Renesmee just froze there. We finally told her and good timing to because Trenotn was off hunting and so he couldn't hear. I waved my hand around in front of her face. " Hello? Honey are anda ok?" I shook her gently.
" Mom, um how much time do we have until I can do the change?" Nessie finally asked. I hadn't thought of that but Edward knew that answer because he said," anda have to make your decision 2 days from now atau else the deals over." KNOCK....KNOCK...KNOCK. There Jacob stood when I open the door. " hey guys I heard about what happened and I want to let anda guys know if anda need anything I'll be here for you. Nessie I'll stand oleh whatever decision anda make because anda know what's best for you." He berkata and his cheeks flushed but not because he was embaressed it was because he ran over here in human form. " Renesmee can i talk to you?" Jake asked and she nodded and walked outside quietly with him.
" So whatcha thinking Princess?" Jacob mumbled atau well it sounded like he did." I don't know I want to live but...." Renesmee stuggled to get the words out.
" But what?"
" I don't know what to decide. I want to live really. I want to be with anda and everyone else but i feel like someone is trying to kill me slowly and painlessly for almost killing me mother." I saw the tears spill out of her eyes. Jacob went over to buaian, cradle her body. Not that i was watching atau spying i just wanted to know what she would decide. I'm a mom I'm supposed to be worried about my daughter.
" No one is trying to kill anda well maybe Trenton. I berkata maybe . But I want anda to stay alive. I cinta you." Jacob tried to let it sink into her mind. " anda know what i will do the change but anda have to be beside me." They kissed. Well better tell Carlisle then.
I was dancing with joy when i called Carlisle to tell him the news. " Thats great! Well I'll phone Aro now to tell him." Carlisle hung up.
But one thing i didn't notice when i was on the phone with Carlisle was that Edward and Jacob was fighting with Trenton outside.
I knew it was about Renesmee. I scrolled my phone to a familiar number and Alice picked it up. "Hey come to the cottage and bring everyone with anda please hurry."
I went outside and i was using my sheild to protect everyone. Then the others came Emmett had a big wide scary smile on his face. Everyone joined in and the sheild grew bigger
" Mom, um how much time do we have until I can do the change?" Nessie finally asked. I hadn't thought of that but Edward knew that answer because he said," anda have to make your decision 2 days from now atau else the deals over." KNOCK....KNOCK...KNOCK. There Jacob stood when I open the door. " hey guys I heard about what happened and I want to let anda guys know if anda need anything I'll be here for you. Nessie I'll stand oleh whatever decision anda make because anda know what's best for you." He berkata and his cheeks flushed but not because he was embaressed it was because he ran over here in human form. " Renesmee can i talk to you?" Jake asked and she nodded and walked outside quietly with him.
" So whatcha thinking Princess?" Jacob mumbled atau well it sounded like he did." I don't know I want to live but...." Renesmee stuggled to get the words out.
" But what?"
" I don't know what to decide. I want to live really. I want to be with anda and everyone else but i feel like someone is trying to kill me slowly and painlessly for almost killing me mother." I saw the tears spill out of her eyes. Jacob went over to buaian, cradle her body. Not that i was watching atau spying i just wanted to know what she would decide. I'm a mom I'm supposed to be worried about my daughter.
" No one is trying to kill anda well maybe Trenton. I berkata maybe . But I want anda to stay alive. I cinta you." Jacob tried to let it sink into her mind. " anda know what i will do the change but anda have to be beside me." They kissed. Well better tell Carlisle then.
I was dancing with joy when i called Carlisle to tell him the news. " Thats great! Well I'll phone Aro now to tell him." Carlisle hung up.
But one thing i didn't notice when i was on the phone with Carlisle was that Edward and Jacob was fighting with Trenton outside.
I knew it was about Renesmee. I scrolled my phone to a familiar number and Alice picked it up. "Hey come to the cottage and bring everyone with anda please hurry."
I went outside and i was using my sheild to protect everyone. Then the others came Emmett had a big wide scary smile on his face. Everyone joined in and the sheild grew bigger
i couldn't let myself even think for a detik that i could ease Rosalies Pain.
i never thought that anyone could, not even Emmett at his full best, and here i sit with everything she ever wanted, and i dont even want it. how could i be so selfish to tie the knot and give up the chance that i might regret for a long time adn might risk a wonderful friendship.
What about Alice, and esme? They may not have asked but i know they would pass up the oppurtunitie.
And what about myself. I've already had a baby, ive got a daughter, but i will regret this later too.
I have the most precious gift for a vampire in my grasp and idont want it, if only i could give it away.
What would Happen to me, if i did use this. would i die, really truely die,
and jacob, his pack wouldnt not agree. i cant please anyone.
"Bella" i tunefull voice whispered outside.
i never thought that anyone could, not even Emmett at his full best, and here i sit with everything she ever wanted, and i dont even want it. how could i be so selfish to tie the knot and give up the chance that i might regret for a long time adn might risk a wonderful friendship.
What about Alice, and esme? They may not have asked but i know they would pass up the oppurtunitie.
And what about myself. I've already had a baby, ive got a daughter, but i will regret this later too.
I have the most precious gift for a vampire in my grasp and idont want it, if only i could give it away.
What would Happen to me, if i did use this. would i die, really truely die,
and jacob, his pack wouldnt not agree. i cant please anyone.
"Bella" i tunefull voice whispered outside.