When we were done treading water it was about 5 am and we got to dry
off and go eat breakfast I think everyone was hungry. We went to class
afterward for what it seemed like forever but we watched a few video
and answered some pertanyaan so of wasn't that bad. Then we all went
for a jog. It was so cold outside that anda could see your breath. We
had ran about 2 miles when I started to have trouble breathing. I was
like great. So I fell behind some of the others and Senior Chief was
pulling up the so I fell back behind him a little bit. He asked “if I
was okay” he berkata “that he could hear me breathing really loud”. I
stopped and berkata “not really(gasping for air)”. My ribs were hurting so
bad that I just had to lay flat on my back and take little breathes.
Senior chief told me “to stand” but I told him that “it hurt my ribs”.
Then I had to tell a lie why my ribs were hurting and Sergeant sinar, ray saw
Senior helping me up once the pain was almost gone. I finally
convinced senior chief to let me run some more. That hari was exhausting.
That night I was told that “Sergeant sinar, ray wanted to see me in his office”.
I ask Max and Jordan “if they would follow me cause well to tell anda
the truth I was very frightened oleh him”. When I got to his office he
berkata that “he saw me jogging” and asked “if I was okay” and that's when I
retaliated and berkata “no”! “How could I be okay anda broke my rib”?!I berkata He came
over to me and berkata “calm down someone might hear anda atau does someone
like Senior Chief Randal know already”? “I didn't tell him I told him a
lie” I quickly responded. Soon I got up and berkata that “I’m leaving
cause it was midnight” and we had been up since 3 am that morning.
That's when he punched me in the face and I fell on it hands and knees
it was a quite fall so max and Jordan didn't hear it. When I tried to
stand up he quickly kicked me in my ribs and that's when I blacked
out I was in so much pain.
off and go eat breakfast I think everyone was hungry. We went to class
afterward for what it seemed like forever but we watched a few video
and answered some pertanyaan so of wasn't that bad. Then we all went
for a jog. It was so cold outside that anda could see your breath. We
had ran about 2 miles when I started to have trouble breathing. I was
like great. So I fell behind some of the others and Senior Chief was
pulling up the so I fell back behind him a little bit. He asked “if I
was okay” he berkata “that he could hear me breathing really loud”. I
stopped and berkata “not really(gasping for air)”. My ribs were hurting so
bad that I just had to lay flat on my back and take little breathes.
Senior chief told me “to stand” but I told him that “it hurt my ribs”.
Then I had to tell a lie why my ribs were hurting and Sergeant sinar, ray saw
Senior helping me up once the pain was almost gone. I finally
convinced senior chief to let me run some more. That hari was exhausting.
That night I was told that “Sergeant sinar, ray wanted to see me in his office”.
I ask Max and Jordan “if they would follow me cause well to tell anda
the truth I was very frightened oleh him”. When I got to his office he
berkata that “he saw me jogging” and asked “if I was okay” and that's when I
retaliated and berkata “no”! “How could I be okay anda broke my rib”?!I berkata He came
over to me and berkata “calm down someone might hear anda atau does someone
like Senior Chief Randal know already”? “I didn't tell him I told him a
lie” I quickly responded. Soon I got up and berkata that “I’m leaving
cause it was midnight” and we had been up since 3 am that morning.
That's when he punched me in the face and I fell on it hands and knees
it was a quite fall so max and Jordan didn't hear it. When I tried to
stand up he quickly kicked me in my ribs and that's when I blacked
out I was in so much pain.
alone in the dark i cannot breathe
where is my jantung its locked inside of me
somewhere i cant go on.im scared yeah i feel all alone
where did anda go my only love
yes time moves on without me.
im not as strong as anda want me to be
anda tell me anda dont want me
and that anda must leave.
oh i fall on my knees
yeah i i cannot breathe
was it not enough to want anda
forever and a day
i am sorry that anda feel that way.
for i will cinta anda yeah till the end of time.
even then i will.in my world anda will still be mine.
ive cried myself out .im numb of the pain
null and void practicaly insane
yeah i hear voices all the time
only yours my cinta and only in my mind
can anda hear me screaming out to you
i cinta anda forever i will be here waiting for you
where is my jantung its locked inside of me
somewhere i cant go on.im scared yeah i feel all alone
where did anda go my only love
yes time moves on without me.
im not as strong as anda want me to be
anda tell me anda dont want me
and that anda must leave.
oh i fall on my knees
yeah i i cannot breathe
was it not enough to want anda
forever and a day
i am sorry that anda feel that way.
for i will cinta anda yeah till the end of time.
even then i will.in my world anda will still be mine.
ive cried myself out .im numb of the pain
null and void practicaly insane
yeah i hear voices all the time
only yours my cinta and only in my mind
can anda hear me screaming out to you
i cinta anda forever i will be here waiting for you