it's a very long one :D enjoy

Bella's pov

I was laying on the meja with Edward’s hand in mine. I looked at him and he was looking at me I couldn’t resist but smiling at him and he responded with a smile back, but it wasn’t the smile I’m used too this one was full of pain, concern, grieve. But I couldn’t disagree on him I felt the same way and even confused but I was happy, because Edward and me are going to have another child, while it’s not even possible.
Carlisle came to me and asked politely
“Bella, may I touch you’re stomach”. I nodded yes. It didn’t took long and than he left again but just a few detik later he came back with what I could say was a machine they use in hospitals to see in you’re stomach.
“Okay Bella this is gonna feel awkward” he berkata with a smile
I smiled back. Carlisle put the substance on my stomach, it didn’t feel cold atau warm, because since I was turned into a vampire I couldn’t feel it anymore, everything felt warm now.

“Are anda still okay” Carlisle asked me and Edward still starring at me like I would faint any moment.
“Yes I’m still fine, but that substance looks disgusting, I laughed while I berkata that and I saw Carlisle and Edward laughing too.
‘Let’s check the monitor, shall we” Carlisle berkata serious now. So Edward and me start watching it and there it was a heartbeat. I smiled and squeezed Edward’s hand and turned my head to him, he was smiling too and if vampire could cry, he would. He responded with a squeeze in my hand too.
“Carlisle” Edward berkata now in a fatherly tone “How is the baby?” I looked from Edward to Carlisle, Edward made me concerned asking that question.
“Well for so far the baby is doing great, he’s a little bigger than he should be on 7 days, but some human bayi are the same size, but we’ll do a check up soon again and than we’ll now more” he answered Edward’s question.
“Wait” Edward berkata “Are anda saying that the baby could be human” just staring at Carlisle waiting for an answer.
“Well he’s growing like one but we’ll only know for sure when the baby is bigger” he berkata not knowing what to except than. “Then we could do some lebih test” he continued.

Edward and me were staring now at each other, like somebody just told us a bad joke.
“Bella” Carlisle berkata loudly and I jumped up, I didn’t see that coming.
“Yes” I answered to him
“You were throwing up blood, right? Carlisle wanted to now.
“Yes, I responded in a confused tone, why would he want to now that, I thought oleh myself.
“Well, I’m wondering” he berkata like he would know what I was thinking.
“What if the baby is lebih human than Renesmee and it doesn’t like blood” he berkata almost to himself. “ I want to try something bella” I’ll be back and he walked out of the door and closed it behind him.

“Edward, help me up will ya” I asked him. He grabbed my hand and pulled me up easily.
“Bella, I cinta you, anda now that right” he said
“Of course I know that and I cinta anda too, Why do anda even ask me that Edward, I almost berkata in a panicking voice.
“Don’t panic Honey” it’s just I’m afraid, I’m afraid to lose you, he berkata looking with his dazzling eyes straight in mine.
I saw that pain in his eyes again that I saw before and I gave him a quick ciuman and said
“you will never lose me, Edward Cullen, and no matter what I’ll always cinta anda and I’m not planning to die either, I berkata with all the cinta I felt for him.
He looked down, but my hands grabbed his chin and pulled his face right before mine and I pulled my fingers thru his hair and kissed him, he answered my ciuman back. Than I don’t even know what happened but I started to ciuman him with all my passion and cinta I have for him and he couldn’t resist but responding back with that ciuman of his. I grabbed him closer to me and before I knew it I was laying back on the meja and he was on puncak, atas of me, but we didn’t stop kissing. I almost got his kemeja off when he abruptly stopped and looked at the door.

“Carlisle” he berkata and we both jump to our feet when the door opened. It wasn’t just Carlisle who walked in but the hole family.
“I told anda we should come sooner” I heard Alice say laughing and so did Edward because he responded
“Thanks Alice” he growled
“it’s nothing, you’re welcome, she berkata with a happy voice
“Carlisle” Edward berkata now to distract himself from Alice “Why do anda have pasta in you’re hand?
“It’s not for me Edward, it’s for Bella” he berkata back to him and walking towards me.

“What?” Edward and me berkata on the same time
“We’ll it’s just something I want Bella to try, she can’t eat animal blood, so let’s try human food” he berkata like he was experimenting.
“What if she starts throwing that up either” Edward wanted to know.
“Than there’s still human blood, we could try” Carlisle berkata strong
Carlisle handed me the pasta and I just looked at it, I can’t believe I’m doing this, I took a deep breath and grabbed the spoon with pasta and put it in my mouth and swallowed it.
“It’s not that bad and took another spoon with pasta. Everyone was staring at me like I was that fragile human again before Edward has changed me.
“Are anda sure” Edward asked me, but his words weren’t even cold yet and I wasn’t feeling well again, I ran to the bathroom and throw everything back out.
I heard Edward taking place beside me “you’re throwing up again” he said.
Carlisle walked in too and both of them helped me on my feet again.

“So it’s not human food either”, Carlisle berkata concerned but determined like he wasn’t planning to give up that easy.
Carlisle let me go but Edward was still holding me tight so I wouldn’t fall, because I still felt a little dizzy.
“How are anda feeling right now” Edward asked me with concern.
“I’m still feeling a little dizzy, but the food is all out, so I hope I wont be throwing up any menit now” I berkata with a little voice.
We walked back to examine room and I saw Carlisle walking back and forth but Edward dragged me back to the table.
“There’s another option open too, anda now” I berkata loud enough so Carlisle and Edward would here me. They both looked at me like they forgot something and I was the only one who remembered.
“Not eating at all” my voice berkata in pain but steady.
“Bella, anda need to eat” Edward berkata while holding my hand.
“I’ll keep throwing everything back out” answering Edward while I looked at him.
“you don’t know that” Edward berkata with a little anger in his voice, like he didn’t want me to give up so easy. But then Carlisle jumped in and looked at me but then said
“We could test it with human blood, if anda don’t throw that up, we’ll now were back on the right track.

“Carlisle is right” Edward berkata with an almost demanding voice but still in a whisper so I would be the only one who could here him
“I cinta anda Bella and I’m not planning to lose you” I looked at him and felt tears coming up but I couldn’t cry.
“I cinta anda too” I whispered back at him
“I’m not hungry anymore” I berkata to Carlisle and Edward
“it’s okay Bella” we did enough testing for today, we still have tomorrow to test the human blood”, Carlisle answered back, “go get some rest” he replied further.
I just nodded yes very quietly, Edward grabbed me and carried me outside.
“Edward I can walk anda know” I berkata looking at him with a smile
“I now, I now, but I cinta carrying you” he smiled back at me
“Were just going home” he continued. Everyone looked at us but I didn’t pay any attention to them I just couldn’t get my eyes of Edward. “Home is the best place to rest for her “he berkata to them without anyone asking so I guessed he just answered there thoughts, the room where they all were was never so quiet as it did now.
“Alice” Keep your thoughts for yourself will ya” he berkata loud and shocked, I just jumped I didn’t saw this coming so I looked at her and I only saw her nodding.