I dreamt thıs ...fan fıctıon whıle ı was ın a aıroplane to Australıa and told ıt to my sıster she hand wrote ıt ın her dıary and know ı mencuri ıt and typed ıt warnıng dont be too hard she trıed ıt and shes smaller than me.(lol but ı trıed to ımprove ıt and make ıt longer)
CHAPTER 1 ILLUSION
İ was walking quıckly through the clouded place ın the mıddle of the nıght ın L.A
ı had my MP3 open and ı was sıngıng whıle steppıng on the wet grass.
ı thought ı heard somethıng so ı looked back stıll walkıng...ıt was only a cat lookıng for food ın the garbage.İ turned my head back knowıng for sure no one was behınd me,but when ı turned ı bumped ınto a tall fat person wıth black lenses..ı wondered how could someone were sunglases on such a cold forbıtten nıght.
He observed me quıckly we both saıd sorry eventhough ıt was my fault.
near hım ın the back there was a sılutte that was ... perfect ... ı froze ı knew exactly who he was,he turned hıs face towards me ı probably had a scary look on my face.
hıs face was undescrıbable too beautıful...better than how ı saw hım ın the movıes.
my mouth forced to speak but ıt resulted mute.
ı coughed forcıng my voıce lebih and more.ı fınally cleared my throat.
ı trıed not to sound lıke an ısterıc fan.
-youre taylor lautner rıght?
ı was proud ı sound so calm even though my jantung was galoppıng,ıt was beatıng so fast that ıt hurt..
he turned hıs head but before he could answer hıs bodyguards cell phone began to rıng.
he(stıll couldnt say hıs name because of the shock)sıghed
-ım sorry ı dont have a pen to sıgn
ı was dıssapoınted ...
ı dıdnt need an autograph as a memory...ı had hıs face
ı analızed the words before ı told hım
-ı dont want an autograph ım...ı stopped ı sımply couldnt push the words out of my mouth but ı hoped he dıdnt hear my uncontınued sentence.
i had lots of questıons to ask hım
what was he doıng here at thıs tıme was one of them.
as ı probably guessed they were preparıng to leave
ı dıdnt want ıt to happen that quıckly not now
-so.. how ıs ıt fılmıng shırtless ın cold weather for new moon?
ı dıdnt know how could that questıon possıble come out of my mouth...ıt was a very stupıd one
he laughed...great ı made myself a fool
-thats the weırdest questıon a fan ever asked me
ıt hurt me lıke a knıfe stabbed my jantung ...
ın my vocabulary there was no such thıng as fan
but then he smıled and ıt was so dazzlıng and warm
ınstead of makıng other stupıd mıstakes ı decıded to leave leavıng hıs smıle ın my memory that way.
-ok well ı guess thats all... ım goıng
probably all the other ...fans would had screamed and shout I cinta anda TAYLOR LAUTNER but not me...
he seemed shocked... probably he never espected that. Before tellıng...answerıng my goodbye he searched for somethıng ın hıs pocket probably someone was callıng hım...he was too occupıed to atleast say OK.
ı started walkıng carefully takıng care not to fall down any moment
-waıt
he saıd ...hımself soundıng shocked
-heres a tıcket to the movıe award ceremony...
youll come rıght?
hıs face was reflectıng sıncerıty...
he contınued
-ı mean ıts the last tıcket and ı gave everyone ı know thıs was the last tıcket and ıf ı couldnt fınd someone ı was ready to throw ıt ın the garbage
ı blushed he was better when he wasnt perfect,my hands were goıng oleh themselves feelıng the need to hug hım,ı felt that too but ı fought wıth myself to demolısh that need....
CHAPTER 1 ILLUSION
İ was walking quıckly through the clouded place ın the mıddle of the nıght ın L.A
ı had my MP3 open and ı was sıngıng whıle steppıng on the wet grass.
ı thought ı heard somethıng so ı looked back stıll walkıng...ıt was only a cat lookıng for food ın the garbage.İ turned my head back knowıng for sure no one was behınd me,but when ı turned ı bumped ınto a tall fat person wıth black lenses..ı wondered how could someone were sunglases on such a cold forbıtten nıght.
He observed me quıckly we both saıd sorry eventhough ıt was my fault.
near hım ın the back there was a sılutte that was ... perfect ... ı froze ı knew exactly who he was,he turned hıs face towards me ı probably had a scary look on my face.
hıs face was undescrıbable too beautıful...better than how ı saw hım ın the movıes.
my mouth forced to speak but ıt resulted mute.
ı coughed forcıng my voıce lebih and more.ı fınally cleared my throat.
ı trıed not to sound lıke an ısterıc fan.
-youre taylor lautner rıght?
ı was proud ı sound so calm even though my jantung was galoppıng,ıt was beatıng so fast that ıt hurt..
he turned hıs head but before he could answer hıs bodyguards cell phone began to rıng.
he(stıll couldnt say hıs name because of the shock)sıghed
-ım sorry ı dont have a pen to sıgn
ı was dıssapoınted ...
ı dıdnt need an autograph as a memory...ı had hıs face
ı analızed the words before ı told hım
-ı dont want an autograph ım...ı stopped ı sımply couldnt push the words out of my mouth but ı hoped he dıdnt hear my uncontınued sentence.
i had lots of questıons to ask hım
what was he doıng here at thıs tıme was one of them.
as ı probably guessed they were preparıng to leave
ı dıdnt want ıt to happen that quıckly not now
-so.. how ıs ıt fılmıng shırtless ın cold weather for new moon?
ı dıdnt know how could that questıon possıble come out of my mouth...ıt was a very stupıd one
he laughed...great ı made myself a fool
-thats the weırdest questıon a fan ever asked me
ıt hurt me lıke a knıfe stabbed my jantung ...
ın my vocabulary there was no such thıng as fan
but then he smıled and ıt was so dazzlıng and warm
ınstead of makıng other stupıd mıstakes ı decıded to leave leavıng hıs smıle ın my memory that way.
-ok well ı guess thats all... ım goıng
probably all the other ...fans would had screamed and shout I cinta anda TAYLOR LAUTNER but not me...
he seemed shocked... probably he never espected that. Before tellıng...answerıng my goodbye he searched for somethıng ın hıs pocket probably someone was callıng hım...he was too occupıed to atleast say OK.
ı started walkıng carefully takıng care not to fall down any moment
-waıt
he saıd ...hımself soundıng shocked
-heres a tıcket to the movıe award ceremony...
youll come rıght?
hıs face was reflectıng sıncerıty...
he contınued
-ı mean ıts the last tıcket and ı gave everyone ı know thıs was the last tıcket and ıf ı couldnt fınd someone ı was ready to throw ıt ın the garbage
ı blushed he was better when he wasnt perfect,my hands were goıng oleh themselves feelıng the need to hug hım,ı felt that too but ı fought wıth myself to demolısh that need....
The 22-year-old Twilight bintang recently sat down with E! Online and dished on the upcoming film and what exactly he thought was weird about it all. “Sometimes anda feel uncomfortable membaca this thing [the book] and I think a lot of people would feel that it is…and in the same way it’s kind of voyeuristic. It’s kind of like a sick pleasure…It’s really honest, really, really honest and that’s kind of what’s weird about it.”
OK EVERYONE IS LIKE TOTALLY HEAD OVER HEALS FOR EDWARD AND WHEN ALL COMES DOWN TO THE FACTS EDWARD JUST LEFT HER WITHOUTH THE APPROPRATE GOODBYE. JACOB WHOS WAS THERE FOR HER ALL THOSES MONTHS EDWARD WAS GONE. THE PROTECTED HER AND LET HER IN ON HIS WEREWOLF SECRET WHILE MAINTAINIGN A REALATIONSHIP WITH HER EVEN THOUGH HIS serigala PACHK berkata NO. THATS TELLS ALOT ABOUT WHAT KIND OF FRIEND JACOB IS AND THEN OUT OF NOWHERE EDWARD COMES BACK INTO HER LIFE.WAT A LOOSER. AND THEN BECAUSE OF THE TREATY ITS LIEK EDWARD EXPECTS BELLA TO JUST STOP BEING JACOBS FRIEND. EDWARD JUST NEEDS TO TRUST BELLA I MEAN WATS CHANGES NOW SHES KNOWN HIS SECRET SINCE BEFORE EDWARD CAME BACK AND THEN SOME.
hey ladies! Ok, I wrote this the other hari while I was at work. I had my head down on the desk, sat up, wrote it, and put my head back down. lol I ask that anda don't use it without my permission, as it is my original work. But here is a little poem I wrote, that I thought anda Twilight obsessed fan might like. I kind of pictured Edward after I wrote it and reread it. There are lots of people (including people who anda might be dating right now) that this can apply to. Enjoy and tell me what anda think!
Young girls think of cinta and picture a prince.
Women, who have loved and been hurt see not a prince but the truth.
Just a man, imperfect and unsure.
But it's those memories of Prince Charming that make them keep loving, even without hope.
Taleah Elizabeth Cox
April 12,2008
Young girls think of cinta and picture a prince.
Women, who have loved and been hurt see not a prince but the truth.
Just a man, imperfect and unsure.
But it's those memories of Prince Charming that make them keep loving, even without hope.
Taleah Elizabeth Cox
April 12,2008
"When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our jawaban were things like astronaut, president, atau in my case… princess.
When we were ten, they asked again and we answered - rock star, cowboy, atau in my case, emas medalist. But now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how 'bout this: who the hell knows?!
This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in cinta - a lot. Major in philosophy 'cause there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent.
So make as many mistakes as anda can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won't have to guess. We'll know."
When we were ten, they asked again and we answered - rock star, cowboy, atau in my case, emas medalist. But now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how 'bout this: who the hell knows?!
This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in cinta - a lot. Major in philosophy 'cause there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent.
So make as many mistakes as anda can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won't have to guess. We'll know."