noah's pov

i had never feel this pain, this desperation
how could it be that i had to leave the only person i had ever cinta leave her to stay with the dog jacob a person that i dispise so much

but i had to i know that i had to i only had a bulan with my cinta with renesmee
renesmee

i knew that the best way was to start to get away slowly but i couldn't imagine letting go of her in my last bulan with her

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jake's pov

my jantung froze when nessie hug the blood sucker but i feel such joy when i realize that he was going away finally !!!!

it hurt me that nessie cried so much over this but i knew she would want to be with the bloddsucker last days so i wiill stay away and in a bulan everything would be perefect the way it was suppose to be

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nessie's pov

i spend every detik with noah in our last days
i even sleep in the same room but not in the same tempat tidur noah wouldn't allowed that...

today it was the last hari

the last night
"don't go noah please" i berkata
"its going to be ok anda are going to be ok" noah berkata while we were going to his room well our room he was holding me oleh the waist

we arrived to the room and he went to lay down on the dipan, sofa i went slowly to the tempat tidur but then i went for the dipan, sofa
"Nessie please i told anda many times that" noah started saying
i just look at his green sad eyes
"No noah this is not your decision is mine ok" i berkata and ciuman him

he hadn't ciuman me in all thise 30 days and he was suddenly as eager and urgent as i was he carry me while he ciuman me to the tempat tidur

i rip his clothes and he said
"no nessie this is wrong" noah started but i started to ciuman him and the api was inevitable
he rip my clothes then
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when i woke up i was in noah's arms i had never felt this happy in my life i ciuman his neck

then i remember he was....
saddness surounded me

noah was already awake he touch my cheek and then he saw my sad expresion
"noah please dont go " i murmure
he sigh heavily brokenly triyng not to cry
"i have to im sorry i should have stop this will only make things harder for anda " noah berkata in agony

i look at his eyes

"noah i don't regret any detik i spend with anda ok "i berkata serouly
he smile an ciuman me fiercly again
i ciuman him back we were going again when alice tap the door

"emmm nessie im sorry but noah it is time " alice berkata with the lifeless voice she used since aro came. jasper was also staying here

noah get up from the tempat tidur and started to get dress

"no noah don't go" i cried
noah look at me in agony he ciuman my forehead
"im so sorry renesmee, i cinta anda " he said
"i cinta anda too noah please stay"
"be happy ness don't think of me forget me ok" noah berkata pleading
i touch his cheek
i tampil him all our memorys
"never noah" i whispered

he hug me and ciuman me in my forehead my cheeks and my lips and before i could stop him he run to the door

i ran but they were already gone