It will be only these 2article today, because me being sick and all :( :S . I can't really focus for the moment, I'll put 3 artikel back up when I'm feeling better.I promise :D

Bella's pov

I woke up in tempat tidur again, starting to think that it was all dream. That I was still Franco’s prisoner till I saw an IV cable with blood running into my veins. I jumped up on the bed.
“Bella, Bella. It’s okay, your aman, brankas now” I heard Alice sousing me down. I looked around the room and noticed that Jasper walked in looking at me. Alice came sitting selanjutnya to me and just hold me tight.
“Is it over” I whispered soft
“Franco is death, your aman, brankas now Bella” she berkata with a little joy in her voice.
I just looked at her still not believing what she just said.
“Alice can I have a minute” I heard Edward’s voice soft. My jantung just skipped a beat just hearing his voice.
Alice stood up letting me go and walked out of the room. I was still starring right in front of me, not looking where Edward was atau went. I could hear him approaching me.
“Bella” he berkata soft like it was the wind who berkata my name

I gently turned myself towards him and I saw so much pain in his eyes that I started to sob really hard.
“Bella, please don’t cry” I heard him say and he grabbed me tight against his chest.
I pushed him away.
“I’m sorry” I berkata sobbing still hard
“Bella, there’s nothing to apologize for” he berkata sad to me
“Just stop it, I want anda to be mad at me. I hurt anda over and over again, I didn’t trust anda enough to tell anda what’s going on” I yelled at him still sobbing hard
He grabbed me tight against his chest again, but I didn’t wanted him to. So I started pushing him away again but he wouldn’t budge, he didn’t let me go. If I was hurting him he didn’t mention atau showed it.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry” I kept saying with sobs while struggling to get out of his arms again.
“Bella, stop it. Stop doing this to yourself” he berkata upset
I stopped struggling but I kept sobbing against his chest.
“I don’t want your forgiveness, I will understand if you’ll leave me” I kept saying with sobs.
“Bella, first of all there’s nothing to forgive and I will never leave you, anda are the cinta of my life, my soul mate and detik I want your forgiveness for what I have done. I ...” he started to say with his sweet and gentle voice, but I interrupted him
“Forgive you” I berkata with a gentle sob looking at him surprised. “what are anda talking about”
“Bella, I wasn’t there for anda when anda needed me the most. I didn’t listen to you, I didn’t trust anda and worse I lied to you” he berkata upset looking at the ground now.

I looked at him and my hands grabbed his face so he would look at me.
“I don’t need to forgive you, because like anda berkata there’s nothing to forgive. My cinta for anda never changed, for me, anda are still the only person that can make my jantung beat” I berkata to him loveable.
He looked at me with his black sweet loveable eyes and just out of the blue he kissed my lips. My hands were still on his face when I kissed him back then we both stopped and just looked at each other.
“I want to tampil you, how I’m feeling, but only if anda want me too” I berkata gently still with my hands on his face.
“Show me Bella, I wanna know” he berkata back sweet
I nodded and closed my eyes focussed on my shield and on Edward.
    
I stopped after a while and opened my eyes looking at Edward.
“Oh Bella” he berkata and then just kissed me.
I could feel my jantung beating just on the way he kissed me but then I stopped him and pushed him away a little.
“what it is, my love” he berkata worried
“Nothing, just give me some time” I berkata back calm.
“I will give anda all the time anda need” he berkata back sweet and calm too.
He grabbed me tight to his chest and I just stayed there while his hands were around me. For the first time since a while I felt aman, brankas again.