that." alice pointed at my jeans and t-shirt
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just berkata that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine anda can dress me up. aneways it is a halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell anda that anda had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 jam later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just berkata that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine anda can dress me up. aneways it is a halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell anda that anda had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 jam later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
sorry if this sucks I'm trying this for the first time.
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he berkata to me. "yeah and anda should be hunting." I berkata with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see anda later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what anda looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he berkata to me. "yeah and anda should be hunting." I berkata with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see anda later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what anda looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
Introduction
What if I told anda I was a vampire and not the good kind, would anda believe me? Of course not. anda live in a world where vampire don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. anda must not let your friends nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once anda turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell anda is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect anda to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampire aren’t supposed to be real, but anda my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before anda turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask anda again to keep this book a secret, if anda don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
anda may now enter. If anda dare.
What if I told anda I was a vampire and not the good kind, would anda believe me? Of course not. anda live in a world where vampire don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. anda must not let your friends nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once anda turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell anda is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect anda to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampire aren’t supposed to be real, but anda my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before anda turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask anda again to keep this book a secret, if anda don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
anda may now enter. If anda dare.
1.I'm really afraid of getting hit oleh cars, like terrified of it. I'm terrified of crossing streets. I'm also very accident-prone... I think people aim for me.
2.I went to do my first big movie when I was 17. I was in South Africa for three and half months, and I was oleh myself.
3.I was just taking out my trash and I had, like, 300 cans of Diet Coke. It was just like, "How did that happen?" I don't even remember buying them. I also like Cinnamon roti panggang Crunch. My addictions are pretty much the only things I consume.
4.I've got a terrible memory -- I end up repeating myself quite a lot. The only thing I can remember is that I'm going to repeat myself!