3. BEGINNING

    I AND ANGELA’S CHAT GOT TOO FAR. WE TALKED ABOUT MANY DIFFERENT THINGS here in Forks including those which are out-of-the-world. Our conversation ended before the sunset. At last, the rain stopped. I stopped to chill, too. Angelia brought me halaman awal so I am aman, brankas that night. She really is a good friend.

    “Thank anda Bella for your time” she mumbled
    “I should be the one to say that” I berkata with a crooked smile. “You did many things for me today so thank you. I really enjoy this day. Thanks.”
    “Okay, you’re welcome, see yah tomorrow”
    “Yeah sure”

    That hari was so great. But then, I dreamt again --- vampires?

Edward’s POV

    Hours passed . . . Nights passed . . . Days passed . . . but every instant here in Forks still the same, nothing change. I can’t introduce my self to Bella, I wanted to know her lebih since the first time I saw her but I was ashamed that she would hate me, wouldn’t like me, either. But one time in the perpustakaan I saw her membaca books. She really sparks in my eyes --- she’s so beautiful. She stood from her kursi and went to the bookshelves to look for a book and I go after her.

    “Hi! What are anda searching atau looking for?” I asked.
    “I’ve got it” she murmured.
    “Huh?” I berkata and tried to look in the cover of the book she is holding. “Vampires?”

    She did not answer me. She went back to her kursi and I tried to follow her again. I felt anxious to take a kursi in front of her. But I did it. I looked in her beautiful eyes. Darn it, she noticed me. I am not aware of that, it made me feel lebih apprehensive.

    “Are anda following me?” she asked.
    “No...no…” I answered.
    “But, why anda were here? She berkata swiftly.
    “Er. Actually I wanted to meet you, can I take this opportunity?
    “Sure” she breathed and smiled smoothly to me.
    “By the way, I am Edward Anthony Masen Cullen”
    “Oh! Nice name” she mumbled. “My name is Isabella Marie Swan, but please just call me Bella” she smiled gently
    “Thanks, and yeah sure . . sure. . I’ll call anda Bella as anda wish” I’m so delighted that I did it, to introduce my self to the one I like, it made my hari whole. She smiled and looked at me for a menit and bowed her head again and continued to look at the content of the book, all concerning vampires. Did someone tell her that there are vampire here in Forks?
    “Why are anda getting information about vampires? Interested to them?” I whispered.
    “It’s be…because…” She did not finish what she is saying because Alice entered the perpustakaan and walked towards me.
    “Edward...!” Alice shouted. She caught the attentions of all the ppl in the library, she saw Bella and smiled at her.
    “What’s that, Alice?” I asked.
    “Come on let’s go”
    “But where --- where are we going?” I asked again.
    “Home…” She answered.
    “home? Are anda kidding? This early?    
    “Yes. C’mon.”
    “Ok. I’m coming” I leave the room looking at her and likewise, she was also looking at me until I get out of the room.

    I don’t want to leave Bella that time but I have to. I can’t do anything but obey Alice. We arrived at halaman awal before lunch break. As we entered the house, I saw Carlisle, Esme, Jasper, Rosalie and Emmet sitting at the dipan, sofa waiting for us.
    
    “What are we going to talk about?” I asked.
    “The weather is now calming; in a few days there will be sun. We’re going to hunt for food” Carlisle said.
    “uhh…” I responded.
    “Why?” He asked. While he was staring at me, I saw Alice whispered something to Esme.
    “One thing about is we also heard that anda are getting closer with a human” Esme said.
    “And what’s the problem about it?”
    “There is”
    “But anda shouldn’t” Rosalie berkata to me. “Remember, she is a human and you’re a vampire, anda will only cause troubles and struggles to her”
    “Shut up Rosalie. Let him do what he wanted. He knows what he is doing” Alice said.
    “I Promise that I’m going to manage it in a right way” I muttered.
    “Okay, do whatever anda want, anda have your own life but please clear in your mind that anda chose the right person” Carlisle responded. “And also, be sure that she can keep anything once anda told her that we are not humans but bloodsuckers” he added.
    “Yes. . . I promise.”
    “That’s good. Let us stop this conversation, then.”

    All of them went into their own place. The whole hari I stayed in my room sitting in the floor, thinking how can I get closer to the girl I like and planning how can I tell her the truth. The cold breeze of wind wrapped me. In all of a sudden, how can I tell her the true me, my true identity, how?